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Friday, March 31, 2006

Can I Hate You?



ah well,
today's the first day of innovation week.
crapped loads at garden's macs.
gosh,
it was super fun xD
jan's finally back!
gosh i miss you loads!
glad to see you back in school =)


saw our junior's match with Loyang Sec.
they could only play till the half of the third quarter.
but they were leading 23-6 or something like that.

the weather's getting really weird.
it gets super hot and sunny in the morning,
and by mid afternoon,
you see the rain clouds coming in.

our match was cancelled once again.
damn.
i wonder,
if the weather carries on this way,
i think we will be postponing all our matches xD

and gosh,
my tummy was seriously uncomfortable.
it's my first day too.
shucks.

went to pizza hut with Jan, Ju, Qinyi, Doralynn and Shiyun.
Doralynn left earlier.
so we ate there.
wasn't really talking much,
partly cos my tummy was upsetting me.
lizard came over thereafter.
went home aftyer our dinner.
my dad and i are going to carrefour later.
MY TUMMY IS DEAD QUEASY.
ARGH.




I thought more of you.
But you simply proved me wrong.
If i wasn't there that day,
would you have said a word anyway?
I don't deserve this.
and so do you.
Fine, i'll just sit here and pretend that nothing has happened,
that i don't give a damn about it.
So we live happily ever after.
The End.
Is this,
what you really want?

Just thinking out loud.



~``We're Living For Your Name.



charms




Thursday, March 30, 2006

Hung Up.



oh gosh,
i haven't been blogging for a few days =D
anyway,
i shall just talk about today yes? =)


today,
it was rather all right!
gosh,
jan hasn't been coming to school for 3 days.
I MISS YOU JANICE!
the table tennis girls had their AHS match today.
wondered how they faired.

today was our first home ground match!
OH MY GOSH.
it was rather freaky.
i mean, it's the first time we are hosting a competition game in our school xD
besides the other friendlys we have.
today was with Woodlands Ring.
we onlyt played for 8 minutes.
it started to pour real heavily.
you know,
our canteen wasn't much of a shelter.
the rain was so heavy,
even if we stood in the middle of the canteen,
we could still get wet!
so ju, shiyun, clare and i decided to squat xD
had fun though=)
shiyun and dayna were creating a new water sport!
slide slide slide xD
started playing with water!
gosh!
all of us were seriously wet!
but it was damn it fun xD
the next problem,
we didn't have extra FBTs,
so we had to walk out of school with soaking wet FBTs xD
ju, shiyun and i left for gardens =)
ate prata.
gosh, that guy was seriously,
irritating!
but had fun with the two of them anyway =)

met joanne on the 136=)
chatted till it was my stop =)


I'm caught.
In Your embrace.


~``You Love me from the Inside Out.


charms




Monday, March 27, 2006

I'm free and alive.
Hear me roar baby.


Gosh,
today's like some horrid day.
a lot of things happened. don't really wish to elaborate.
and jan's dead sick.
Hope you are feeling better now jan!
please take care =)
love.



It's not the end yet.
But yet it seems like it.
Unfinished business.



SUNDAY,
went to jilly's church.
and tony and ivan just want to gang up and take both my hairbands la!
FINE.
i only managed to get one back. DARN.
after that,
we left for lunch with dionne and thereafter to yen's home.
was watching a bit of P.O.T.
gosh,
it's so drama.
if anyone ever plays tennis like that,
he/she will definitely be the goddess of the court xD
did our project till 7.30pm.
left for home with jilly.




so tired to blog.



i'm still not done if you're wondering.
it's clearly the beginning =)


i'm happy =)


~``We Want The World To Know =)



charms





I'm free and alive.
Hear me roar baby.


Gosh,
today's like some horrid day.
a lot of things happened. don't really wish to elaborate.
and jan's dead sick.
Hope you are feeling better now jan!
please take care =)
love.



It's not the end yet.
But yet it seems like it.
Unfinished business.



