Sunday, April 30, 2006
I want to know You =)
OH, after one and a half months, i've finally managed to see my Bangkok photos=D
ok, so i'll guide along the way =)
First, this is in Changi Airport =DThe first pic we took for this trip. teehee.
The second day, we left for Chaptochap [i can't remember how it's spelt]. this is thei 10 cent ice cream xD how cool huh!
Great ice cream=D it's Marinda Orange Flavoured =D (look behind, they are selling shirts for 39 baht which is, SG$1.50) 
And one of the stalls were selling pets! this pug is going for only SG$100. and so are the other puppies i think. gosh! super adorable!
Pups on one side, kittens the other.
My dad WAS considering of bringing one of them [let it be the pug!] home! but Chipz will get real jealous and the immigration and quarantine thing would be a BIG hassle.
the pug's adorable. i just had to carry it! the stall owner says that it's about a month old or so.
I think they were selling the squirrels at about, SG$20? around there. BRING IT HOME! BRING IT HOME! -chants
off to Siam Paragon in the evening=) you'll see Fendi, Chanel, Dolce and Gabbana, Armani, Prada and the rest of those! 
I love their supermarket! SUPER DUPER big. they have a whole row/section/BIG SHELF devoted to TOOTHPASTE. they have so much space to spare man! 
Ratchathewi was our most common stop because it was the stop which was directly linked to our hotel.
More hotels building in Bangkok =D
The traffic there is somewhat the same as Singapore's. gosh, thank God there's MRT in Bangkok now =D
Bangkok taken from our hotel window.
A sunset taken from our hotel window. it was pretty =) God's a truly great artist man. 
The Bangkok Underwater World=) something like Singapore's.
I think these jelly fish are cute man! they look like mushrooms floating around xD
They transformed this car into a fishtank=D cool huh!
We left Siam again and walked to where ever we could walk to. this is some business area, with loads of art structures. THis pooch BITES. GRR!
Mum dearest posing =D
Aww, i like this picture =) me and my mum=) and my dad's taking the picture of course=D at some little diner. cozy little place=D
After a great lunch, off to shop again =D and i had to take a picture of this HUGE adidas football! teehee. it's seriously huge. i think the box's all ready 2m plus.
Sightseeing time! on a little cruise around Bangkok=)
Bangkok's Chinatown =)
Jim Thomson's House. Sadly we didn't get to go in =(
A little sign in the hotel. teehee. all right, at least i know that if i need to go up i'll press the non-inverted triangle and if i want to go down, i'll press the inverted triangle xD
At Bangkok's Airport. dad claims that this looks european-ish! HAHA.
I took this in the plane. it isn't very nice on photo. but seeing it there and then was just, beautiful=)
Dang. if only it was nice even if it was captured on picture. 
But nevertheless, my God's still the greatest artist of all time =)
All right!
i'm done and i'm off to study now =)
By the way,
band concert was great =D
GREAT JOB BAND PEOPLE!
till next=)
~``I know You'll love me =)
Charms
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Go past all the lights,
All the excuses.
I still want to talk.
I love Wednesdays =D
the day passes FAST.
well, sorta.
heh.
anyway,
it was another ordinary school day.
apart from the fact that i could go home straight after school today!
so exciting xD
left school with Jan, Joanne and Theodora.
Joanne just HAD to use her umbrella and she HAD to make some one share the umbrella with her! and i was the lucky person xD
it's fun walking under the rain Joanne!
she's funny man.
missed the 136 cos it was packed to the brim.
so we chatted at the bus stop.
had fun and good laughs with them =D
Jilly joined us thereafter,
and left.
homed.
have been studying since till 7.30.
went back to my old house to settle some stuff.
gosh,
i kinda miss that place.
loads of memories there =)
so i'm back home again.
i think i'm going back to the books again.
dang.
somehow,
something tells me that tomorrow's going to be,
tough.
i'm tired.
