whizzing past everything.
i'm getting seriously afraid of whatever i say.
seriously.
telepathy is just getting to me.
wow.
another month gone.
that's very fast.
in fcat, it doesn't feel like a month at all.
more like a week or two.
oh well.
back to school tomorrow.
and i have yet to cut my hair.
i wonder.
or leave it.
hymm.
yesterday was one whirlwind.
seriously.
dont feel like talking about it.
i feel so stupid to try to escape from the fact that school starts tomorrow.
=) seriously.
it feels so childish.
haha. but i'm still dwelling in my little fantasies =)
my sis and i were looking at my parents' wedding photographs and all today.
oh gosh.
well, they got married when they were 21 anyway.
really makes me realize that time is really really passing fast.
super fast.
oh well.
and each of them captured happy people.
everyone of them.
so it's really true.
and never the sad ones.
how ironic.
~``maker of me.
it's ok if you dont want to learn the easy way.
there's always the hard way.
if not,
you can always have the tragic way
=)
tag replies are below =)
CAUTION: long post. xD
THE holiday
whoa.
it was GREAT.
i wished it would last forever.
childish, but true.
life would be so great.
anyway,
i shared a suite with nic!
all to ourselves!
it was even bigger than my parents' room.
we also brought the cd player.
so we started blasting GOOD CHARLOTTE.
it was seriously loud.
could hear the music from the lift lobby.
and our room was 35m away from the lift lobby.
you can imagine how loud it was.
listened to many other cds thereafter.
and the view from our room,
breathtaking.
it was simply fantastic.
and the best part,
the toilet was super big
and the it was mirror-fied!
loved the toilet.
watched rugby!
and the spelling bee.
hoo boy, they are really smart kids.
nic,chritstine,vic and i were playing badminton most of the time.
in the ballroom.
sweet.
we destroyed 7 shuttlecocks.
so we had to buy christine another tube. =)
we had loads of fun playing badminton =)
and we were also playing on the keyboard.
ripped some songs out from the music book.
started playing our hearts out when the adults weren't around.
that was really fun!
the breakfast was good.
I LOVE BREAD.
and i can just live on bread xD
but it was good.
lunch and dinner was not that great.
but still edible though.
BUFFETS.
i just love buffets =)
had late nights.
talking.
or maybe more like gossiping xD
my lips are sealed.
oh.
and nic and my parents had a very hard time waking us up.
first my parents called at 8.15am.
and we went back to sleep.
then nics mum knocked on the ajoining door,
and we were both sort of shouting
"COMING"
but we never did.
heh. oops. both of us were too lazy to walk to the door xD
and my dad had to call again around 8.30am.
but it was great.
simply great.
though hyatt was a 5 star hotel,
it didnt have a billard room, badminton court, arcade room [we were getting very VERY desperate].
but the room was DEFINITELY a 5 star room =)
but we had fun anyhow. =)
to nic, christine and victoria:
TODAY
out with jill,jan,doralynn and uneven.
the usual.
hanged around.
went to uneven's place to watch russell peters again.
HAHA.
it's funny.
went to ice3 thereafter.
and then to music.
and finally,
TAG REPLIES!
doralynn:
hey =) trees to humans, humans and trees. I'M GETTING CONFUSED. xD
moyi:
HULLO!! i miss you! come back to netball!!!
sihui:
hey =) love you too!
dayna:
hey =) will link you but i cant remember your url! leave it on the tag next time ya =)
soks:
hey! yeh, will link you =)
i feel so mixed
whatever makes me happy =)
so numb to everything.
i'm getting used to the new feeling again.