SUNDAY,
went to jilly's church.
and tony and ivan just want to gang up and take both my hairbands la!
FINE.
i only managed to get one back. DARN.
after that,
we left for lunch with dionne and thereafter to yen's home.
was watching a bit of P.O.T.
gosh,
it's so drama.
if anyone ever plays tennis like that,
he/she will definitely be the goddess of the court xD
did our project till 7.30pm.
left for home with jilly.




so tired to blog.



i'm still not done if you're wondering.
it's clearly the beginning =)


i'm happy =)


~``We Want The World To Know =)



charms




Friday, March 24, 2006

Searching the world,
the lost will be found.
In freedom we live,
as one we cry out...
Jesus we're living for Your name,
we'll never be ashamed of You.
Our praise and all we are today,
take take take it all,
take take take it all=)


SPORTS DAY
today.
gosh,
it was one hot hot hot day.
it was rather all right i guess.
the sec one and two's dodsworth competitiors are seriously seriously strong=)
and guess what.
we didn't win the cheerleading competition this year =(
dodsworth's the champs almost for every year for cheerleading!
but ah well, i guess we'll do better next year =)

there was an event,
if i'm not wrong, it was the sec2 100m event.
gosh, all of them were trackers [6 dodsworth and 2 chew xDD]
and they intended to hold hands pass the finishing line =)
but the two at both ends couldn't catch up so in the end the three in the middle held hands pass the line.
all of us were super shocked!
but yet, we felt that it was rather sweet =)
and the commentator said something like
"WHAT AN INTERESTING EVENT! THE COMPETITORS HELD HANDS! THAT'S THE PL SPIRIT!"
everyone was cheering for them and stuff
and 2 mins later,
they announced this
"Oh, We're sorry to say that event 4 for the sec2 100m race has be disqualified. Hands cannot be held during the race."
or sth like that.
and we were thinking, so much for the pl spirit huh.
so in the end, the 4th, 5th and 6th got the top three positions =)
they are all dodsworth anyway =D


i didn't run as fast as i usually would today and i don't know why!
SHEESH.
but we got third anyway =D
HYPERSONIC xD
great job Minghwee, Vic and Joyce =)

minghwee missed by one point to get the individual champ.
it's all right minghwee! you can do it next year ya=)


the judges also disqualified 2 relay teams,
one from sec2 and one from sec4.
so the dodsworth teams from both levels got to be third xD


anyway,
after sports day,
helped the peer lites to bring the stuff back to school.
thereafter, left to gardens with jilly and candice.
went to coffee bean first, to eat a cookie!
then we went over to cartel.
met REPLAYERS there!
had a super super fun and hilarious time at cartel.
laughing and joking and playing hand games,
not to mention SPYING too xDD
it was fun!
we should go out more often jilly, candice and replayers!
LOVE.
went home thereafter.
i'm slacking now!
i feel so relaxed.

I FEEL LIKE PLAYING TENNIS.
anyone free? =)



oh and yesterday,
had training!
and i was put in as a GK!
oh my gosh.
ME AS A GOAL KEEPER?!
HAHAHAHHAHAH
yes, if you know me,
i'll not play defence, what more a goal keeper!
but it was great xD
i managed to defend a number of balls!
TEEEHEE.


oh
dad's rushing me now.
shall write more soon.


~``Came to my rescue

Charms




Wednesday, March 22, 2006

That's it.
I Don't care.
It doesn't have to do with me
and i seriously don't care.
I hate it when people misjudge, misinterpret me.
That's enough really.
You will hate it when you cross the line.





I live for one thing.


Gosh,
i'm dead tired.
thank God i came home a little earlier after i ate dinner with clare and julia.

ok, i think i should start right from the morning =)


school as usual.
today we had all the single periods.
Joanne and i kept going up, then down, and up again.
every Wednesday is like 'walk-up-the-stairs' day xD

after school,
had tennis.
i THOUGHT clare was going for lunch with her mum.
and doralynn was going to have lunch with someone else,
so i decided to go to clare's condo first.
sheesh!
the toilet is scary man!

so the four of us had tennis lessons =)
when i was rallying [is that what you call it] with clare and was going to pick up this ball, my leg sort of gave way, and i twisted my ankle slightly. DANG.
of all weeks.
they were saying that if my sprain was worst,
Mrs Tng would be furious to know that i sprained it cos of, tennis.
and next week's comps week again.
that's if i'm in =)
anyway,
it was all right then.
but it's starting to ache again.
damn.


ju and i went to have dinner while doralynn went off first.
left shortly after i was done.


gosh,
netball tomorrow.
halfway through the week and i'm surviving =)
thank God =)


Going off

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame.


