Monday, February 27, 2006
Do me a favour,
Look straight into my eyes,
and tell me that you're happy.
today was usual =)
apart from the fact that we played tennis after school.
Jan, Ju, Doralynn, Shiyun and Qinyi went over to my home.
had fun playing with them =)
shiyun left earlier.
left at 6.
Ju and Doralynn went home,
while Jan, Qinyi and i went to Hougang Mall to have our dinner.
gosh,
i did the second most stupid thing ever.
i brought my mp3 out without the battery! WOW.
for those who are wondering what the first most stupid thing is,
it would be the time when i happily brought out my charged batteries,
without my mp3.
-.-
ANYWAY,
ate at the food court.
played with their phones!
teehee.
and their bubble tea looked disgusting.
thank God i drank milo.
hitched a ride from jan's cab -thanks!
ate at home again.
did my work and i'm done now!
thanks for scanning the questions jan!
Just like a sweet lemon!
seriously!
~``I would go, to the ends of the earth for You.
charms
Sunday, February 26, 2006
This is to those who have been really down and depressed. [and for janice who doesn't know the lyrics xD]
I really hope that this will cheer you up =)
Personally, this song, Rescue Me, really pulled me up in my darkest times when i thought i had no choice but to give up.
so here it goes.
Rescue Me
By Planetshakers
When I'm alone the world is such a different place,
Sometimes it's hard to keep the smile upon my face.
It's seems like I try so hard and still I let you down,
It's taken so long but now there's one thing that i found.
When everything starts crashing down,
When all i know falls to the ground,
When darkness comes and i can't see,
You're always there to rescue me.
Just when I think that I've got it figured out,
You open my eyes and let me see that theres no doubt.
But you've got it all within the power of your hand,
It seems like the more I know the less I understand.
When everything starts crashing down,
When all i know falls to the ground,
When darkness comes and i can't see,
You're always there to rescue me.
When all my strengths have turned to fears,
When I wonder if you're near,
When I don't know how to break free,
You're always there to rescue me.
And I wonder if I'll make it through this darkest night,
I need to know your strength in me,
Gonna win this fight.
Im reaching out,
wont you take my hand show me to the light.
I know you're by my side
Yeah.
Yes, God's there when you need him =)
My only reason for living is him =)
charms
Ju, Me and Shiyun at the bus stop! teehee. having fun taking lots of pictures and here's one of them xD
Today was a usual Sunday,
apart from the fact that my dad thought i had duty in church today so we left the house an hour earlier than usual.
sat through the service today.
disordered love.
the need to be needed.
today's message was good.
i'm Abba's Child =)
OH,
before i forget,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARK!
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN HONG!
teehee.
we are the feb kids x)
anyway,
went for lunch with the usual.
ate at PS' Burger King.
went to GNC cos Ronald and Zai Wei wanted to get steroids xD
just kidding xD
they needed to get some vitamin thing.
but they realize that they didn't bring their GNC card,
so they didn't buy in the end.
left for home thereafter.
watched figure skating =)
then practiced music.
and on the net now =)
shall blog soon, soon.
charms
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Awkward Silences,
Unsaid Issues.
Somehow,
It seems like everything's not going the way we want them to.
Just an inevitable outcome.
why?
Lord help us through.
Why the hell am i feeling this way.
I wish it was how it was before.
Wishing won't work anyhow.
Sitting here,
Drowning myself in music.
Hoping to keep the chaos away.
Self Denial never works.
It's so quiet.
yet it's deafening.
Sometimes i don't know if my smiles are real anymore.
Thoughts racing through my head,
Situations happening right before my very eyes,
Things i hear.
It's getting cold here.
So cold, it gets numb.
I guess the only reason i'm living is because of You.
I can't wait for United's New Cd!!
Heard the sample tracks =)
Friday, February 24, 2006
Behind The Stage Curtains.
You see the real thing.
Dramatic Ironies.