~``my secrets are safe with you
*lotr is so cool*
charms
it's ok if you dont want to learn the easy way.
there's always the hard way.
if not,
you can always have the tragic way
=)
tag replies are below =)
CAUTION: long post. xD
THE holiday
whoa.
it was GREAT.
i wished it would last forever.
childish, but true.
life would be so great.
anyway,
i shared a suite with nic!
all to ourselves!
it was even bigger than my parents' room.
we also brought the cd player.
so we started blasting GOOD CHARLOTTE.
it was seriously loud.
could hear the music from the lift lobby.
and our room was 35m away from the lift lobby.
you can imagine how loud it was.
listened to many other cds thereafter.
and the view from our room,
breathtaking.
it was simply fantastic.
and the best part,
the toilet was super big
and the it was mirror-fied!
loved the toilet.
watched rugby!
and the spelling bee.
hoo boy, they are really smart kids.
nic,chritstine,vic and i were playing badminton most of the time.
in the ballroom.
sweet.
we destroyed 7 shuttlecocks.
so we had to buy christine another tube. =)
we had loads of fun playing badminton =)
and we were also playing on the keyboard.
ripped some songs out from the music book.
started playing our hearts out when the adults weren't around.
that was really fun!
the breakfast was good.
I LOVE BREAD.
and i can just live on bread xD
but it was good.
lunch and dinner was not that great.
but still edible though.
BUFFETS.
i just love buffets =)
had late nights.
talking.
or maybe more like gossiping xD
my lips are sealed.
oh.
and nic and my parents had a very hard time waking us up.
first my parents called at 8.15am.
and we went back to sleep.
then nics mum knocked on the ajoining door,
and we were both sort of shouting
"COMING"
but we never did.
heh. oops. both of us were too lazy to walk to the door xD
and my dad had to call again around 8.30am.
but it was great.
simply great.
though hyatt was a 5 star hotel,
it didnt have a billard room, badminton court, arcade room [we were getting very VERY desperate].
but the room was DEFINITELY a 5 star room =)
but we had fun anyhow. =)
to nic, christine and victoria:
TODAY
out with jill,jan,doralynn and uneven.
the usual.
hanged around.
went to uneven's place to watch russell peters again.
HAHA.
it's funny.
went to ice3 thereafter.
and then to music.
and finally,
TAG REPLIES!
doralynn:
hey =) trees to humans, humans and trees. I'M GETTING CONFUSED. xD
moyi:
HULLO!! i miss you! come back to netball!!!
sihui:
hey =) love you too!
dayna:
hey =) will link you but i cant remember your url! leave it on the tag next time ya =)
soks:
hey! yeh, will link you =)
i feel so mixed
whatever makes me happy =)
so numb to everything.
i'm getting used to the new feeling again.
~``my secrets are safe with you
*lotr is so cool*
charms
tag replies =)
julia:
HEY! thanks for tagging =) YES. we MUST meet up again! and eat to our hearts content xD
i miss you!
carolyn:
I MISS YOU TOO!
joyce:
you are one WEIRD nut =)
but you are still the smartie =)
doralynn:
HEY! i'm just blabbering. =)
janice:
i knew it! you will be one in a gazaillion! xD
church as usual =)
it was father's day =)
HAPPY FATHERS' DAY DAD!
thanks for being my chauffeur.
thanks for cooking.
thanks for bringing my around singapore xD
thanks for ironing my clothes.
frankly, the list will go on and on.
so to simplify everything,
thanks for being my all in one dad.
after church,
went to millenia,
ate with nic, christine, li ping and victoria =)
and went to candy empire!!
WILLY WONKA!!
and there was this little miss cinderella singapore 2005 thing.
haha.
left for home early.
packed for tomorrow already =)
i cant wait. =)
i want to play badminton again =)
i nuts over good charlotte =)
you don't give a damn anyway =)
i dont care anymore either =)
~``cant let you go. never will either.
*lotr is so cool*
charms
going for primary school training later. xD
I MISS YOU GUYS TO THE CORE!!
the 2003 PL netballers =)
i love you guys.
cant wait to meet you guys again!
just half an hour more.
just half an hour more.
so many thoughts whizzing through my head.
you were there.
but somehow, you dont mean anything to me.
seriously.
somehow, i really dont know why.
maybe cos i'm so numb now.
but seriously,
somehow, you just dont mean anything now.
misery, or miracle.
