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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

let me breathe easy.



today was another rowdy day.
with LOADS of teasings and everything else you can ever think of.
and ARMYS of ants as well.
it's seriously disgusting.
and we were sitting next to them!
YUCK.
gave us the goosebumps xD
but overally,
i guess it was fine =))
looking at the sec4s perform just makes me miss them though they have not even go yet.
but i'll seriously miss them.
our real sweet seniors =)


well,
after school,
or rather, after 11.30am,
METAPHOR took our stuff to the hall.
the oh so empty hall.
the whole hall just to us =))
and we were jamming inside.
i think it was rather loud?
but no one complained so i guess it was ok =)
jilly, dionne,renee came in =) to see us play.
how malu la.
xD
and later on some people from my class and ju's class came =)
and left thereafter.
after like, 1 1/2 hours,
2 helpers of the school came in.
i guess that was when everyone went home already.
they said that they heard some NICE music coming out from the hall.
and they clapped for us xD
and they asked if we know how to play
"LAO SHU AI DA MI"
and i was like. WOW. chinese song eh?
but we didnt in the end.
played GOD IS SO GOOD.
SIMPLE, sweet and nice =))
haha.
then later on,
we switched roles.
ju and clare became the guitarists,
jan the keyboardist
and me the drummer.

NOTE:
I SALUTE ALL DRUMMERS.
it's totally NOT easy to play the drums.
coordination!


but clare and i managed to do this simple drum pattern =))
i wonder abt jan. xD


generally,
we had a great time =))
everything was ours!
left for serangoon garden's thereafter.
ate.
ate.
ate.
=))
ju left.
jan, clare and i left thereafter.
and yeh it's true.
i managed to flag a cab when jan wasn't ON the grass patch xD
SERIOUSLY. it's a true amazing fact xD
home =)




damnit.
we dont have tennis today.
i want to play tennis!
guess i have to wait for one more day.
=)) i'm excited xD



i have forgotten about you.
i have forgotten about you.
i have forgotten about you


anyone care to give a listening ear?



~``Holding on to Your outstretched arms =) i feel safe.




*lotr is so cool*
charms




Tuesday, August 30, 2005

rising tension.


i have seriously made up my mind.
i'm going to damn push myself.
why. SIMPLE. all just to prove to you that we aren't the rowdy bunch you think we are.
so we are standing on our own.
and we are going to prove that we are going to do so damn well,
it's just going to be too much for you to take.
just wait and see =)




today was seriously crap xD
cyberweek presentation.
it was one total whirlwind. haha.
total confusion in the morning for our group.
but we did it.
wonder if it's good enough for them.
anyway,
dionne's group was damn funny.
we were laughing our heads off!
it's so, DIONNE.
haha.
thoroughly enjoyed it =)
and eleanor's group was funny as well =)
"[in chinese] i have a secret! i killed her! HAHAHA"
that was christabel's part xD
it was so damn funny xD
all the B classes won anyway.


had this 20 minute break after the cyberweek thing.
so as usual,
we decided to play ball =))
and well,
it was 4 netballers against 11 people.
WOW.
it was ju,clare, doralynn and me against the rest of them.
WOW.
but we won anyway =))
it was seriously fun.
well, it's like netball cum basketball.
but who cares anyway, since it's fun xD


went back to class and tried to solve the sudoko puzzle.
i think it's really addictive xD
i got so hooked on them though i couldn't even solve it.
vic did!
she's some smart kid la.
but it was fun. for a while.
until the bell rang and i decided to give up xD


after school,
had netball meeting for a while.
well, technically.
cos my dear clare thought we were EARLY till there was no one at the netball area.
when actually, we were so LATE till they finished the meeting xD
HAHA.
just when we thought we were early la.
and jiajun just had to step on my adidas shoes!
and i gave her a slight push and scream
and she totally flew!
i was like. WHOA.
and they thought i pushed her sooo hard,
when actually it was doralynn who like did sth to her leg.
i'm so sorry! hope your ankle's alright =))



left for dental.
U6-1?
or metaphor +1.
haha.
and lizard tagged along.
she was like
'i'm going'
so we said 'BYE'
and then we realized that she was GOING WITH us.
not GOING OFF.
haha.
took cab to luckyplaza for dental.
shared with ju and lizard.
was falling asleep in the cab.
and lizard was talking non stop to the driver.
and somehow or another,
jan,clare and doralynn managed to reach faster than us?!
when they got their cab later.
odd.
haha.
so we stayed at the dentist for like, 2 1/2 hours?
was stoning there.
and laughing my head off as well =))
went to taka to eat.
and heartland thereafter with ju.
and home.



my teeth is frigging pain currently.
OUCH.
OUCH.
OUCH.