Can I have a word with you,
please? =)
~``My Saviour.
charms
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIUMZIEEES!
[it's shiyun by the way xD ]
to my
1. Brace face partner
2. Bodyguard
3. Fruity
HAPPY 15th!
you have a great day today ya!
love lots =)
we don't deserve this =D
today was another usual day.
but i don't really like tuesday's timetable.
ah well!
anyway,
lessons as usual.
after school,
jan, doralynn, clare and i surprised shiyun at the Homec room xD
then we played a bit of hulaball xD
i can't seem to get that game right! DAMN!
jan and i left to take the New South Wales science test.
it was DIFFICULT.
difficult i tell you.
i saw theodora sleeping half an hour before we could hand up!
and with 20 mins left or something,
i saw joanne rushing suddenly,
and sort of plonked onto the table!
HAHA.
it was sorta hilarious, cos her actions were rather vigorous xD
all of us didn't really care about this.
heh.
since it's of no use to us xD
left for training thereafter.
trained in the hall for awhile.
but it was seriously noisy so we went out to the oh so wet court.
training as usual.
celebrated the april kids' birthdays today =D
Left for heartland with Jan, Shiyun, Qinyi and Clare.
the bus was seriously crowded!
shiyun COULDN"T STOP playing with THAT BALLOON!
it looks, weird xD
shiyun and clare left us so qinyi and jan and i went to Macs again.
had a fun time there.
laughed loads as usual =D
sat next to bella, jiale and gloria.
-sniggers
left for home thereafter.
i'm just done with physics!
yes.
i feel so accomplished =D
and doralynn if you are reading this,
GO STUDY GEOG NOW!
teehee.
i'm going to study SS now!
till then =)
you take my breath away,
with every word you say =)
~``Living for a reason =) simple isn't it.
Charms
Monday, April 24, 2006
A Smile,
so hard to put on,
yet you did it.
I really have to post about this,
because it's in my head! RAH!
ok, but i shall post it at the end of this post =)
Well,
i love mondays.
though i do have the monday blues sometimes =D
but nevertheless.
Miss Kang came in telling us that we have a POP QUIZ today,
and janice was like
"THAT'S IT! let's do sudoku!"
cos that was what xioa hui did during one of the tests when she didn't know how to answer the remaining questions xD
in the end it was a open book test. heh.
English,
we had to do the summary of the compre.
chatted loads with Joyce and Joanne.
teehee.
Free period at the end of the day.
went to Genesis Block with Jan to give Mrs Tng some document.
was having fun making Chin-ney laugh xD
teehee.
hilarious!
anyway,
stayed back in school for the TNA thing.
was studying!
gosh, i think it's better to study in school since there are no distractions at all la!
went to E hall with Joanne and Theodora.
jan came back thereafter.
left for 136 with Jan, Joanne and Doralynn.
Jan, doralynn and i went to heartland to get some stuff for tomorrow =D
chatted at KFC. =D
left for home with Jan.
gosh,
the weather was great.
i love rainy days.
well, sometimes that is =D
homed.
studied CHINESE.
RAH!
ok and i'm done now.
Well,
i was just thinking about loads of things, as usual.
but the thought of really treasuring everything around me came to my mind.
Herny was telling me about life=)
i mean,
you'll never know if it's the last time you see a close friend,
you'll never know if it's the last time you do something,
you'll never know if it's the last time you'll see everyone else.
somehow,
it's so much easier to take forgranted of everything.
no wonder the saying,
"You won't know what you got till it's gone"
makes so much sense.
there's so much more to life.
so much more=)
so just hear me out once,
treasure everything you have around you =)
just thinking out loud =)
Either Vauge Replies,
Or Bitter Goodbyes.
take your pick.
oh wait, hang on,
you chose both.
Write it in a letter, burn it away.
Charms
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Would You Have Walked Me Home?
Great day today =)
Great job juniors!