*lotr is so cool*
charms
soundless.
can you hear the crickets? xD
THIS WEEK IS HEREBY WORKOUT WEEK.
and of all weeks, i having my dear best friend.
of all weeks.
TUESDAY
biking at east coast park with church mates.
was doing my jog at first.
but i realized there was no markings on the floor.
so i decided to bike.
though i wanted to blade.
but all of them were biking.
it was fun!!
gosh.
it's been 2 years since i biked?!
and i was freaking out whenever i slanted to either side xD
and i think i gave darryl a hard time
cos he was behind me
and whenever i break SUDDENLY,
he would have to break too. xD
OOPS.
cycled to kallang area too.
biked for 3 hours.
left for parkway thereafter.
went home with aunt doris. =)
WEDNESDAY
tree top walk yesterday.
well, the tree top walk was only 250m.
but going in and coming out was the challenging thing.
we walked a total of 10km? around there. more rather.
was walking with nic. catching up with her.
well, as weird as it is, the whole tree top walk thing really did taught me something =)
it got me thinking that this whole walk was totally about our game of life. during the walk up and down, it was sure tough. loads of slopes and stuff. just like how our life is, filled with so many different kinds of problems along the way. yeh sure, you can pass that slope. no one said it was going to be easy. it gets tiring along the way. but if you just keep walking on, you see the end of it. this sounds really corny, but frankly, i think it's so true.
before we walked through the gates and onto the bridge, it stated 'one way. dont walk back.' just like how things should be. leaving the past behind and just living for today. just living and loving like as if there's no tomorrow.
when we were on the tree top walk itself, saw loads of different kinds of trees. just like how life is. so many different kinds of people. but all of us are still humans. so many different kinds of them there. isn't that how our life is? there are so many people in our life. surrounding us. just that we dont notice everyone. some just so outstanding, others are just another face in the crowd.
so many problems, even more joy and laughter. life is just full of surprises. no one can predict the future. and that's the best thing about life isn't it. everything's new and fresh. and the best part, you're never alone during this game of life. =)
odd? well, i'm just blabbering.
anyway,
after that, my dad sent nic and me to pasir ris.
went to changi beach club to play badminton
with christine, victoria, liping, bryan, darryl and nic.
it was super fun!
and my left hand's aching now.
=)
TODAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNEVEN! xD
met up with jan, doralynn and uneven this morning.
played a bit of ball, had breakfast and left for his house.
watched cinderella story.
gosh.
that show is so 'happily ever after' =)
left for church.
had some music lessons in church too.
for 2 hours.
nic and caile were there too.
and dad fetched me home after that.
gosh.
music again.
and today's lesson was for 1 hour.
so in actual fact,
i had music for 3 hours today.
nice.
dad, i begging you. just let me continue with my guitar lessons.
~``more than just a face in the crowd =)
*lotr is so cool*
charms
to the person who tagged on doralynn's tagboard.
get a life.
SERIOUSLY.
bitching on other people's tagboard.
shameless.
oh,
and bad spelling too?
YEW? it's YOU by the way.
and also with grammer problems.
gosh.
stop bitching about doralynn when you dont even know what she's like.
if you have nothing nice to say, DONT SAY.
seriously.
didnt ANYONE teach you that.
doralynn's nice and you're probably too jealous.
and you know what.
that's too bad for you.
*lotr is so cool*
charms
finding a grip =)
TAGBOARD REPLIES =)
qinyi:OH, you are HONESTLY THE SEXIEST!
and thanks for FLOODING my board too yeh.
I SO MISSHH EEUUU. xD yeh ah.
yumei:
I MISS YOU! CANT WAIT FOR THE 17TH!
joyce:
yeh you are the smartie still =)
clare:PARTNER!! had fun talking to you today! =)
dont act name crisis la you!
eleanor:
will link you =)
jillian:
HEY. you finally tagged! =)
yeh, i will TRY to stop thinking =)
I WILL TRY =)
janice:go plant potatoes and wait for a tree to sprout out!!
training was sort of tiring.
somehow it's slacked but also tiring.
oh well.
supposed to eat with julia and clare after training.
but in the end,
julia couldn't come so i ate with clare.
just my partner and me =)
caught up with her.
ate at KFC.
left around 7.30pm.
had fun talking to clare =)
went home and ate again.
whee.
i'm resting.
tomorrow,
we are going to east coast.
they are going to blade and cycle.
and there i am going to run.