~``leaving it all to you.




*lotr is so cool*
charms




Monday, August 29, 2005

one way connection.


someone please save my right eye.
it has been twitching for the past 3 hours.
argh.



today has been some whirlwind.
total mood swings or something.
i'm laughing and feeling horrid inside.
how ironic.


well,
the discussions were all right.
after the discussions,
had to meet some teachers at the staff room.
went up. broke down.
argh.
thanks a lot man.
it was such a frigging horrid feeling.
i mean.
it's such a terrible demoralizing feeling.
thanks jill,jan,clare,lou,vic,abi,caro,angeline,rach =)

guess i felt better after we had some jamming session.
it definitely felt good man.
just to release all those horrid feelings.
and it was seriously fun.
haha.
the first ever metaphor jamming session.
haha.
definitely a day to remember.
though there were some stops and stuff,
it turned out rather fine =)
i cant wait for the next one =))


well,
went to heartland thereafter.
to celebrate LOU'S birthday =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOU!
i shall get you a CITMUNK (chipmunk)
xD
left after they cut the cake.
and some stuff happened.


whoa.
memory jam.
suddenly everything comes back again.
freaky.
but so true.
just when i did forget everything.
everything comes back again.
wow.


total mood swing starts.
went to PS.
went to BK.
ate.
ate.
ate.
ate.
BURPS.
qinyi was with us for a while and she left thereafter.

shopped around.
and we bought ju her drumsticks =))
our metaphor present to her =)
took neos thereafter.
went back to ju's home.
home with clare thereafter.




maybe you should just shut up.
the world would be a better place.
random.


oh by the way,
thanks for TRYING to cheer me up cail =)
frankly, it didn't work.
haha.
but thanks anyway =)




you know what.
i'm going to listen to them.
i'm not going to care about this term anymore.
i'm just doing my best next term =))
i'm excited.



i have this sudden urge to play tennis.
can i play tennis tomorrow?
I WANT TO PLAY TENNIS TODAY.
NOW.
sudden urges.
i wish. i can play tennis everyday.





~``i can't hide. no way.





*lotr is so cool*
charms




Friday, August 26, 2005

pure talent?
or
pure fawning?



it was definitely some thing nice to hear.
i mean, who doesn't like praises.
but kinda think of it,
is it really true?
i mean.
they say it for the sake of saying it.
they say it because they are saying it in front of your friends.
are they really true?



i want to hear something true for once.
please.
tell me something that is really real.
please.





gave it all for me.



MY EYES!
they are tired.
xD

ok guess what.
i resized 54 pages of converstion into 4 PAGES.
WHOA.
my greatest achievement for the day!
54 TO 4?!



cyberweek is rather ok this time.
last year we had to do much more work.
with LOADS of report and stuff.
this year is much better.
oh,
thanks joyce,dorothy,lena and michelle =))


crap.
i'm hungry.
i want to eat.


oh, i'm listening to this old hillsong's song.
it's really nice =))

One Desire by Hillsongs.
You gave it all for me.
My soul desire
My everything.
All i am is devoted to You.

How could i fail to see.
You are the love that rescued me.
All i am is devoted to You.

And oh, how can i not be moved,
Lord here with you
So have your way in me.
Cos Lord there's just one thing
And that I will seek.

This is my cry.
My one desire.
Just to be where you are Lord.
Now and forever.
It's more than a song.
My one desire.
Just to be with You.
Just to be with You.




i seriously have to thank God for everything. things could have gotten worst =)



~``More than.