You guys really won with pride =D
You guys proved many many people wrong =)
we have the big cup =D
neh neh ni pooo pooooo!
we proved HER wrong!
HAHAHA.
had breakfast with my parents at Toa Payoh.
gosh,
they just told me today that they are going on a vege diet this whole week!
super shocking!
they want to detox themselves.
heh.
how cute.
cheered super loudly for the juniors =)
Jan, Doralynn and i were cheering super loudly man.
then we went over to Long John to have lunch.
Mrs Tng treated all of us.
thanks Mrs Tng!
Doralynn left.
Qinyi came with some of her renegades friends.
then all of us left to toa payoh sports hall again.
watched the prize presentation.
Jan, Qinyi and i wanted to crash their photo taking!
but we didn't in the end xD
then the NSL started =D
gosh!
i saw this Wing Defender, she's looks totally like a guy?!
if she didn't change into her netball attire,
i would have thought she was a guy man!
but i think she looks adorable! xD
and Gloria keeps putting her down la! SHEESH!
stop it Gloria!
STOP IT!
Gloria, if you are reading this,
You're BIAS! and Gloria at the same time xD
hahaha.
she's funny man.
Jan and Qinyi had their own eye candies!
teehee.
but sadly, both their eye candies didn't play. x)
Jan and i went to meet Hernshung and the rest of them.
gosh,
we were super ultra uber late.
so sorry!
then we went to Burger King.
chatted there for awhile and stuff.
went to meridian and then back.
jan met her dad.
took the train back with shung.
crapped loads please!
and you still DON"T make it to the list!
HAHAHA
just did my geog stuff.
mum cooked dinner today!
OH MY GOSH.
so cool.
my mum doesn't cook.
so it was kind of surprising xD
off to study chinese now =(
Take my breath away!
~``Held me close.
charms
Friday, April 21, 2006
She makes it to the list!
YOU made it to the list!
HAHAHA.
jan and i were having fun.
we made this FUNNY PEOPLE list.
and we added some people into the list all ready!
funny funny.
anyway,
it's finally a friday.
it's the first week of the whole term that we are having a FULL week of school!
i can't stand friday periods.
dry.
really really dry.
but one thing good about fridays is that the canteen vendors sell loads of fried stuff =D
i decided to go off my diet and i don't care if my face is the shape of the moon!
i'm just going to eat man!
the chinese composition writing thing was, all right.
it was about "not knowing what you got till it's gone" kind of thing.
so the first thought that came to all our minds were like
OKAY, SOMEONE DIED, and we were so regretful cos we didn't spend enough time with that person, blah.
was rather amusing xD
but in the end i decided to talk about water =D
had training after school =)
at least something to vent my anger out.
haven't been training for like, 2 weeks?
cos we have been having matches and stuff.
phew.
played a game with the juniors to prepare them for tomorrow.
i can't wait to see their match tomorrow!
they are so going to win=D
ANYWAY,
supporters can come!
TOA PAYOH SPORTS HALL,
10.30am =)
i'm piled to the brim.
with loads of work.
yet i'm so lazy to do them.
sheesh.
HERNSHUNG,
THAT'S IT.
I'M NOT GOING TO BELIEVE YOU ANYMORE!
ANYMORE I TELL YOU!
~``My God defeated the devil with just two sticks =)
charms
Thursday, April 20, 2006
No Fan and Aircon Day.
whoopee.
we managed to live through the day without fans or aircons!
teehee.
well, it was more of like the first 5 periods of the day only =D
our school was suppose to play a part for this Environment Day,
so we decided to go without fans or aircons.
gosh,
i can't imagine living in a place hotter than Singapore,
plus the elimination of fans and aircons!
phew.
anyway,
it was another ordinary day =)
i think today past rather fast.
all the nice periods =)
rushed over to the juniors' match at Hougang Sports Hall.
to choose between the Netball Nationals and our juniors' semi.
so we decided to support our juniors =)
and they did well!