WOW.
~``simple complications
*lotr is so cool*
charms
F r a g me n t e d
i feel so lazy.
i have yet to do the chinese compo.
training later.
sort of not looking forward to it.
so many things in my head.
honestly, i cant imagine using 10% of my brain.
i think i will literally die.
those smiles.
were all facades.
all for an aimless ambition.
laughing through all these agony.
sometimes i really wonder how i managed to do it.
~``Left it all
*lotr is so cool*
charms
i'm no her.
cos i'm me.
oh freak la.
seriously.
my eyes are really getting to me.
just when i thought that it was okay already,
it just had to hurt again.
what the hell.
honestly.
church today.
was the usher.
was smiling till my jaw hurt.
but it's fun smiling.
anyway,
church was usual.
they commented on my shoes! xD
thanks! =)
oh gosh.
my eyes were suddenly hurting again.
mum thinks i hurt my cornea.
so she doesn't allow me to wear my lenses for a few more days.
which is going to be very horrible.
crap.
oh well.
just leave it to Him.
went to candy empire.
i wasn't the only one going nuts over the chocolates there.
my parents were too.
but we were refraining from buying TOO much.
went to kovan to stock the kitchen.
and my parents and i were playing some 'if-the-price-is-right' thing
HAHA
so we were guessing who would have the most accurate amount guessed.
AND I WON xD
ok, it's really lame ya.
well,
really fustrated now.
~``till i see you
*lotr is so cool*
charms
I'M BORED.
1. whose picture is it that you keep on your wallet?my family pic. and neoprints with my friends.
2. what time do you go to bed?aroun 11pm
3. what was the last thing you did before filling this survey?blog hopped
4. who's the one you always meet the most?janice, doralynn
5. who's the person you're gonna call if you need help?jill.jan.dory.
6. what's on your mind right now? A LOT of things.
7. who's number on your speed dials?no one
8.with whom do you wanna be with to have fun?my darls.
9. what movie do u wanna watch now?anything that can make me feel happy
10. when was the last time you went out?just
11. what do you hate the most for now?this feeling i have in me
12. when was the first time you slept alone?last night. always do, always will
13. what do you wanna do for now?eat painkillers
14. what do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?breathe
15. what could piss you off?not doing the things i want to do. i'm selfish =)
16. fave pet?CHIPZ! still growing strong =)
17. colors that make you happy?orange!
18. most fave thing in your room?the guitar!
19. what was the last thing you bought for your room?cant remember
20. any instruments in your room?my guitar =)
21. do you cook?is baking counted?
22. miss someone?yes
23. plan to buy something?yes
24. are you satisfied with your life now?yeh i guess
25.do you like seafood?yes
26. breakfast or dinner?BOTH.
27. what do you usually eat for breakfast?hymm.HALF BOILED EYES! *SLURPS
28. what did you eat breakfast today?nothing.
29. do you recycle?sometimes
30. do you have a laptop?not my own
31. what's your favorite fast food?burger king
32. cats or dogs?dogs
33. salty or sweet?sweet BUT salty for popcorn =)
34. city or country?darnit. BOTH! one's to relax, the other to work. =)
35. what's your favorite kind of jeans?hymm.
36. Is kissing normal for your age?i guess so?
37. are you athletic?yes
38. do you swear?not really
39. would you ditch your friends for a date?nope
40. do you have your own cell phone?YES
41. what do you wear to bed?big shirt.fbts
42. ever had a crush on a teacher?nope
43. coke or pepsi?pepsi
44. sugar or spice?sugar
45. can you use chopsticks?yes
46. do you like to read for pleasure?yes, HARRY POTTER!!
47. do you care about getting good grades?sadly, yes.