*lotr is so cool*
charms




Thursday, August 25, 2005

a story behind every tale.




i'm elated =))
i just heard good news =)
i feel ACCOMPLISHED.
i'm happy.



i'm depressed.
i just saw bad news.
i tried so hard.
damn.




i'm just contradicting myself.
just saw 2 different things.
i'm having mixed feelings now.



school was usual.
with some hiccups here and there.
the usual teases.
I'M GETTING USED TO IT.
training as usual.
left early for music with jan.
music.
i pushed my luck man.
and it worked!
exams in november!
i have the sudden urge to play my keyboard!
it's such a great feeling!
i love it.



dad fetched me.
then mum.
and then to serangoon gardens.
then home.


so tired to blog.
doing art and discussing about the cyberweek stuff.
more like cyberDAY.
xD





~``i'm going to run into Your arms =)




*lotr is so cool*
charms




Sunday, August 21, 2005

it's never too far.
just as long as you reach for it.

it's so true isn't it.
when there's a will,
there'll always be a way.
catching, finding, fulfilling dreams.
the thing is,
am i catching the right dream?


Lord,
help me find my right dream to catch.





sound does matter.



went to jill''s church today.
HORROR xD
well,
i have to say that i DID scream.
THAT'S ONLY BECAUSE I HEARD JILL AND DIONNE FIRST!
anyway,
it was fun.
=)
after that,
dionne, jillian, russ and i left for toa payoh.
we went to THE HUB.
xD
and did i mention that russ is so cute?!
and dionne and jilly are damn funny!
we ate at KFC.
and we had some tooking session about somebody.
it will probably last forever if we never stopped xD
dionne and russ left for home.
so here i am at jill's house.
just finished watching Fantastic 4.
it's nice =))




so long for now.
dont like typing on lap tops.




~``you forgive so that i can forgive





*lotr is so cool*
charms




Saturday, August 20, 2005

what am i to you.
what are you to me.


i dont know how i'm really feeling now.
the smile on my face.
what is it to me.
it's just another cover up isn't it.

why are there choices.
why are there choices in this place.
sometimes,
or most of the time,
it's best when you only have one choice.
that way you wont have to think about anything else cos you only had ONE choice.

well,
i guess without choices,
everyone would live in some mechanic way.
i dont know.
but whatever it is.
it's bothering me now.

this or that.
this or that.


went to aunt beng's home.
we did do some songs.
and it was sorta weird.
haha.
but good start =)
had cell.
then went to parkway.
wasn't feeling good due to certain reasons.
home thereafter.


no, i wasn't tired.
no, i wasn't sick.
and
no, i wasn't ok.


anyway,
i'll be thinking about things.
i hate making decisions.
or rather,
evaluating choices.
why. why am i always caught up in situations like these.
everytime i start to slant to one side,
the other sorts of 'redeems' itself.
argh.



whatever it is,
i'm just going to trust God.
and just listen to him then.
he knows best anyway.

oh, thanks jan.
thanks cail.





~``i'm not alone among these 4 walls.




*lotr is so cool*
charms





tell me a reason worth fighting for.
isn't that simple enough.




well,
it's really sunny now.
yet, i can hear the thunders outside.
how ironic.
going to aunt beng's home later.
i'm so going to screw up later xD
yesyes.
with nic and caile xD
and i'm still wondering how to get to kembagan.
please fetch me dad!
hymm.
76 to paya lebar.
then to kembagan.
or just cab?
oh crap.
i wish someone's going with me.
but nic's on the other side of the earth,
and cail's already there.
and the rest of them will be going later.
drats.


it was real funny in the morning.
my whole family was awake by 8.30am.
my sis was choosing some shirt for my mum to wear.
and it took, 20 minutes?
my mum's going to some orphanage in woodlands.
and she didn't want to wear full black cos she was scared the kids would be scared of her.
HAHA.
my mum's funny.
and she wanted a screwdriver and some gardening tools.
how odd.
but it was great start for the day.
everyone was happy and stuff =)
so it's a good start =)
i believe it will be even better later =))



my heart's desire. i have fallen to, a point of no return.


~``you are.