Thanks for the cookies Joanne and Theodora =))
woke up at 6.45am today.
gosh,
was super late.
thank God my dad sent me to school today.
but i was still late for the meeting WORM had.
gosh, i owe three of them a pizza hut meal?!
so we discussed the training stuff.
and jilly lost her new phone.
gosh,
was panicking for her.
but as if it worked.
cos the person who found it is probably rejoicing hell loads now.
it's the swivel flower nokia one right?
damn, it was her reward for studying real hard?
sigh.
hymm, we were only in class for the last two periods.
usually we wouldn't even be having lessons in class,
unless you are in 3.2 for chinese.
lessons were all right i guess?
but the thought of the damn physics paper was like lingering in my head the whole day.
sheesh.
physics just had to be the last two periods.
Trained the sec1s today.
i was seriously slacking.
thought them some new stuff and revision.
went to heartland with Jan, Ju, Qinyi and Shiyun.
ate at the hawker.
left for home after buying some stuff at cold storage wih jan.
home thereafter.
just did english work.
probably doing lit tomorrow.
this week has been a fast one.
Till then.
I Hate Missing You.
~``The Light of The World's My Saviour =)
Charms
Thursday, February 23, 2006
So Cold, It Gets Numb.
Tests are over.
for now that is.
i think it's harder to get our results back.
sheesh.
tomorrow,
we are getting our physics paper back.
damn.
i think i might fail this time.
gosh.
how does it feel to fail? RAHH!!!
well, i'm not going to think about tomorrow.
hymm, i'll try to remember what happened today.
school as usual.
we had a math in the morning.
had a fire drill as well!
teehee.
hou lao shi was super funny.
her reaction was so unexpected xD
joyce and i were like the most relaxed ones for thr chinese research on Marie Curie thing cos we shared one topic XDD
teeheee.
PE.
we had hockey.
gosh,
wooden sticks are scary!
i think i should just stick to netball and tennis =)
today we only had chinese, geog and lit.
they were all rather good =)
especially lit!
oh,
thanks for the 'chocolate' watch minghwee!
teehee.
was playing with it the moment i got it.
was wearing it on my left hand xD
after school,
jan and i left for home.
met up at 4.30pm thereafter to cut my hair =)
ju,doralynn and qinyi met up with us thereafter.
had 'dinner' at Pizza Hut.
we tried to order the kid's meal! xD
but they said it was only for children below 10.
aww.
had fun at pizza hut =)
we are called WORM xD
gosh,
i miss u6 a lot.
our juniors wee sitting in front of us x)
teehee.
suan suan suan.
left for music.
home thereafter =)
I wish i knew what's on your mind.
I wish you told me what you felt.
I wish.
Just want to know,
I really do.
If only.
It's Cold.
So Cold, i'm feeling so numb.
Heartless.
At a point,
i started wondering if you even placed me somewhere in your mind.
If only you told me.
personally.
~``Made Me Whole.
Charms
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Your Courage Weakens Mine.
Yet,
Your Smile Strengthens Me.
gosh,
today was a great day =)
wednesdays are always good =)
did my ic and stuff.
and i'm doing a math now.
shall blog more tomorrow!
after all the damn tests are over =)
love.
~``Cover Me.
charms
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Lies which surprised me.
Tricks which made me smile.
Truths which made me break down sick.
Facts i longed to hear.
Thoughts which made me wonder what i'm going to do next.
Dilemmas i want to know how to solve.
hey mates,
thanks for all the messages, testimonials, presents, cards that you guys gave me =)
reall really really appreciate them lots =)
love you guys terribly.
today was all right!
church as usual.
then they came over to my house thereafter.
jun hong didn't come lor!
he promised that he'll come la!