I called,
You answered,
and You came to my rescue,
and I
Wanna be where You are.



~``My life in Your hands =)

Charms




Monday, March 20, 2006

Just Let Me Know.
Say It Straight To My Face.


gosh,
it's a new term.
i'm going to study real hard.
REAL HARD.


OH, some thanks here,
LOUWEEEE: thanks for the great united cd! I LOVE IT =)
DIONNE: thanks for your belt! love it! shall wear it when we go out yes? =)


gosh,
listening to the new cd now =D
so exciting.



today,
the usual monday.
gosh, changed timetable.
it's only today that i realize that Joanne Chia and Charmaine Liu are sitting with each other!
how cute.
cos i'm sitting with Joanne CHEN.
so it's like,
"Charmaine and Joanne!"
so the two pairs would be,
"Which pair? Charmaine Liu and Joanne Chia,
or Charmaine Koh and Joanne Chen?!"
teehee.
was thinking about that xDD


training was rather slack.
it rained real heavily.
so we did some physical.
su and lizard and tanny came back today.
U6-2 + lizard had dinner together.
home thereafter.




Why the hell do you mean so much anyway.
hell. Why the hell do you mean so much.
I really have nothing to say.
seriously.



Good night all.

~``Take it all =)


charms




Sunday, March 19, 2006

I can't believe you are another him.
I can't believe it.
I don't want to.


If i was tearing,
would you have come to see if i'm okay.
If i was cold,
would you have come to warm my icy fingers.
If i was sad,
would you have told me jokes to cheer me up.


Just thinking out loud.



Hell.
Why do i care so much anyway.





My God is big,
So Strong,
So Mighty.


This song suddenly popped into my head.


There's Nothing My God Cannot Do =)
That's really comforting =)


you know,
i'm starting to feel the pressure.
somehow,
i can just feel it.
but i guess i'm just going to leave it to my God.

i remember Clare sent me a message which went like this,

"When you have a problem, don't say 'Hey God, I have a big problem'
Instead, say 'Hey Problem, i have a big God' "
=)


next week's going to be a killer.

Monday: training
Tuesday: training
Wednesday: tennis
Thursday: training
Friday: sports day

wow.
my legs are under pressure too huh.



subjects not studied.
gosh gosh gosh.
ARGH.


today,
church was rather all right.

we were talking about trust and obey.
you know,
God can do wonders in you,
just as long as you trust,
have faith.
something which really hit me today.
I know i have a God so big,
He comforts and touches my heart.
He knows exactly how i feel.
that's really comforting.
someone you'll fall on.

i'm just surrendering.
i've given up,
and have left every single problem and pressure to Him =)
gosh,
it was so easy,
why didn't i think of that in the first place.



i feel as if there's a song going to erupt in me.
shall pen it down soon.



~``Could i ever thank You for, what you did at calvary?


charms




Saturday, March 18, 2006

Now, don't just walk away
Pretending everything's ok
and you don't care about me

I know it's just no use
When all your lies become your truths
and I dont care
yeah


Could you look me in the eye
and tell me that youre happy now, Ooooh
Would you tell it to my face?
Or have I been erased?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?


You, took all there was to take
and Left me with an empty plate
and You dont care about it

and I, Am giving up this game
and Leavin you with all the blame
cause I dont care


Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now? oooohhh
ould you tell it to my face, or have I been erased?
Are you happy now? oooohhhh
Are you happy now, Are you happy now?


Did it really have everything you're worth?
You can't always give something you ain't got
You can't runaway from yourself...
Could you look me in the eyes
and tell me that youre happy now...
C'mon tell it to my face
Or have I been erased?
Are you happy now?

Tell it to my face,
Are you happy now?