48. have you ever fallen asleep in class?YES
49. get a job or ask your parents for money?i dont have time for a job
50. is your dad strict?only when needed, which is never xD
51. do your parents give you enough privacy?yes
52. do your parents trust you?yes
53. would you trade places (in life) with your best friends..?nope
54. does your best friend get on your nerves?nope
55. do you make friends quickly?depends on who. but i'm usually nonchalant among people i dont know =)
56. do you get jealous of your friends?sometimes =)
57. do you tell your mom everything?not everything
58. what do you and your parents fight about the most?expectations.
hidden behind the curtains of fate.
out almost the whole day.
dental in the morning.
the bands on the side of my teeth are BLACK!
my teeth and jaw are aching loads now.
seriously.
went to taka to do some shopping.
no, not me.
my mum was the one doing the shopping.
left for lunch around my home area thereafter.
was really hungry.
but i couldn't eat.
cos i literally could not chew or bite.
so i came up with a conclusion.
BRACES ARE NOT FIT FOR BOTTOMLESS PITS.
yes.
and my parents would be like,
'this is the price you would have to pay to be pretty'
HONESTLY.
went home.
watched dodgeball!
it reminded me of jill's home.
cos i watched dodgeball there the first time.
during the march holidays.
anyway,
after the show,
went out to granny's.
collected dumplings xD
love them.
but was having difficulties chewing.
stayed there for awhile.
went home thereafter.
so here i am.
oh gosh.
i realized that my posts are getting very boring.
seriously.
these mixed feelings were haunting me a month or two ago.
i thought it would disappear,
but who am i kidding man.
i hate having mixed feelings.
please stop me from lying to myself.
over and over again.
~``my world.
*lotr is so cool*
charms
looking at my eye candy for far too long.
oh gosh.
my eyes are irritating me!
ok,
so i DID looked too much at my eye candy,
but NO,
it's not because i was staring for too long.
i bet it's because of my contacts.
shucks.
i cant wear my contacts for 2-3 days.
crap.
training.
i just sat there.
didnt do training.
cos my eye was really getting on my nerves.
sat there for 3 hours.
jan came.
we were chatting.
after training,
left for macs with jan.
we were laughing our little heads off.
HAHA.
that poor mal nourished fry!
HAHAHAHAH.
jan JUST HAD TO make a coffin for it,
bury it
and
wait for it to grow into a potato tree.
WOW.
jan,
wait for a LONG TIME.
cos potatoes dont grow to be trees.
xD
jill and candice came over thereafter.
it was damn funny.
we were laughing even harder.
fun. =)
left for home around 1.30pm with candice.
so now,
i'm home doing NOTHING MUCH.
simply slacking.
let me do something!
i cant help but think.
and no one can stop me.
and that's really horrible.
argh.
honestly,
gibberish.
i want to know.
=)
if that ever happens,
the sky would drop on me.
let the sky drop on me.
~``More than enough
*lotr is so cool*
charms
I'M BORED DEAR.
[A]* age : fourteen
[B]* band listening to right now :Mcfly
[C]* career : food critic! xD
[D]* drink or smoke : neither.
[E]* easiest friend/s to talk to : jill.jan
[F]* favorite song/s at d moment : I hate everything about you.
[G]* gummy bears or gummy worm :gummy bears
[H]* have you ever had a boy/girl friend :HAVE LOADS. none in relationships xD
[I]* in-love :always will be with everything around me =)
[J]* junk food you like : chocolates counted? YANYAN!!
[K]* kids : hang on.
[L]* longest ride ever :by car? Singapore to Penang.
[M]* my favorite sports : netball =)
[N]* names of your [future] children :REI!! xD maybe MARCUS!! or SKY. xD
[O]* one wish u have now : everything would be fine and everyone would be happy =)
[P]* phobias : those sounds. horrid
[Q]* favorite quote : LOADS.
[R]* reason to smile :everything. no use sulking over anything =)
[S]* sleeping hours : what's this?
[T]* time you woke up : 7 am.
[U]* unknown fact about u : hymm.
[V]* vegetable/fruit you hate: cant really remember.