HMPH.
but he was sick, so hope you are all right ya!
we had FOOD,
$170 worth of KFC and Pizza Hut,
chocolate Fondue.
gosh,
jilly came all the way to pass me my presents!
thanks bestie.
love you lots!
talked to her at the bus stop for a while.
i stole her slippers so that she had no choice but to come over to my home!
she stayed with us!
yay!
my church mates are funny man.
and jilly thinks Mark is cute and adorable!
teehee.
she has a IHAMCOY on mark xD
played a bit of tennis and the run away game from the security guards!
the birthday cake was seriously big and icy and they had figurines [sugar] on them!
teehee.
mark and i shared the cake!
jun hong was supposed to come but he didn't la.
so we had to blow his candles off too.
we went for dinner thereafter with nic, chris, mark, ronald and zaiwei.
jill left to go home.
and so did the rest of them.
home thereafter.
opened presents!
teeheeeeee.
caile owes me 21 roses!
and mark owes me 21 bougenvillas! xDD
just kidding x)
but the presents were all lovely!
thanks for the stuff ya!
off to study physics now.
sheesh.
I know now.
I don't blame you for it.
You should have told me.
I wish you did.
personally.
Hanging here is really torturous.
it hurts,
both ways.
~``In You I'm Found
charms
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Syncing to the Beating of My Heart.
to the Table Tennis Girls,
cheer up ya?
you guys can and will win the championships next year ya!
cheer up all right =)
especially janice yoong =)
SATURDAY HAS FINALLY COME!!
gosh.
i'm dead happy.
but, i had to wake up at 6.20am cos we had to be in dunman sec by 7.45am.
thank God the school let us claim our cab fares =)
took a cab to dunman with gina, janny and sihui.
thanks for buying breakfast jenny! x)
ate macs in the cab.
i didn't bring my cooler,
my towel,
and i didn't tie my hair!
so doralynn was asking me,
"Are you here to play the match, or are you on holiday huh?!"
our match was rather all right.
we were more relaxed today.
in my opinion that is.
=)
went to tampines with the team thereafter.
ate at cartel.
doralynn, qinyi, shiyun and dayna were sitting at the same table.
and our food came first!
haaha.
well, that's because we ordered real fast.
some of the juniors came as well.
by the way,
today's carin's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARIN!
so we 'celebrated' her birthday,
and they also sang a song for me too!
teehee.
thanks mates! x)
and of course,
this meal was the Appreciation Lunch to Miss Chua =)
so we thanked her and made her stand on the chair to eat her cake xD
jan came thereafter.
Mrs Tng, janice, shiyun, qinyi and i went to catch the 1.10pm I Not Stupid Too movie.
oh gosh.
that show's really bittersweet.
and i can't believe i cried during certain scenes.
really touching.
especially the part when Jerry said that he stole the money to buy his father's time.
we did hear that kind of story like lots of time,
but it's still so sweet.
and it was funny too x)
there was one point in the movie when shiyun and i just looked at each other,
and our tears just streamed down our cheeks!
like some korean drama or something xD
and janice and qinyi teared too!
gosh,
can you imagine?!
two tough mates of mine tearing!
it's really a rare sight man!
well,
after the movie,
Mrs Tng left us and the 4 of us started walking around Tampines Mall.
then we went to take neos =)
after that we decided to go to the acrade!
hahaha.
started off by playing that table game which has the puck and the 'bat' which helps us hit the puck.
shiyun and i were one team, while qinyi and janice were on the other side.
we were screaming a lot!
but it was seriously fun.
been a long time since i really sceamed like that before xD
played daytona thereafter.
teehee.
it's fun!
and shiyun JUST HAD TO suggest to play some shooting game.
and of all games,
it had to be The House Of Dead.
WHALAO.
i was closing my eyes like 7/8 of the time.
and it was like one of the rarest time i hear janice and qinyi SCREAM at such high pitch!
and somehow,
for the 2 shooting games they played,
qinyi always dies first!
then she will just leave shiyun alone in the game!
xD
we also had fun at the Spot the Difference game!
went to macs thereafter.
left earlier to meet my parents.
was sleeping on 81!
had dinner at kovan with my parents and went home thereafter.
today was fun =)
tomorrow's going to be another pack day =)
~``You make me want to shout like there's no tomorrow =)
charms
Thursday, February 16, 2006
If we win,
we win with honour.
