listen good. listen clear.
it's my blog.
right here.
right now.
i'm not going to contain it within myself anymore.
sure.
revenge is sweet.
so sweet isn't it.
you feel so glorious.
so great just to make someone so dead misreable.
just for that moment.
dont do it if you think that you are regret it.
please.
it's in the nature, isn't it.
just to regret everything.
and from the fact that.
you did it to a good friend.
some friend you damn are.
i've had enough of all this frigging crap.
seriously.
stop with the self pity.
cos it's not going to work.
all of us are in it.
and dont make it sound as if you are the hero.
PLEASE.
and maybe it might work if you just be yourself.
i think that would be the best thing that would happen to the whole wide world.
stop being who you are not.
now i'll be the one telling you what to do.
this is just an opinion.
or maybe almost most of their opinion.
just when i thought i was the only one feeling this way.
i realize that i'm not the only one who's having this opinion.
oh well.
maybe the whole world is just wrong.
and you are the only one who's right.
how pitiful.
one day when i just blow.
dont be surprised.
i doubt you will be.
so just prepare yourself.
i've had it with you.
you're lucky.
fortunate that i'm not giving anything worst than this.
i can seriously be meaner than this.
take it this for old time's sake.
i'm going to look straight into your eyes.
just like how you do to me.
your eyes.
and mine.
they tell tales.
even without us opening our mouths.
trust me.
and yes.
i'm talking to you.
about you.
FOP =))
well,
i shall skip what happened in school ya?
cos everything's almost the same every single day.
so after school,
i had to carry 1 box + an overflowing pile of books and files on my cover.
decided to take a taxi home.
cos i was sorta late.
supposed to meet jill, jan and uneven at 4.30pm.
and i was still in school at 4pm.
so you should know why i was rushing. heh.
anyway,
in the end,
jill and jan met up at my house first before we went to meet uneven.
took at cab to the indoor stadium.
4 of us were walking around aimlessly.
HAHA.
couldn't find THE CIRCLE.
WOW.
and it was just right in front of our very eyes.
before we found them,
we were at some theatre hall.
and i was like
'oh, i wonder if i can touch the celing'
and uneven jumped and he touched it.
and jan jumped twice.
and she touched it.
landed on the ground.
and her knee again.
OUCH.
i almost freaked.
jill's hand had a sudden loss of blood circulation.
and we didnt know if we should laugh or what
cos jill was saying some funny things,
jan was lying on the ground, rolling xD
i was holding jan's hand,
uneven doing something to jan's leg.
OUCH.
I'M SORRY JAN!!!
hope it's better now =)
NEVER EVER MENTION THE PHRASE
'LET'S TOUCH THE CELING' AGAIN!!
a new lesson learnt =)
anyway,
we continued our search for the rest of jill's mates.
and we finally found them.
i was shocked when i saw jestyn.
OH MY *TOOOOOOOOT*
his hair!!
it's so COOL.
OH MY GOSH.
i was damn shocked.
at first i didnt even know it was him.
cos the last time i saw him,
he shaved his hair.
and now,
it's frigging coloured and long xD
anyway,
they had
12 MACDONALD MEALS WITH THEM.
WOW.
and there were 8 of us outside.
and they didnt let us in unless we finished all the food.
they were trying damn hard to finish everything.
HELLO. 12 meals for 8 people?!
that's A LOT.
so in the end,
they threw away about 6 drink, 5 packs of fries, and LOADS of burgers.
70 bucks in total.
damn.
that's a lot.
so they had 4 rows 'booked'
was trying to get dionne and doralynn.
they was frigging late.
seriously.
uneven, jestyn and ivan were just acting GAY about it.
HAHAHA.
yesyes. Singapore doesn't mind gays xD
and they kept faking that they saw dionne.
AND WE ACTUALLY BELIEVED THEM
AND WE WERE WAVING TO NO ONE.
WOW.
in the end,
dionne and doralynn didnt sit with us.
FOP was great =))
uneven had back probs.
gosh.
hope you are feeling better now.
=)
ended around 11.
didnt go for supper with them.
waited for ju's dad =)
and there were this group of people next to us.
they were like
'HOO HOOO-ing'
it was seriously irritating xD
oh,
and i saw, nic, charistine, alex and mark as well =))
they were trying to flag a cab xD
i bet they got it at like 11.30pm.
xD
when we got into the car,
jill's mates haven't even gotten a cab yet!
HAHA.
we were laughing silently in the car xD
home at 11.45pm.
today,
went for dental.
house scouting thereafter.
i love house scouting!
=)
was talking to my auntie.
ian is in this course in singapore poly.
everyday,
all he need to do is just play music.
i'm so going to take that course.
seriously.
i'm excited already xD
God paths ways =)
History Maker - Deliriousis it true today/that when people pray
cloudless skies will break
Kings and Queens will shake?
Yes it's true/and i believe it
I'm living for You.
is it true today/ that when people pray
we'll see dead men rise
and the blind set free?
Yes it's true/and i believe it
I'm living for You
I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand
I'm gonna run
into your arms/into your arms again.
~``and you anthem rings high.
*lotr is so cool*
charms
just to be.
just taking a break off studying.
tired.
though it's really slacky these few days.
not going to write much.
cant really remember what happened.
i'm seriously getting stm.
damn xD
well,
not everything 's going the way things were meant to be planned.
but at least it's sweet enough =)
God wont let me die =)
in this place. dreams are made. in this place. where you are.~``carry me.
*lotr is so cool*
charms