Current song i'm listening to.
just felt that i should pen the lytrics down here.



YESTERDAY,
went to sentosa with qinyi and janice.
gosh,
i reached the dhoby ghaut at 10.55am,
and i was wondering where qinyi was cos i knew that jan would be late.
so i waited,
and waited.
until i decided to call qinyi at 11.15am,
and guess what.
she was there at 11am,
waiting for me to message her.
WOW.
so we were actually waiting for each other's message!
heh.

anyway,
jan came so we left for sentosa.
took pics there.
teehee.
go see jan and qinyi's blog for the pics.
played in the water,
tanned under the sun.
gosh,
there's this group of lian bengs who thought that the sand was soil.
oh my gosh,
jan and i were holding our laughter until we couldn't take it anymore xDD
super funny man.
qinyi so wanted to get tanner!
teehee.

left sentosa at 3pm.
jan had to make her ic,
so qinyi and i followed her and we went to take snackies at teh cafeteria.
gosh,
her watermelon was SUPER SUPER big.
and it was only for 60cents!
quite a great buy xD

after going to ICA building,
left to bugis,
took neos and ate there.
home thereafter.



TODAY,
jan, joanne, theodora came over to my place to do the geog project.
jilly and suann came much later.
we were rather distracted by the blogs we were surfing on!
but we still managed to finish the project =D
real lazy to blog now.



i'm real tired now.
feel like sleeping.



I'm only human.
i guess that sums it up.
I bleed the same way you do.
I feel the same way too.



~``There is nothing like

charms




Friday, March 17, 2006

I feel so confused.
Both of you, seemed to me,
as great buddies.
from what i see now,
it's a totally different thing.
Now one of you's critisizing the other,
without the other knowing.
putting on a cover.
all the pretence,
can't you just stop?
i can't believe that this is happening.
how vague this is.
and next pulling me in.
wow. so i'm stuck in the middle huh.
i see two sides of you,
at the same time.
it disappoints me.
i don't even know if i can trust you anymore.
sometimes i wish i could,
but now i don't think i should.


Just thinking out loud.



What happened to the will power we used to have?




Thursday, March 16, 2006

Somewhere in my little head.
You are lingering in my thoughts, dear.


To Qinyi:
YES I HAVE REPLIED YOUR TAG YOU DOPEY!


ok, let's talk about my bangkok trip =)


this trip was basically about shopping =D
we spent A LOT.
A LOT i tell you.
anyway,
some places to highlight:
first off, the hotel!
it was real clean and big and nice =)
didn't expect that.
and the best part,
the Mrt's sort of connected to the hotel,
so the whole trip we travelled via the Mrt!
it's the first time my dad didn't drive =)
the thai are real courteous and sweet.
except for some exceptions.
but generally they are really great and smiley people =)

the chuptochup weekend market.
it's 500 over stalls there.
they were even selling squirrels at $10, a baby Pug at less than $100.
it's real cute!
they have this primitive yet creative way of making ice cream too!

next would be the Siam Paragon.
it's something like our Singapore's Paragon.
all those brands.
gosh.
and there's also this place called Gaysorn.
i think it's even more high ranged than the paragon.
anyway,
Bangkok is not all about the imitations =)
in fact,
most or all of the stuff we bought were real.
since the imitations and real stuff were about the same price,
so why get the fake.
haha.

then there's the ocean world.
my mum HAD to go.
so we obliged=)
it was all right.
something like Singapore's.

Food there is seriously cheap =)


did half a day of sightseeing,
cos my dad didn't want to only do shopping =)
so we went to see the Palace.
well, we didn't exactly go in,
we saw it from afar xD
then there was the Chinatown.


i was real happy when we got the window seat in the plane =)
somehow i just love looking out.
it was 7+pm when the plane took off.
the sky was lovely.
i guess no words can express
nor the picture i took to explain its beauty.
you just have to see it firsthand.
it was simply lovely.
on the plane there, i watched 'Your's, Mine,Ours'
coming back i watched 'Elizabethtown' =)

It's easier to be all sad, obviously.
that's cos you are surrendering.