35-10 if i'm not wrong=)
so their finals are on Saturday.
i can't wait to watch them =)
seriously,
Jan, Doralynn, Qinyi and i were acting as if we were watching a football match!
all the sound effects and all!
xD
went to a Mcdonalds somewhere in Hougang
with Jan, Doralynn, Qinyi, Evan, Carin, Mrs Tng and Ms Chua.
had a SNACK there!
note: it's a snack xD
laughed loads and had fun there.
the four u6 mates left.
doralynn took 147 with me =D
thanks!
went home to get changed cos i was soaking wet.
left for music.
And i seriously should just ZAP myself.
i havent' touched my keyboard for, 3 weeks?
and i thought i could lie my way through but i was totally wrong.
totally embarassed myself in front of Uncle Ronald.
i couldn't even remember how to play a song i all ready perfected weeks ago.
Dang.
time to start practicing again.
And one more thing.
I'M GOING ON A DIET AND THAT'S IT.
3 people told me that i put on weight.
Aunt Christina said that my face has grown rounder!
ARGH!
THAT'S IT MAN.
i'm going on a full diet.
i'll think about what to eat tomorrow xD
no more snacks!
-cries-
oh,
THANK YOU QINYI FOR YOUR PINAFORE!
finally,
something decent to wear to school xD
I've had a break long enough=)
I want to play again!
gosh,
training tomorrow.
somehow i feel so lazy to train,
yet i'm looking forward to the games we are going to play =D
teehee.
oh,
and if you are reading this doralynn,
Please take care =)
thanks a lot for walking in the rain!
i'm so sorry you're having a fever now!
so so sorry!
please take care!
Joanne was telling me about this Outfitter shirt which said,
"Love doesn't matter to tennis players"
nice =D
~``I give You control=)
charms
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
We Want The World To Know =)
Great job juniors =)
really proud of you guys!
you guys won with honour =)
i was super amazed with Zhi Xian's percentage =)
out of her 26 attempts in the game,
she shot in 24,
so that gave her, 92%?
that's great =)
This morning,
i wished i didn't wake up=)
i had a dream.
A dream of this person,
whom i haven't been talking to for AGES.
ages i tell you.
somehow,
in that dream,
i felt so comfortable talking and hanging out with this person.
ironic.
yeah,
i wished i didn't wake up=)
you know,
it's still vivid.
then again,
maybe it WAS good that i woke up.
i mean, it wasn't real anyway.
Something tells me i felt this way before.
I'm real lazy to blog.
RAH!
and Hernshung, if you are reading this,
Marcus Beaumont plays the guitar better than you!
I DON"T CARE!
~``Called me Yours forever=)
Charms
Monday, April 17, 2006
Napfa.
SPECIALLY TO JOYCE LEE HUAN XIN,
ALSO WIDELY KNOWN AS THE JOKE AND THE TALKATIVE THING =D
SEE! i DID talk about you all right!
and stop going all high now!
stop finding every single information about YOU KNOW WHO xD
oh, and hou lao shi was also telling Miss Ang about how talkative you are!
TEEHEE.
somehow,
i like mondays.
nice periods =)
anyway,
had Napfa this afternoon.
the netballers had the privilege to cut everyone's queue and go first for all the stations xD
thank God we didn't need to wait like everyone else.
this year,
Ju, Doralynn, Shiyun, Dionne and i were helping out at the shuttle run stations.
hoo boy.
it was, rather boring?
they didn't even let us take time.
so we were sort of rotting there.
i was with Miss Tan and Doralynn =D
had to keep the equipment and stuff.
Ju, Doralynn, Shi yun and i were having fun playing with the bean bags.
teehee.
we were throwing them around in the hall and stuff =D
anyway,
packed and left for heartland.
Ju, Qinyi and Shiyun went home after we stopped at Kovan.