*lotr is so cool*
charms




Friday, August 19, 2005

where have all the black fbts gone?!


i wonder.
who's going to meet me there.
no one's at the other end of the line.



today was another one of those usual days.
well,
it past pretty fast.
and it's another TODAY IN HISTORY event.
IT'S THE FIRST TIME IN THE WHOLE OF LOUISA WONG SHU EN'S LIFE THAT SHE EVER LOST A DEBATE!
phew.
that was a fight.
xD
other than that,
everything was rather ok =))

after school,
had friendly with dunman.
was frigging scared.
it has been a long time since we really played a game.
against someone else.
well,
that's to me.
and that place.
it just brings back harsh memories.
all which mean so damn much to me.
well,
that was then.
now's now.
but sometimes i wished i lived in the past.
in that past.
but life still goes on does it not.
=)
well,
the game was sorta ok?
yes. i had LOADS of mispasses, miscatches.
and my stamina has dropped.
TREMENDOUSLY. *cries.
damn.
oh well. have to train harder then.
went back to school around 6pm.
did suicides with dayna and marrisse.
cos we didn't bring our forms.
10 SUICIDALS.
wow.


left school with jan, ju and jenny.
jenny went home.
jan went to bishan.
ju and i were out till 9pm =)
cos i had to get some stuff.
and she accompanied me =))
thanks =)
talked loads.
and chatted.
and laughed.
=))
went home around 9.30pm.
i hate waiting for buses.
and i hate sitting buses.
makes me get giddy xD
home.
ALL ALONE!!
NO ONE'S HOME!
argh.
so it's just chipz and me =)
how romantic. xD




~``i want to know you.





*lotr is so cool*
charms




Tuesday, August 16, 2005

keep me breathing.


everything's rushing back.
lit.history.geog.
all of it in 2 days.
my brain's seriously heated.



well,
i just finished studying history.
hang on.
maybe not.
how can anyone ever finish studying.
i'm seriously sorry if i'm not making any sense,
cos as you already know,
my brain's heated.
i'm not thinking straight!
damn.


anyway,
today was pretty sweet =))
NICE DAY AIN'T IT xD
so free in the afternoon and stuff xD
anyway,
school was usual.
dnt was some scary time.
seriously.
everyone's so scared to ask questions.
my cam toy DOES NOT look like a jack in the box anymore x((
oh well.


i was totally panicking for lit.
NOTE: i'm BAD at lit.
but the essay question was pretty ok.



other than that,
they day was pretty fine =))


after school,
had to stay back for 10 looooooooooooong minutes.
WOW.
10 minutes.
well, it wasn't exactly 10 minutes.
it was more like 40 minutes.
I'M SORRY DORALYNN, CLARE AND JAN!!!
we were supposed to watch CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY TODAY!!
but our plan was sorta ruined.
cos i had to stay back in school for A WHILE.
so after the meeting,
rushed to 2a2's classroom cos they were SUPPOSEDLY waiting there.
and guess what.
THEY WERE NOT THERE.
and only 3 2a2 students were there.
and the whole white board were scribbled with lots of things, like

'CHARMS! YOUR 10 MINUTES AH!'
'BE A MAN! DO THE RIGHT THING!'
[a tombstone] 'RIP. janice 53, clare 27]
and so on.

and i was wondering where the hell they were.
and there was this
'HERE'S A CLUE TO FIND US!'
on the board.
and dumb me got SO DAMN excited.
and below that phrase was like
'THERE'S NO CLUE! HAHAHA!'
kind of thing.
how crap!

but i found them in the canteen and doralynn came down as well.
when i told them what happened,
they were laughing nuts.
they said i would be the only one who will get so excited over that clue thing.
OH WOW.


headed to heartland.
it was some laughing session.
dead funny.
headed to BK =)
jan was doing her art
and the 3 of us were just staring at her.
so we left to our usual sit in heartland =))
and clare and doralynn were wondering if cheryl, jiajun and qinyi were still around.
and they just appeared right in front of us.
and clare and doralynn started laughing LOUD man.
but jan and i were definitely louder.
cos we were just laughing at nothing.
and this kid was playing with his imaginary friend,
doing some weird stunts.
and we just started the laugh again.
started thinking about some things.
got 4 of us so ticklish.
and there was this FUNNY LOOKING GUY.
SERIOUSLY.
that was SERIOUSLY FUNNY.
HAHAHAHAHAHA xD
and i was laughing till my tummy hurt.
but laughter IS the best medcine isn't it? =)



we took 113 back.
jan and i were still laughing.
and doralynn and clare were trying to do aomething behind our backs xD
like TIME us eh?
xD
but it was fun =))
jan came to my house for a while.
left thereafter.