[W]* worst habit : wearing my hairband for NO reason.
[X]* x-rays you've had : dental. MRI scan counted?
[Y]* yummy food/s :ALMOST EVERYTHING!! xD
[Z]* zodiac sign : aquarius
i'm crapping.
xD
*lotr is so cool*
unsaid words.
undone things.
WORK THE WHOLE DAY!
honestly!
my head is going to burst.
i did 13 chapters of lit today!
and that dumb chinese story thing!
I READ THE CHINESE BOOK!!
really tired now.
overused my brain xD
nah.
went house scouting again for a while.
there's so many choices around.
too many.
sometimes,
too many choices are just bad.
sometimes,
having one choice is better.
=)
not just another face in the crowd.
~``turned me round.
*lotr is so cool*
charms
irony.
had training this morning at 8am.
was supposed to meet jill at the bus stop at 7.15am.
and guess what.
i woke up at 7.
and when i called her,
she haven't woken up either.
WOW.
but we sorta made it to the bus stop on time =)
BUT.
THERE WAS NO 73 THERE!
-__-
honestly.
jill was about to kill me.
literally.
and we were not really early?!
so sorry jilly!
so we left for the bus stop which was near plmc.
no taxis at all.
thank God 317 came.
we weren't late for training anyway =)
training today was sorta tiring.
more of running and stuff.
gosh!
and my tummy was just not on my side.
it had a queasy feeling.
gastric cum muscle ache cum pain.
crap.
but made it through anyway =)
shabana told me some stuff which made me laughed like nuts xD
did some physical.
sang twinkle twinkle little stars, mary had a little lamb and another song while doing leg race. xD and i heard mary had a married man.
and clare was laughing like nuts xD
after training,
sat around in the canteen.
was waiting for jill.
sat with cheryl, evan, jia jun, qinyi.
crapped loads.
they are really a group of funny people man xD
left once jill came.
both of us seemed to have the same sick symptoms all the time.
coincidence,
of just
pure best friend cum twins intuition?
anyway,
we left for the market.
both of us just plonked onto the table
and practiaclly slept there while waiting for uneven.
we were really tired and our tummys were aching.
when uneven came,
we left for his home.
took 317.
was watching the russell peter comedy thing.
CRAP!
IT'S FREAKING FUNNY.
jill and i laughed so damn hard xD
CLEO IS SO CUTE!
she's so sweet!
she doesn't run, she hops!
how cute is that xD
after that,
watced uneven's match
and then RUGBY!!
i like watching rugby!
it's really interesting =)
played thaiti too.
and one round of cheat.
and no one cheated during that round.
=)
left for macs thereafter.
jill and i took 317 out.
lazy to walk.
uneven came a while after.
stayed there till 5.45pm.
jill and i left for heartland after that.
we were chatting for a while till 6.15pm.
and she left to meet her mum to watch madagescar.
went home.
had dinner out.
so now i'm home =)
jill, it's weird how you can see right through me.
read me inside out xD
that's really weird.
but interesting at the same time =)
no, i
dont miss you.
who am i kidding. seriously.
~``caught me on the way down
*lotr is so cool*
charms
HELLO.
this is YUE speaking.
this GREAAT INVASION of the GREAT ONE.
HA-HA.
i think im just bored.
awhwahawhawhahwhawhawhw!
53.-out-
it takes courage to say sorry.
MONDAY
met up with jillian, doralynn and uneven at garden's macs for breakfast.
gosh.
and i was the earliest!
just when i thought i would be late.
and jill came thereafter.
she had this feeling that when they FINALLY came,
macs would change to the afternoon meals.
AND SHE WAS RIGHT.
xD
but the lady was nice enough to get hotcakes for us =)
was so damn excited to eat hotcakes!
and when i bought them,
i didnt feel like eating them.