Jan and i went to cut our hair=)
gosh,
this time,
a guy cut my hair.
jan said she was scared he might just chop off all my hair or something xD
i think he was new or something.
and he looks rather jappy =D
he was super careful with my hair!
rather amusing.
it is kind of short,
but i think it looks all right=)
that's because he styled it nicely.
i think my hair will be in a mess tomorrow.
dang.
jan and i munched at KFC before we left for home.
she waited with me.
thanks Jan!
i should be studying logs soon.
crap.
i hate logs.
i hate coordinate geom!
~``Found love, beyond all reason =)
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Tell me Something.
Tell me that i mean Something to you.
at least Something.
I want to know.
tell me i mean something to you.
Baby,
I'm standing on my own.
Church.
today's Easter Day.
or Easter Sunday, more like it?
well,
when i saw the clip that Paul [note: a guy in my church, not the one in the bible] did on Passion, i was totally emotional.
i have heard the story of the Man who died for me countless times.
yet, everytime i hear it,
my heart melts.
how can someone, what more pure royalty,
die for you, a peasant, a useless thing.
My Daddy sent his Son to do that.
to bear the shame,
to take away all our pain.
Who are we to deserve such treatment?
Thank you Jesus =)
and I love my heavenly Daddy =)
Easter message.
Dying to Live.
dare to give up and let go.
it's ironic.
yet, so true.
went for lunch with jilly and dionne at heartland's KFC.
had a fun time with them as usual xD
went home thereafter.
oh,
and i managed to watch the Korean drama called TRUTH.
it's 2-4pm every sunday.
i tihnk that guy's hot man xD
it's another one of those typical korean shows,
yet i'm hooked on it xD
there's a very sweet girl,
an evil girl,
and the handsome one that both likes but he likes the sweet girl,
blah.
teehee.
but it's sad anyhow. =D
off to study logs now.
taking a break off coordinate geom first.
sheesh.
~``Wonderous Mystery.
charms
Saturday, April 15, 2006
I'm staring!
oh gosh,
You are a drop dead gorgeous thing!
=D
Today's one mellow day.
boring.
seriously.
woke up at 10am.
was lazing around.
doing homework and stuff.
gosh.
CAN SOMEONE HELP ME IN COORDINATE GEOMETRY, COS I'M GETTING REALLY CONFUSED.
i'm bored.
oh my gosh,
i don't believe i'm bored.
i can't believe it!
and i was suppose to go to shiyun's church today,
but my parents just told me that we are going to my aunt's home.
sheesh.
all right huh.
shall blog more soon.
SOON i say. xD
I'm done.
Are you?
Shall end of with a wonderful song.
Majesty
Delirious?
Here i stand,
Humbled by your majesty,
Covered by Your grace so free.
Here I am,
Knowing I'm a sinful man,
Covered by the blood of the Lamb.
Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine,
Since You laid down Your life,
The greatest sacrifice.
Majesty, Majesty.
Your grace has found me just as I am,
Empty-handed but alive in Your hands.
Here I am,
Humbled by the love that You give,
Forgiven so that I can forgive.
So here I stand,
Knowing that I am Your desire,
Sanctified by glory and fire.
And now I've found the greatest love of all is mine,
Since You laid down Your life,
the greatest sacrifice.
Majesty, Majesty.
Your grace has found me just as I am,
Empty-handed but alive in your hands.
Singing Majesty, Majesty.
Forever I am changed by Your love,
In the presence of Your Majesty.
Majesty.
We're singing Majesty, Majesty.
Your grace has found me just as I am,
And I'm nothing but alive in Your hands.
We're singing Majesty, Majesty.
Forever I am changed by Your love,
In the beauty of Your Majesty.
Majesty.
~``Love Unfailing.
charms
Friday, April 14, 2006
I'm only stronger =)
Today's Good Friday.
I love my God.
The One who bled,
For us, he shed.
His love is just so unexplainable.
just accept it.
You'll be so overwhelmed by it,
you can't stop falling in love with Him.