~``my only reason worth dying for.



*lotr is so cool*
charms




Monday, August 15, 2005

MY NOSE.
ARGH.
IT'S IRRITATING ME.
I HAVE BEEN SNEEZING THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY.
ARGH!!!
PLEASE MAKE IT STOP!
*scratches


I'M STUDYING MY BRAINS OUT NOW.
AND AS YOU CAN SEE,
I'M USING BLOCK LETTERS.
YES.
I'M NOT VERY 'HAPPY' NOW.
COS I'M STUDYING LIT.
AAAAHHHHH!!



~``the only place i find peace


*lotr is so cool*
charms




Sunday, August 14, 2005

paving a way for me.



today was SUPER fun!
woke up at 8am.
supposed to meet jill at 8.40am.
but the bus just had to zoom right pass me.
so took a cab.
fetched jill from the bus stop.
left for trinity.
jan met us there.

so went up for the lessons.
it was real interesting and funny.
jill and dionne were sorta talking loudly as usual.
heh.
and it was just interesting xD
the people there were nice as well =)


anyway,
after the lesson,
jill,dionne, jan and i were down at the plaza.
talking and stuff.
then suddenly dionne's BIG YELLOW BUTTON dropped!
and we took like 2 seconds to absord the whole situation.
and the next thing we knew,
all of us were in different directions
laughing our heads off.
i walked unconsiously towards the glass wall,
and i just banged right through it.
and jill was sitting on the ground laughing her head off,
jan was walking in circles laughing.
and dionne was like 'eh?!'
and i couldn't really see what was happening,
i could only HEAR it all.
but it was seriously funny.


took a cab to heartland thereafter.
ate at macs.
jill and jan were doing the national day dance thing.
and i was trying to find out how they could do it.
when they didn't even learn it.
OH FINE LA xD


then left for home.
parents fetched me at the bus stop.
left for highlands.
then we went home to rest for a while.
and off to see houses again.
ate with granny and aunts.
and now i'm home =)


it was seriously fun today =)



*lotr is so cool*
charms




Saturday, August 13, 2005

He forgives so that i can forgive.


oh,
i'm listening to corrinne may now.
it's so soothing =)



well,
today,
i was slacking at home in the morning?
=)
was practicing my guitar and keyboard =)
i missed doing that.

in the afternoon,
was looking at more houses with my parents.
oh,
and ian just says he needs to get a guitar,
and his dad just gives him the cash.
and everything else.
the amps, pads, whatever that's needed.
how lucky.
my darn cousin's lucky.
xD


well,
went to festival market thereafter.
grocery shopping again.
and home =)


oh,
and now,
alex, caile and mark are making a fool out of themselves at suntec NOW.
poor them xD



i'm seriously lazy to write anymore.



~``you keep me safe. in this crazy world =)



*lotr is so cool*
charms




Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Take your place.


jilly,
if you are reading this,
DONT YOU DARE GIVE MY HOUSE KEYS TO ANY ONE!
ESPECIALLY YOU-KNOW-WHO!
AND NO,
I'M NOT REFERRING TO VOLDERMOLT
xD



well,
today i woke up at 10.45am.
seriously tired?
not really.
was just lazing on my bed.
cos i knew that the moment i get up,
it's time to study.
crap.
but i woke up anyway.
studied a bit of lit and did the geog project thing.

went out with my family thereafter.
florida and castle green.
oh crap.
castle green has a whole sports council in it?!
it has the
gym, squash, badminton, tennis, volleyball, street soccer, pool and basketball court =)
OH CRAP.
all they lack, is a netball court.
hoo boy.
if they are really going there,
i think i might just stay in the whole day =))
so many things to do =))



landed at granny's home.
windor park.
it's seriously big.
and nice and spacious =))
ate there.
went home thereafter.


just done with my character study till chapter 8.
i'm seriously worn out.
but i'm going to do my art now.
time to layer.