heard a phrase something like that in that show =)


suddenly i started thinking, about you.


gosh,
there are so many things i missed out. i shall upload some pictures we took soon.


today,
i overslept!
sheesh.
i was suppose to wake up at 9.30am so that i can get ready to meet Qinyi, Gloria and Jiale at 10.30am.
but i woke up at 10am.
so in the end,
there was some confusion so i left for Janice's house on my own!


anyway,
i believe that i was being some huge sun in jan's house.
seriously,
a BIG BIG BRIGHT sun.
we watched tv at jan's house!
YAY.
teehee.
after that, we left for training.
the damn taxis didn't want to stop.
sheesh.

so Gloria, Jiale and i tookt the first cab.
we were right on time =)


training was rather all right i guess?
was feeling rather lethargetic though.
thank God we didn't do lots of runs today =)


after training,
jan, qinyi and i left for dinner!
ate at pizza hut.
sheesh,
just when i wanted to save my cash up.
but at least it will cut off the treat i owed qinyi! teehee.
chatted, talked, the usual.
left for home thereafter.


Even the best fall down.
sitting on the bus,
shutting everything out.
listening to what ever my player delivers.
just wondering if you still cared,
wondering if you even ever cared.

off to do my english essay.


~``So close. I believe.



charms




Wednesday, March 15, 2006

There are the Models,
and the Athletes,
also the Musical Inclined,
not to mention the Intellectual.


I'm back!=)

Bangkok's fun!
i shall talk about it tomorrow when i'm wide awake.
i hope=)
ave been waking up at 7am the past few days,
and have been walking till like late late afternoon.
i'm tired!


qinyi told me there's training in the afternoon tomorrow!
and it's a MUST to go
cos it's another selection for the next matches.
my stamina! RAH!
haven't exactly been training my stamina.





there's something about you that's in my head.
somehow,
i do think of you.
and i wonder if you think about me too.


shall continue tomorrow.
till then.




~``Unfailing Words.

charms




Thursday, March 09, 2006

Jokes and Riddles.



great,
tomorrow i'll be leaving for bangkok all ready.
i'm so excited,
yet i don't feel like leaving.
i can't wait to shop =)


my average is really horrible.
shouldn't talk about it.



played tennis with julia and clare today =)
3pm-6pm!
well, not exactly 3 hours,
but around there.
it was fun!
gosh, i wish i can play tennis forever.


we made a new scandal for Qinyi =D
so exciting!
teehee.
oh, and qinyi if you are reading this,
please give me your old uniform!
thanks!


thanks for waiting with me janice =)



ok, this post is really in pieces.
i'm trying to remember what happened today.


well,
when Uncle Ronald asked if they knew how i played those, or if they even knew i could play pieces like those,
i couldn't reply him.
cos i was totally not sure,
if they were ever listening to me.
i wish they appreciated how much effort i put into this.
i wish they would just sit there and hear what i have to say through those pieces.
seriously,
i don't think they pay attention to what i have been playing these past few years,
or maybe months.
i guess Uncle Ronald's encouragements have really made a great impact on me.
thanks loads =)

kinda think of it,
they have never seen me play a netball match,
after 4 years in this game.
tsk.


ah well.
they are busy anyway.



anyway,
i won't be blogging till wednesday.
so take care and hope everyone will enjoy their holiday =)
till then.


~``Hide me under Your wings


charms




Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Walking Away.



I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!
I'M FINALLY SCARY LOOKING!!
YAY YAY!!
TEEHEE.

i don't believe this.
i'm always laughing yet i'm considered scary! =D
so exciting.
the most interesting thing i've heard this year!


YESTERDAY
was JOYCE THE JOKE'S birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOKE!
may you be more amusing as the days go by x)

sports heats!
shiyun and i were supposed to run TOGETHER for 200m,
but she totally ran through the whole thing!
and she's in!
teehee.
our relay team came in second!
Vic, Minghwee and joyce,
you guys ran well!

my foot still hurts and so does my thighs man.
sheesh.