If we lose,
we lose with pride.
i guess that's that =)
i'm super lazy to blog!
gosh.
well, i'm like really tired and things have been really hectic.
been having great fun with my friends too =)
i shall blog more when i have the time!
gosh,
janice and i are feeling super guilty now!
chemistry!
SHUCKS!
~`` Above all, i know My God made a way for me =)
charms
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Just Wondering.
Just wondering,
If i mean anything to you.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY MATES!
hope you guys had a great one =)
we had a holiday today =)
and no, it's not because it's valentine's day.
was busy studying in the morning.
from 10am - 1pm and from 2.3o to 3 plus.
gosh.
felt so acomplished =)
anyway,
went out with daddy for a while.
to have lunch and to run some errands.
came home to study a while more before i went off to meet my buddy!
so went to gardens to meet ivan.
had ice cream.
chatted.
was seriously hot la!
then we went to coffee bean.
he says that it's hard to please me xD
so we talked and managed to catch up on stuff =)
thanks for the keychain and paper heart ya! =)
went home thereafter.
so here i am.
going to go through Socials again.
Somehow,
it seems like dejavu again.
You are just like him.
just when i thought you weren't.
Silence.
~``Your Love comforts me.
charms
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Should I,
Should I not.
so many things in my head.
can't get them all around in proper order.
it's just a big mess.
i wish i could just say it all out here.
Unspoken Thoughts.
THE SASAME STREET PUPPETS ARE CUTE!
especially Oscar =)
and Ernie and Bert! xD
Where are you.
Yesterday,
we had training at 7pm.
supposedly.
cos dayna and i didn't receive the sms when they told us to meet at 6 instead.
anyway,
had training at this public court at bedok south.
gosh,
it's some ulu pandan place?!
coach vivian was coaching us.
she said that i have lazy legs!
mrs tng will be happy, cos she claims it will be an advantage to her house during the heats. xD
anyway,
it's not a good thing to have lazy legs.
it's bad.
so i have to change that habit.
tough and scary.
gosh,
somehow,
i miss miss kok mun wai.
waited for jenny's dad to come.
he came like an hour plus later.
mr and mrs tng waited with us.
thanks!
they are real funny man.
thanks for sending me home jenny!
reached home at 11pm.
had to study for stupid chinese ting xie!
sheesh!
TODAY,
i was like some zombie in the morning and during physics.
qinyi and doralynn were half alive.
poor them!
jan too.
she ah, sleep at 1.30am.
gosh, wonder how she can survive without feeling tired.
thanks for waking me up occasionally during physics joanne =)
got back some of our papers today.
SHEESH.
i managed to get 14/15 for ting xie!
gosh,
i think i should study at night next time.
and i noticed, and so did joyce, sabrina and melissa,
that i'm the only one that hou lao shi calls by/with the surname.
hymm, i think she's suspecting that i'm charlynn's sister.
and that's, not very good xD
anyway,
played basketball with jan, theodora, su ann and joanne.
theodora didn't play, she didn't want to get all sweaty xD
so joanne and i teamed up and su ann and jan in another.
it was really really funny!
had a good time playing =)
after school,
su ann, theodora and i went to serangoon central and hougang mall to take photographs xD
it was nice being with them!
teehee.
walked and walked and walked.
gosh,
serangoon central has everything.
but they are like, old stalls, if you get what i mean.
went to hougang mall to grab some stuff.
su ann needed to get someone's present [it's confidential xD] and we needed drinks! =)
the SASAME STREET puppets are super cute!
i wanna get all of them!
the first one i'm going to get will be oscar,
then ernie
then bert x)
went home thereafter.
did some work,
watched some tv.
gosh,
i love coming home early!
another long day tomorrow.
dang.
Where Are You?
~``You lead me into Your courts.
charms
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Don't Waste Your Time On Me.
OK, i love suprising qinyi.
I"M BLOGGING!!!