My God.
went to Jilly's church for service.
that's because my church didn't have any service today.
anyway,
cabbed there with jilly.
so jilly, desmond and i went to the hall first.
dionne was super ultra late.
she came in with shalom thereafter.
desmond seems really really interested in the bible =)
and i felt so ashamed because,
as a christian myself, i don't even read the bible so intricatedly like him.
it's good to see him so hungry for God's word =)
and i was so scared i might interpret some stuff in the bible wrongly to him.
so i had toask jilly to reconfirm.
gosh, this is a really big sign that i need NEED NEED to read my bible and listen more.
it was seriously cold in the hall.
my fingers were numb, freezing.
met christabel after the service.
so we chatted a bit at the plaza and left for lunch thereafter.
left for lunch with dionne,jilly and desmond.
gosh,
had a fun time talking to them man.
as usual, they never ever fail to make me laugh loads =)
and i felt much better after listening to all their jokes and stuff =)
thanks ya=)
love you guys loads.
i think we sat at the coffee shop for 3 hours?
left for home.
walked under the rain.
i love walking under the rain.
got all wet and stuff but i couldn't care less anyway.
thinking about loads of stuff.
somehow,
it just makes me stronger.
off to do some homework.
Happy Good Friday to all =)
saw it, heard it, know it.
what next?
~``My God never walks away from me=)
charms
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Seem
JYue
I brushed my hands,across those strings
They didnt sound as what they seemed
The sound of clicks upon those stairs
Reflects the problems this heart cannot share
(bridge)
and on this cold drawn morning
the cold wind sweeps through me
laughters heard outside the window
but what's happening to me
(chorus)
this is not how it seems to be
plastic coverings of everything
nothing more could be done to fix
the broken vase inside
nothing appears as what they seem to be
i look into those empty screens
wishing you were just at the side of me
and everyday i come home empty
to a place unfamiliar to me
this is never enough
the words are stuck inside this box
like poison in a river
seeps through an innocent figure
Deep, i say.
I like it =)
Today,
was another usual school day.
we had 3 free periods =)
nothing much to elaborate really.
they cancelled the match.
no comments.
anyway,
went out with Jan,ju,qinyi,doralynn,shiyun and dayna for lunch =D
they are funny man!
and we played funny weird mind games there xD
shiyun and dayna and doralynn left.
jan,ju,qinyi and i had ice cream.
and guess what,
jan and ju got together man!
teehee.
it's funny man.
the four of us took 136 together.
laughed a lot!
went home thereafter.
i don't feel like blogging today!
sheesh.
i'm LAZY.
~``All I'm living for.
Prince Charming. Yeah Right.
wake up, dear.
charms
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Walking Away
You know i don't deserve this
treatment that you gave.
a whole lot of lies and tears
shed along the way.
i was just so blind,
so blind not to see,
that we weren't meant to be,
yeah weren't meant to be.
I don't wanna be your player,
In this game left unsaid.
I'm standing on my feet again,
just watch me walk away.
I'm not gonna stand here,
and pretend that everything's ok,
cos I'm walking away,
I'm walking away.
my pride killed me so deep,
your cold treatment so steep,
I can't take it no more
Nothing worth fighting for.
I don't need you by my side,
Don't need you in my life,
watch me turn the tables,
and i'll mean what i say.
i feel for the lyrics man.
oh,
and janice if you are reading this,
I BET YOU ARE SNIGGERING AND GIGGLING AT A CORNER!
charms
500th.
gosh! it's my 500th post!
teehee.
it's not that many, is it?
but let's rejoice anyway!
x)
well well well.
what can i say.
another prideful day i guess? =)
RAH.
the match today was,
disappointing.
i couldn't help but teared.
i just felt bad.
i think 3's our team's unlucky number or something.
but ah well.
nice try, team=)
went for dinner with ju and shiyun and qinyi.
went to KFC and we had a fun fun time playing i spy xD
gosh,
it's never a sad moment with them around man =)
went home thereafter.
i'm really tired.
really tired.