TODAY,
it was rather all right.
lessons were quite slacked.
we had two free periods since Miss Poon didn't come.
darn, socials is fun when she teaches it.
chapel was different today.
the truth ministry came.

after school,
dad sent me for dental.
thereafter,
he sent me to clare's house for tennis!
gosh,
tennis is so fun.
it was ju's first lesson =)
anyway, rachLIM, abi, caro and minghwee had their lesson after ours.
went home thereafter.



just done with lian bi =)
i shall be going off to do more math and practice my keyboard=D




I'm Not walking.


~``More than words can express.


charms




Monday, March 06, 2006

Who Am I
by Casting Crowns


Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt

Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours




it feels so great to know that i have such a great heavenly father,
who i can turn to.
i'm Abba's Child =)
now that's comforting.




TODAY,
it was another usual day.
we spent 2 periods doing iq stuff!
super fun.
recess was funny.
cos i saw joyce bang right into the rubbish bin xD
it was seriously funny!
and she started hitting me xD

the rest of the day was fine really.
geog was real messy.
we were crushing, chewing, unlayering pounding and breaking food stuff!

class ended at 3.30pm.
wow.
training thereafter.
was kinda slackish i believe?
it started to rain so we did some physical.
had some issues so in the end we ended training with,
10minutes of resistance?
it was a long story.
shall not write about it.

after training,
Janice, Julia, Qinyi, Shiyun and I went to gardens' macs.
the usual =)
played i spy!
teehee.
left at around 7.40pm.
home.


it's just like dejavu.



adapting to what's going on now.
i know my God made a way for me =)




I get it.
I understand it fully,
not wholeheartedly.



~``My dad =)


Charms




Sunday, March 05, 2006

Watching Moulin Rouge now.
That show never fails to make me feel so sad.
it's another sappy love story.
yet it's still good =)


Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?
Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I'll love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you.
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I'll love you (I'll love you) until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh, come what may
Come what mayI will love you, (I will love you)
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day


sappy love song xD
a sweet love song.





Rewrite It.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE!!!!
teehee.
i've got your present!
shall pass it to you tomorrow =)


Today,
church as usual.
Abba's Child, once again.

after church we went over to Marina Square to have lunch.
the place's called Yuki Yuki if i'm not wrong.
stayed there for 3 hours.
gosh,
calvin and paul are seriously gayyy.
and nic has butter fingers!
she dropped the whole plate into the sizzling pan thing xD
Aunt Beng's long lost friend came as well.


thereafter,
we left for home.
nic and chris and aunt beng wanted to go to mellinia,
so i was left with the 4 guys.
how odd.
but nevertheless,
they were sweet enough to wait for my train to come before they left =)
oh, and thanks for holding my bag paul and zaiwei! teehee.
met candice at citylink,
with her boyfriend brother x)
so sat the train back with ronald.
he was still hungry after the buffet!
and he wanted to have ice cream.
see, the soft side of him xD
so we went to kovan to have ice cream.
sat where u6's usual spot was.
sat there till, 6pm?
around there.
chatted loads.
left for home thereafter.


heard that there's bad news about the old house.
shucks.
Lord, let a miracle happen, please?




Still can't forget you,
and i won't.
you are still somewhere in my head.
and will always be.
awkward silences,
they don't solve it at all.
i wish.
i wish i could just turn back time.
How can i hate you,
and love you at the same time.


oh,
i lost my set of rings and bracelet today =(
my u6 ring
the LOTR ring char gave me
and the bracelet Candice gave me =(



~``Hold me in Your arms


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Saturday, March 04, 2006

Hold On.



Does crying really help.
I don't know if it does now.
Somehow, you're affecting me.
And I don't know why.
Why do you mean so much.
You don't give a damn.
You don't care anymore.
You don't even glance.
Seriously, I want to know what i mean to you.
You mean something to me,
That's why i'm feeling this way.





I miss you.
Yet you don't know about it.
You don't care about it.