P.S. to Joyce: YES! I MISSED YOU DURING ENGLISH AND CHINESE PERIODS! i didn't have anyone to suan or make fun of =( darn. and i missed seeing you screw up in everything you do! teehee! see you on monday JOKE! love!
was lazing around in bed this morning.
had to go for dental at 9am.
dad sent me there as usual =)
then we went to run errands.
he went to get some food at cold storage, while i went to DBS to change my mailing address.
gosh,
i queued on the wrong line?!
it took me 20 minutes to realize i was on the wrong line.
SHEESH.
actually, i didn't even need to queue to change my mailing address.
DAMN!
wasted my time.
anyway,
we went to fetch mum so that we could go out to have brunch.
and we were sitting on the same table as uncle eu beng!
how coincindental.
hahaha.
went home to do my work.
dad and mum were cooking.
went to play tennis with dad for an hour or so =)
i miss playing tennis!
it was fun =))
then came the pot blessing [also known as potluck]
church people came.
LOTS of food!
nic and i were wandering off to every where we could xD
was sorta catching up with her =)
then we celebrated mum's birthday!
it's tomorrow actually,
but since tomorrow we are going to have lunch with aunt beng and the Chans and dinner with the kohzys,
the rest of them decided to celebrate it today!
hoo boy,
she was like smiling from ear to ear.
she was so happy that they remembered her birthday x)
MUM!
you are the most capable woman i've ever known =)
thanks for being, you =)
so now they are clearing up the rest of the stuff.
i'm not wanted in the kitchen currently,
so i shall use the com now and talk to them later =)
You can't even find yourself,
How do you expect me to find you?
~``Rescue Me.
charms
Friday, February 03, 2006
Strengths and Weaknesses.
gosh.
i'm getting myself confused.
TO JAN, JU AND QINYI:
I BLOGGED!!! XD
p.s. Qinyi ah, please take care of yourself, PLEASE? =)
Yesterday,
met hernshung with jan before he left for Australia =)
hope to see you soon ya!
anyway,
today was ANOTHER ordinary school day,
apart from the fact that i have been having some bloated tummy the whole damn day.
jan went to get hot milo with me this morning,
with her clok-y shoes!
they are real big i think,
so when she runs,
it makes this half shuffling half clok-y sound xD
thanks ya =)
there were 3 periods of Chem,
and i slept for one period during chinese while reading the Friday Weekly xD
1 whole period just to read the thin newspaper!
not like as if i read the whole thing anyway xD
it looked real cloudy in the morning,
but it turned out to be dead HOT in the afternoon.
The Sun wears us out.
Yet, the Wind pushes us away,
and the Rain slows us down.
SHEESH.
well,
we had the PRC match today.
gosh,
i really really don't feel like talking about it.
thanks for supporting us seniors =)
thereafter,
we went back to school.
jan was training the sec1s.
so we sorta 'helped' her xD
they had to finish 50 pumping,
and as usual,
we will make them restart if the whole team's not doing it in unison, not counting loud enough, stops, etc.
this girl flared up.
shan't talk about that either.
and so did some of them.
gosh,
i remembered being real scared of our seniors last time.
and how harsh their punishments were, when we were sec1s.
Ms Chua used to say that during her time they were EVEN more strict.
ah well.
it starts to slack-en down as the years pass huh.
anyway,
jan, ju, qinyi and i left for heartland.
we ate at KFC.
THANK GOD IT WASN'T MACDONALDS anymore!
so we ate, laughed, chat, stoned,
just like how we used to =)
ju and i were refraining from suanning! xDD
and jan andqinyi were acting so gay xD
we kept correcting jan on this particular sentence!
teehee.
how funny xD
went home thereafter.
my tummy still hurts.
dental tomorrow,
tennis,
BBQ.
flooded with homework,
ting xie next week! and chinese test too.
CRAP.
are you the same person i used to know?
just thinking out loudly.
Real Loudly.
~``The Best Thing That Has Happened To Me.
charms