WOW.
and uneven called leon to come so he came too.
didnt really stay long at macs.
went to NTUC thereafter.
jill doralynn and i were playing the fate game.
walked around the whole supermarket.
sweet.
the guys were doing the grocery shopping.
how ironic. =)
so after that
we went to serangoon garden country club.
uneven was sweet enough to accomadate us.
thanks =)
after that.
it was terror.
seriously.
training.
had to run 5 rounds AROUND THE SCHOOL COMPOUND.
and you know
our new school
HAS A HUGE COMPOUND.
yes.
did more court work this time.
and we got a handbag!!
it costs $5000.
brand: molten
HAHA.
how crap.
they were playing with my handbag!! xD
ok,
so the side of the ball tore,
so we picked it up from that torn corner
and swing it like some bimbo xD
funny.
left for macs AGAIN
this time with DORALYNN AGAIN, renee, shi yun and dayna.
gosh.
shi yun, doralynn and i were listening to the same song at the same time! xD
sweet.
and renee and dayna were just acting demure about it.
crapped at macs.
took 136 back with doralynn.
and was going to take 113
but it rained.
so doralynn cabbed home and she dropped me home too.
dinner at home =)
conference thereafter.
doralynn's in china now.
nice. =)
i really dont know.
i feel so neutralized.
you know.
sometimes it's weird how your best friends can just read you so damn well.
and it's freaky.
cos jillian can just read me like a book.
seriously.
she seems to know everything i'm feeling at every point of time i'm with her.
thanks for that =)
you too jan. for making me smile. =)
you too doralynn.
thanks for listening to me and cheering me up.
you guys really mean heaps to me.
so neutralized.
i hate saying
'i dunno'
but somehow or another,
i keep using that phrase these few days, weeks or so.
it's just finding an easy way out.
just saying 'i dont know'
easy isn't it.
oh crap.
honestly.
it's really scary.
cos i cant seem to show how i really feel deep inside.
sometimes,
i just fall into some stoning period.
and sadly,
i didnt realize that
people around me would get affect too.
i'm so sorry.
i really dont mean to act that way.
i just cant control myself.
i'm still human.
oh gosh.
*lotr is so cool*
charms
taking a break off lit.
I AM - charms =)
I WANT - to be a good guitarist!!
I HAVE - everything i want =)
I WISH - everyone would be happy and just enjoy life =)
I HATE - expectations
I MISS - u6
I HEAR - I hate everything about you [Three Days Grace]
I SEARCH - for crap stuff like this to get a break from my lit work
I WONDER - if my shoes are safe outside. XD
I REGRET - nothing. or maybe, just not speaking my mind that time
I LOVE - MY ADIDAS SHOES AND MP3! HAHA! and not to forget my family,friends xD
I ALWAYS - =)
I AM NOT - what you think i am.
I DANCE - to songs! xD
I SING - songs!
I WRITE - songs.journals.letters.diaries. love it =)
I WON - the battle
I LOST - the war
I CONFUSE - people sometimes?
I NEED - nothing much for now. have most of the things i want =)
I SHOULD - get off the computer NOW.
YES OR NO
You keep a diary - yes
You have a secret journal -used to
You set your watch a few minutes ahead -no
You bite your fingernails -NO.
You believe in love - yes =)
WHO IS
The weirdest person you know -hymm.
The Loudest Person you Know -LOUISA WONG SHU EN
The Sexiest Person you Know - hymm
The Person that Knows the Most About You- God! jillian and janice xD
Most Boring Teacher - E.HO
WHAT IS
Your most overused phrase on MSN - sweet =)
The last image/thought you go to sleep with - crap.training tomorrow. horror. day nightmare tomorrow
DO YOU
Take a shower everyday - yes
Have a(any) crush(es) - yes
Want to get married? - yes
Have any tattoos/where? - no
Piercings/where? - yes
Get motion sickness - depends
.Think you're a health freak - no
Get along with your parents - yes
Like thunderstorms - yes!
.FAVORITE
NUMBER - 21!
COLOR - black.orange
DAY - fridays! =)
SONG - too many to list
FRUIT - mangos!
SEASON - spring
SPORT - netball!! blading counted?