TODAY,
i went for dental in the morning.
lonnngggg story.
but yeah, met janice at 12.30pm at hougang mall when we were SUPPOSED to meet at 11.30am. xD
anyway,
did the surveys with her.
at Hougang Mall and Serangoon Central.
gosh,
met lots of weird people.
and some funny thing happened at the library.
we wanted to ask the counter lady the questions so we figured that borrowing a book will make more sense for us to queue to talk to her.
when we went up to her,
and i was searching frantically for my card,
and when we handed the book and card to her,
she was laughing at us.
then we realized that we don't queue to borrow books anymore,
we go to the damn machine.
-.-
gosh, it was super embarrassing!
the lady actually laughed at us!

anyway,
met up with Theodora, Joanne and Su Ann at j8.
they bought a cake for jan!
teehee.
then we sang real loudly in coffee bean =D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE JANICE!!!!
i don't know what 'll ever do without you man =)
LOVE lots!


oh,
Thanks for the shirt su ann! =)


so we went around surveying more people.
saw Irwin! teehee.
he's like SUPER tan, and SUPER ah beng now.
gosh.
i can't believe he's my cousin xD
it was fun though we were rejected at times.
nevertheless,
most of the people were nice enough to help us =)
ate at macs.
jan left earlier.
so the 4 of us chatted for a while more before we left for home.
went home with joanne and theodora.

thereafter,
had to go to the primary school to get some cert.
we told them that we had to rush somewhere else so that we could take the cert without going through the whole ceremony xD
went to toa payoh thereafter.
just to have dessert xD
went home thereafter.


so here i am.

and hernshung never fails to make me feel stupid!
he just tricked me again.
DARN!




~``Into Your courts I run with, praises flowing from my heart =)




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Friday, March 03, 2006

It's gonna be all right,
Cos I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me =)


Something to be happy about =)





Numb.
Believe Me.



I'm seriously lost for words.
not sure what i should do.
caught in the middle,
with choices i wonder in which i don't know which to pick.
ARGH!



well,
i'm getting an average of 50+.
i think i'm one of the lowest in my class.
gosh, it's not like as if i didn't study.
ah well.
what's done's done all ready.
somehow it has just made me want to study doubly hard now.


school's been great, thanks to the friends i have =)
hey mates! thanks for making school fun =)


This week was rather all right i guess.
on monday,
Jan, Ju, Qinyi, Shiyun and Doralynn came over to play tennis!
teehee. how fun =D



Wednesday,
Joanne and Theodora went over to play tennis! x)
it was real fun!
gosh, it's tennis week xD



Thursday,
Went to Jack's Place to have lunch with Jan, Ju and Qinyi.
we were playing this 'if you were a guy, what name will suit you best' game! xD
so here's the verdict:
Janice- Ken!
Julia- Parker! [note: please say it slowly to avoid the mispronunciation xD]
Qinyi- Martin!
Me- James!
teehee. how funny. had a fun time with them =)
especially when Qinyi was filling up the comment card and there was this MENU KNOWLEDGE thing! xD was laughing loads xD
it's a private joke =D

had music. i guess it's the only comforting thing which i've heard for the past month.
Uncle Ronald praised me lots =)
it's really comforting, to hear that someone does appreciate my play.
they changed the damn syllabus.
and well,
i'm ready to take up the challenge =)

there was one thing Uncle Ronald said which really caught my attention,

"[they] think they are the best,
but guess what, we've got news for them.

They aren't"
=)


Today,
stayed back in school to train the sec ones with Jan, Ju, Qinyi and Jiajun.
they are improving, really.
hymm, i think they should just learn to do things in the time limit.
so that they won't do so much pumping.
tsk.
looking back,
our seniors were much harder on us when we were in sec one.
i remembered the early morning trainings we used to have,
and we had phobias of them cos every morning,
we knew that it would be physical.
and their physical's like, whoa.
that track! the conditioning we used to have.
gosh,
it seemed like as if it was such a long time ago.
kinda think of it,
it was only two years ago.


went to macs with Ju, Qinyi and Jiajun after we flagged a cab for janice.
went to withdraw money with ju.
by the time we got back,
qinyi was all ready gone.
so we chatted at macs and jiajun's really really animated! xD
went home with ju at around 8.40pm.



i'm tired.
SHEESH.


P.S
to Ivan: cheer up yes? =D



~``You make me wanna dance =)


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