Charms
Monday, April 10, 2006
Stumbled, Shaken, Pushed.
I'll not be moved.
oh great.
another new week.
you know,
it seems as if we have had a super long break from school work.
darn! and we are finally back to school work.
anyway,
we started off today with loads of cheers =)
the sec3s were really high xD
school as usual.
oh gosh,
talks about the instructors never EVER ended!
it was really funny =)
we had to meet the team at 2pm.
off to Marsling Sec.
both the c and b div had the matches there.
gosh,
the c div's match was really really tense.
anyway,
to the c div: You guys tried your best yes? that's good enough =)
they had a tie with them.
and it totally freaked us out.
but our team did fine =)
we only managed to play for 2 quarters.
and the score was 14-2.
so they just ended the game like that cos of those lightnings and thunders.
crap.
think about it,
it won't be really fair if we count our goal difference because we have two quarters short.
darn.
went for dinner with jan, ju and shiyun.
MACS AGAIN.
damn, it's seriously unhealthy there man.
anyway,
we had loads of fun there =)
playing I SPY especially =D
left for home thereafter.
i'm all alone at home now!
the day i see that Prince Charming,
OH MY GOSH =D
~``Lost in your embrace
charms
Sunday, April 09, 2006
oh gosh,
i finally scanned this neoprint in.
i took this with my mum last year =)
gosh, i love her =)
As you can see, it was 10 months ago. Now, do we look alike? =)
she's a wonderwoman i tell you.
I know you meant well.
I'm sorry if i made you angry,
or upset you at times.
I love you mum.
What Hurts The Most
Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Deep.
so deep.
If only I could really say.
WHOA WHOA WHOA.
i heard loads.
and gosh,
i feel so darn excited!
HAHA.
ok, i think it seems as if i'm speaking a foreign language now,
but some people will understand what i'm talking about =)
If only.
I could speak my mind.
~``My All. In All.
charms
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Under a different light.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINYI!
teehee.
enjoy it while you still can ya!
love!
Alpha Camp2006.
it wasn't that bad.
but i was real happy to go home too.
but yet,
the camp songs are still in my head x)
and some of the instructors were real cute man!
there was one who looked like LJJ!
gosh, Asher is super adorable!
and so is Ju, Theodora and my eye candy! xD
after camp,
Jan, Ju, Shiyun, Clare and i went to macs.
thereafter we played basketball at Paya Lebr Kovan CC.
we won three guys and a girl!
teeheee.
went to macs again and home thereafter.
today,
was kind of screwed up in the morning.
i had totally no energy to play the match.
crap.
it was like, 9am?
and it's been quite a while since i played 4 full quarters.
and of all days today.
shiyun and shabana could not play.
so ju had to be our second shooter =)
Great job ju!
oh and to Shiyun,
don't be so sad my brace face partner =)
cheer up ya?
we'll always be backing you up =)
love!
there was some confusion in the game.
shall not talk about it to aggrevate the situation further.
=)
we are gracious people.
we'll fight it their style if they want it this way.
anyway,
went to Ju's home first and then to PS to celebrate Qinyi's birthday!
gosh, had a fun time with
Jan, Ju, Qinyi, Clare, Doralynn and Shiyun.
it's actually u6 + 1
but we have another name since shiyun joined us.
so it's 7.
xD
they are funny man!
and i forgot to mention that we were reliving the past at ju's house.
teehee.
was super hilarious xD
looking back,
we laugh at every single thing we did =)
and i'm glad all of us can stand together now and be close close friends =)
had to leave ealy for home.
went for dinner with my family and dennis and peihua at 5pm.
gosh, we left for sentosa,
and we reached at about 6pm.
gosh,
the international buffet spread at Shang Rila Rasa Sentosa was great man.
it even had their chocolate fountain there.
i ate A LOT man.
it was good food =DD
toured around sentosa's Beaufort Hotel.
gosh, it's lovely =)
went home thereafter.
my parents want me to rest.
it sounds serious.
they think that i'll break down soon if i don't start having enough rest.
gosh,
wait till they see my mates x)
I've never meant to be so cold.