DRINK - ice lemon tea! water =)
talking about deaths these few days.
if i had only 2 days left before i die - that was the question of the day =)
well,
if i did.
here's what i would do.
i would call all my friends and family over and just enjoy life with them.
i would write journals, songs, poems, whatever. just write stuff.
leave my songs and diaries in my adidas box =)
just play my keyboard and guitar.
eat all i can =)
do a 3 pointer! xD
spend quality time with my loved ones. =)
thank them for all the great times we had.
and last but not least,
hang on.
that will be a secret =)
why the hell am i talking about death man?!
it's so DEPRESSING!!!
oh well. xD
I LOVE MY NEW SHOES. xD
now, THAT'S something happy xD
lost for words.
I LOVE MY NEW SHOES!! XD
church today.
i didnt realized i was suppose to do my duty today! oops.
and people noticed my new shoes!!
and they said it was NICE!!
xD
oh,
and i wore a skirt today
and this blouse
and people think that i went for some make over or sth.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
self amusement ya.
xD
really lazy to type.
have to do my lit stuff!
just played some hexics game and minesweepers.
xD
it's fun. =)
~``death couldn't hold you down
*lotr is so cool*
charms
house scout.
today's some house scouting day.
out with family.
went back to savannah.
then to parry court.
and treasure mansions.
treasure manisions' nice! =)
one sweet apartment. =)
and it's the first day i wore my darl shoes!!!
AAAHHH!!
and we ate at some old coffee shop.
so it wasn't exactly clean.
and i was so scared i'd dirty my shoes xD
i'm sick.
xD
and we were walking in and out of the showrooms.
and it's pretty obvious that my socks would get dirty
and it will DIRTY THE INTERIOR OF MY SHOES!!
ok,
i'm getting REALLY paranoid now.
over a pair of shoes?!
sigh. xD
probably going to do some lit work now.
since i'm pretty free.
i feel like slacking. NOW.
~``in you i will be found.
*lotr is so cool*
charms
tears in her eyes.
training was horrid.
it was really really hot.
we did pumping on the court.
and the next thing we knew,
our knees were RED.
and there's no scratches.
they were BURNT.
seriously.
ok,
so maybe i'm exagerrating.
but honestly,
they were really red.
after training,
left for music.
and i was real sweaty and stinky.
and i forgot to bring my extra shirt.
oh shit.
but i survived without my extra shirt.
just that uncle ronald probably died while he was teaching me.
so sorry!
walked home thereafter.
i feel so warm now.
and no,
it's not because the weather's getting to me.
i'm just feeling warm.
warm outside. but so damn cold inside.
irony.
wondering.
how.when.what.why.
simplicity's not that simple after all.
~``i love everything about YOU.
*lotr is so cool*
charms
her eyes, they told her tale.
hey!
check this album out!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2125872514woke up at 7.12am today.
was thinking about everything under the sun.
everything.
time really flies.
half a year has past already.
what have i done?
but honestly.
there's definitely no regrets at all.
training later.
at 2pm.
the sun is really going to get to us.
probably fry us all alive.
too many butterflies here.
~``the priceless possession
*lotr is so cool*
charms
our forte.
whoa.
nowadays i'm getting real lazy.
gosh.
it seems like as if i'm getting some short term memory lost thing.
and it's horrible.
today,
we went to MWP to play some ball.
but it was raining.
so we left for heartland macs.
and it was real cold in there. =)
chatted. talked. laughed.
usual =)
and we left for the paya lebar cc.
played a bit of ball. xD
3 against 7?!
yeh.
but we won anyway. =)
went to some cafe place.
the people there are really nice! =)
and after that,
doralynn dropped jan and i off at my house.
we were just catching up with stuff and so on.
playing the guitar.
she taught me something new today! =)
thanks.
seeing /
reminds me of everything.
and somehow,
they aren't painful thoughts.
instead.
they are really enjoyable and happy memories.
=)
sometimes,
things just dont got the way you want them to be.
so there you have it.
my heart's somewhat stolen.
but this time.
no ransom letter found whatsoever.
~``the finest artist ever known in history.
*lotr is so cool*
charms