~``yeh, it's so damn true. i'm already taken cared of.




*lotr is so cool*
charms




Monday, August 08, 2005

more than a dream come true.



so today,
we only went to school for 1 1/2 hours.
WOW.
seriously.
clare and i left fof coffee bean.
and it wasn't even 9am!'
so clare was PUSHING the door.
NOTE: pushing. i'm still wondering if she pulled it. xD
anyway,
we decided to go to NTUC.
the only place which opened then.
and we were just roaming around the whole of NTUC.
bought FROSTIES,
and clare bought FROOT LOOPS.
was trying to see if the FROSTIES had sugar on them.
HAHA.
clare was frigging irritated with me.
heh.

rff - janice.
that's janice who just touched the keyboard.
yeh, i'm at jill's home now.
haha

anyway,
back to the point xD

went over to coffee bean thereafter.
met doralynn and her friends there.
ashley and dayna came to visit us.
then came ju.
we were talking, and talking AND talking.
playing lame games while waiting for jill and jan to come.


when they FINALLY came,
we stayed a while longer and left for jill's house.

currently watching a show.
HITCH.
just done with ice princess and robots!
it's seriously funny.



jill's playing her guitar!! xD
jan's daydreaming now xD
and i'm just staring at both screens =)




~``just to be where you are.




*lotr is so cool*
charms




Sunday, August 07, 2005

MATES.

I HAVE ANOTHER ALBUM =))

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2123332858





indecisive.



church today.
WHAA.
i wanna go for FOP with them!!!
ARGH.
damn geog.
had to do the darn project.
i just finished the 800 word reflections.
going to do the posters now.
coming up with captions and stuff.
AGRH.
my brain's totally not functioning well currently.
too many things going on.
i'm seriously going mad.

oh,
played 8 games with dionne.
MINESWEEPERS.
and she won 1.
heh.
i won 7.
she's the pro one.
i'm just this ordinary little minesweeper amateur.
xD
she let me win those games.
xD
but it was fun playing with her.
got my mind off geog for a while.


I WANT TO GO FOR FOP
I WANT TO GO FOR FOP
I WANT TO GO FOR FOP
I WANT TO GO FOR FOP
I WANT TO GO FOR FOP


AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH




we're singing
HOLY IS THE LORD
we're singing HOLY IS THE LORD
HOLY IS THE LORD
HOLY IS THE LORD
HOLY IS THE LORD
AND MY HEART
BURNS FOR YOU
AND MY HEART
BURNS FOR
YOU




~``solid ground.




*lotr is so cool*
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Saturday, August 06, 2005

listen good. listen clear.



well,
it's my blog.
and i'm going to write down whatever i want, whatever i feel,
right here.
right now.
i'm not going to contain it within myself anymore.


sure.
revenge is sweet.
so sweet isn't it.
just for that moment,
you feel so glorious.
so great just to make someone so dead misreable.
just for that moment.
and you start regretting thereafter?
dont do it if you think that you are regret it.
please.
it's in the nature, isn't it.
just to regret everything.
and from the fact that.
you did it to a good friend.
some friend you damn are.
i've had enough of all this frigging crap.
seriously.
stop with the self pity.
cos it's not going to work.
all of us are in it.
and dont make it sound as if you are the hero.
PLEASE.
and maybe it might work if you just be yourself.
i think that would be the best thing that would happen to the whole wide world.
stop being who you are not.
oh sure,
now i'll be the one telling you what to do.
this is just an opinion.
or maybe almost most of their opinion.

just when i thought i was the only one feeling this way.
when people open up,
i realize that i'm not the only one who's having this opinion.
oh well.
maybe the whole world is just wrong.
and you are the only one who's right.
how pitiful.


one day when i just blow.
dont be surprised.
i doubt you will be.
so just prepare yourself.
i've had it with you.


you're lucky.
fortunate that i'm not giving anything worst than this.
i can seriously be meaner than this.
take it this for old time's sake.


i'm going to look straight into your eyes.
just like how you do to me.
your eyes.
and mine.
they tell tales.
even without us opening our mouths.
trust me.


and yes.
i'm talking to you.
about you.
feel honoured =)





FOP =))



well,
i shall skip what happened in school ya?
cos everything's almost the same every single day.

so after school,
i had to carry 1 box + an overflowing pile of books and files on my cover.
decided to take a taxi home.
cos i was sorta late.
supposed to meet jill, jan and uneven at 4.30pm.
and i was still in school at 4pm.
so you should know why i was rushing. heh.
anyway,
in the end,
jill and jan met up at my house first before we went to meet uneven.
took at cab to the indoor stadium.