~``Came To My Rescue.
Charms
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
You Stole Everything.
Great.
just great.
camp's tomorrow.
and you know, i just hate going for camps.
sheesh.
the worst thing,
we don't even know our groupings yet.
hopefully it'll be all right.
today,
it was the presentation day.
gosh,
i came to school realizing that i didn't bring my shoes, no pants.
and i should have brought my laptop!
RAH!
but ah well,
it was rather all right.
Kimberley's team got chosen to be one of the top6!
they put in a lot of effort man =D
and amanda's group was superb.
fantastic.
even the judges were shocked.
the Banquet entrepreneur even said,
"Your presentation was so detailed, even adults would have missed some of your points"
it was seriously impressive.
and their skit was super funny!
a super good job =)
we went all the way to Pasir Ris Secondary today.
just like what's been happening for the past 5 days,
it rained around 3.30pm.
sheesh.
so we have to postpone this match AGAIN.
4 matches postponed.
due to this,
we'll have to play 2 matches on the days we have to play.
sheesh.
went to heartland with jan, ju and shiyun.
watched them eat at thai express.
went home thereafter.
another usual day huh =)
Quiet.
I can hear it,
oh so clearly.
~``There will be no other =)
charms
Monday, April 03, 2006
I'm fine.
this project thing is so exciting yet so pressurizing.
dang!
anyway,
had a fun time at joanne's house this morning.
was with joanne, jan and theodora.
sheesh!
it was seriously funny.
hopefully our project would be all right tomorrow=)
left for training.
gosh, it was seriously hot.
and you know,
i can be the weather forcast lady.
it will start raining between 4.30-5pm tomorrow.
=D
it rained super heavily at 4.30pm today.
thanks for sending me home ju's mum!
and thanks ju!
=D
oh and don't be too upset juniors =)
just try harder ya.
love.
you know,
my team mates always remind each other
to play our own game.
kinda think of it,
yeh i should.
even off court.
off to have dinner now.
haven't eaten a normal meal today.
I bloody miss you.
like you care anyway.
~``Be By My Side
charms
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Straightjacket Feeling.
We Don't Deserve This.
my my my.
YESTERDAY was seriously funny xD
we went to school for the class comm thing.
su ann was seriously sick please.
please take care of yourself su ann!
will keep you in my prayers =)
love.
after the class comm thing,
Jan, Shiyun and i went over to macs.
had a hell of a time.
super funny.
jan was telling us all her short forms!
PP and MM and F and H!
xDD
at macs,
we were talking about two particular people xD
damn funny!
laughed loads.
gosh,
i don't think i laughed that badly for a real long time xD
jan was telling us this potato chip thing.
PRINGLES AND LAYS.
oh gosh,
it was hilarious man.
met my parents thereafter.
had another lunch with them=)
home.
went out again to watch a movie with jilly.
she had free tickets to watch Ice Age2.
we were wondering why our set number was so weird,
it was, N 2A and N 2B.
then we realized it was the premium seats xD
Ice Age2 was all right =D
gosh, jilly claims that that stupid squirrel's my boyfriend xD
he's cute x)
shopped for some art stuff for jilly.
then walked around citilink to look for a present for you know who =)
home thereafter.
had a great time catching up with jilly =)
thanks for the movie treat yes =)
Today,
church as usual.
Victory is experienced with Christ.
simple, and true.
went over to my granny's thereafter.
home=)
gosh,
it's been raining between 4pm-5pm for the past 4 days.
if it goes on like this,
we'll postpone ALL our matches xD
just had a funny msn chat with shiyun=D
teeheee.
it was FUN xD
We'll wait yes! love=)
Really.
~``You Made Me New =)
charms