4 of us were walking around aimlessly.
HAHA.
couldn't find THE CIRCLE.
WOW.
and it was just right in front of our very eyes.

before we found them,
we were at some theatre hall.
and i was like
'oh, i wonder if i can touch the celing'
and uneven jumped and he touched it.
and jan jumped twice.
and she touched it.
landed on the ground.
and her knee again.
OUCH.
i almost freaked.
jill's hand had a sudden loss of blood circulation.
and we didnt know if we should laugh or what
cos jill was saying some funny things,
jan was lying on the ground, rolling xD
i was holding jan's hand,
uneven doing something to jan's leg.
OUCH.
I'M SORRY JAN!!!
hope it's better now =)


NEVER EVER MENTION THE PHRASE
'LET'S TOUCH THE CELING' AGAIN!!


a new lesson learnt =)


anyway,
we continued our search for the rest of jill's mates.
and we finally found them.
i was shocked when i saw jestyn.
OH MY *TOOOOOOOOT*
his hair!!
it's so COOL.
OH MY GOSH.
i was damn shocked.
at first i didnt even know it was him.
cos the last time i saw him,
he shaved his hair.
and now,
it's frigging coloured and long xD
anyway,
they had
12 MACDONALD MEALS WITH THEM.
WOW.
and there were 8 of us outside.
and they didnt let us in unless we finished all the food.
they were trying damn hard to finish everything.
HELLO. 12 meals for 8 people?!
that's A LOT.
so in the end,
they threw away about 6 drink, 5 packs of fries, and LOADS of burgers.
70 bucks in total.
damn.
that's a lot.
so they had 4 rows 'booked'
was trying to get dionne and doralynn.
they was frigging late.
seriously.
uneven, jestyn and ivan were just acting GAY about it.
HAHAHA.
yesyes. Singapore doesn't mind gays xD
and they kept faking that they saw dionne.
AND WE ACTUALLY BELIEVED THEM
AND WE WERE WAVING TO NO ONE.
WOW.

in the end,
dionne and doralynn didnt sit with us.
FOP was great =))
uneven had back probs.
gosh.
hope you are feeling better now.
=)

ended around 11.
didnt go for supper with them.
waited for ju's dad =)
and there were this group of people next to us.
they were like
'HOO HOOO-ing'
it was seriously irritating xD

oh,
and i saw, nic, charistine, alex and mark as well =))
they were trying to flag a cab xD
i bet they got it at like 11.30pm.
xD


when we got into the car,
jill's mates haven't even gotten a cab yet!
HAHA.
we were laughing silently in the car xD
home at 11.45pm.



today,
went for dental.
house scouting thereafter.
i love house scouting!
=)

was talking to my auntie.
ian is in this course in singapore poly.
everyday,
all he need to do is just play music.
i'm so going to take that course.
seriously.
i'm excited already xD


God paths ways =)

History Maker - Delirious

is it true today/that when people pray
cloudless skies will break
Kings and Queens will shake?
Yes it's true/and i believe it
I'm living for You.

is it true today/ that when people pray
we'll see dead men rise
and the blind set free?
Yes it's true/and i believe it
I'm living for You

I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand
I'm gonna run
into your arms/into your arms again.



~``and you anthem rings high.


*lotr is so cool*
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

just to be.



just taking a break off studying.
tired.
though it's really slacky these few days.
not going to write much.

cant really remember what happened.
i'm seriously getting stm.
damn xD



well,
not everything 's going the way things were meant to be planned.
but at least it's sweet enough =)
God wont let me die =)




in this place. dreams are made.
in this place. where you are.


~``carry me.



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