Classique.

Monday, January 31, 2005

what the hell.
what the hell is up with this place?
HONESTLY.

she's PLAINLY, FLATLY INNOCENT.

people dont have eyes and ears for nothing.

sigh.

but now that things eneded up this way.
i dont get it. why her? why her? why her?

hey,
no matter what, we will always be there for you ya?
dont worry about things. just leave them all to God.
cos he can help you in times when all of us cant.
love you mate.

darn.
totally disliked school today.
sucky.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Sunday, January 30, 2005

whoa. today best man.

both my parents were teaching. heh.
my dad taught the older youth.
my mum at our side. heh.
just as long as they don't sprout rubbish, i would be grateful.

hymm.
so going to bring my granny out later.
gosh.
some idiot stole har bag yesterday. with all the angpow money in it. thousand over bucks.
what the hell.
what a freaking idiot.

i cant really laugh or cough today.
muscles are damn tensed up today.
gets very pain when i laugh.
this is torture man. i honestly need to laugh.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Saturday, January 29, 2005

janice, pleae take care of yourself. really hurts to hear that you are losing so much blood! must be too heaty. gosh. drink more water! eat more chinchow! love u. take care.

hymm.
so i'm half dead. literally.
training almost the whole week? dead. i look. shagged. tired. lack of sleep. maybe that's why jan's nose is bleeding profusely. stressed.

hymm.
match on thursday.
bedok south. we won. wow. what's new? heh. nah. jkjk.
the seniors were damn nice to go over to see us. thanks!
the juniors came too. thanks too.
had a fun time back.

to the seniors: dont give up hope ok? you guys can do it! we will always there to support you guys

today.
training.
went to eat the bishan with jan, clare, doralynn, qinyi and bee lian.
damn funny la.
laughed until my tummy was so pain. wth!
realized i was late for church. heh. lyk 45 minutes?!
went to church.
stayed till 7+
went home.

done with all my homework.
gonna do art now.
STRESSED. STRESSED.
THIS SUCKS.
I CANT EVEN GO FOR MY MUSIC LESSON.
AND MY EXAM IS LYK IN JULY.
THIS REALLY SUCKS. WTH.

so many things to do.

**//You are my world.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

hweeew.

so we have won 2 out of 2 matches so far. that's good! haha. i know i played horribly the last match. super bad. beelian was sorta reprimanding me. have to work harder. but overally, we did it! yeh! team spirit! love you guys! =)
and the seniors were sweet enough to come to see our matches. thanks!
they won bedok green [or was it another school?] lyk 30-10. that's coOl. heh. and ju and i filmed the 1st and 2nd quarters. and we only realized that it could record our voices at the last part of the 1st quarter. heh. so the seniors were replaying the match and they could hear us talking. haha. oops.
tomorrow, the sec 1 sorta netballers would be coming to support us. STRESS!!

hymm.
today, was quite ok? love all the periods!! NO CHINESE!! yay!!!!
training.
hymm. trained hard. yeh. dead tired now.

can't really write lots of stuff now cos i'm quite tired. write more when i rmb.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Saturday, January 22, 2005

dudes.

came back from malaysia around 7pm today.

was sorta fun though we slacked a lot. 3 families. coOl. i shared one room with nic and we lyk talked till 3am. heh. lyk soo many things to talk about. too many things.

everything within those 4 walls.

we went there to rekee the place.
see if it's good for any activities church wants to plan.
and this rangers there, the have to climb the mountain [4800 feet] 4-5 days a week. WHAT THE HELL?!!! his leg muscles are damn firm la. imagine doing that every single day. that's cOol. heh.

i honestly can't believe you. you are such a hypocrite. you know what? i don't care anymore. we don't care anymore. i don't want to associate anything to do with you anymore. after being friends for lyk 9 years? i honestly don't get it. start saying things that are evil about me? i don't get it. honestly. if you're not happy with me, just tell it to my face ya? oh, i forgot. you wouldn't dare. right? Honestly, i really think you are a hypocrite. no, i'm wrong. i dont even need to think. you are one.

hey,
on thursday,
i really wanna say thank you to u guys. you guys are really great friends. really true friends. i'm really lyk damn greatful. thanks so much. love u all!
we stick as a team.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

WWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

HILLSONGS UNITED LIVE ALBUM IS GOING TO BE OUT ON 1ST MARCH 2005!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M GONNA BUY IT!!
I'M GONNA BUY IT!!
I'M GONNA BUY IT!!

oh, and it is said that marcus beaumont is married. but he's like so young?! HAHA. his wife must be so fortunate!
he's so damn cute!

*lotr is so cool*
charms

stressed.

today,
MATHS TEST. so dumb. algebra. WOW. my nightmare.

i dont really like today.
apart from the fact that DNT is sort of nice! =)

but hey,
with the whole group of them,
you can never stop laughing!
thanks ya!

hymm.
so they announced the main team today.
neutral.
honestly, from the looks of everyone, no one wanted to hear about the results. in fact, all of us were sort of sad.
but hey, we are still a team right?

dionne, dont be sad ok? we are still together. we will always be there for you no matter what ya? you will never ever be left out. so dont worry ya? love u.

seniors have their 1st match today. quite sure they will win! =)

dad fetched me today.
went for dental.
tighten. damn pain la.

nothing much to write about.
just done with my hw.
isn't that nice. it's piling up like some mountain. oh well.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Monday, January 17, 2005

hectic.

this week is gonna be damn hectic.

lit test tomorrow. training tomorrow.
wednesday, maths test. 2 lessons of ting xie. dental appointment. thereafter, hopefully would be able to go down to dunman secondary. seniors have their match there. dunman sec. i used to live just opposite that school. haha. 7 years ago.
thursday. competition STARTS for us. oh man. that's damn fast. get to get out of class at 1.05pm. =)

she just wants to get on my nerves.
guess what?
all of us dislikes you! and it's not only me. so how can all of us be wrong?
got nothing much to say about you man.

today.
sorta rushed.
school was sorta fun today. cos there's all the nice periiods today! no chinese!
there was lyk lit! bio! history!!! art!!
so nice eh?

training.
coach seemed to be less strict with us.
oh well.
she's gonna cut the team down to 12 people.
gosh. how sad. i mean. we have been together for so long. and 3 of us would have to go. so sad.

hymm.
dead tired.
just done studying for lit and chinese.
my brain is lyk. BURSTING.

//**i can do it. cos of You. what else could it have been? what more could i have ever asked for? than, You?*///

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Sunday, January 16, 2005

gosh.
why am i up at this hour?
and where the hell did my scanner go?!

FRIDAY,

classes were DEAD boring.

and she JUST WANTS TO PICK ON CLARE AND ME.

WHAT THE HELL.

she's mental. honestly.

clare and i were staring at the whiteboard and she screamed at us saying

'YOU 2 STOP LAUGHING. ONE MORE TIME AND I WILL SEPERATE YOU 2'

we were lyk

'..... eh?!'

she's nuts man.

and she asked clare for the answer,

and clare was gonna reply her

and she started talking.

so clare had to wait for her to stop talking first right?

and she did.

and then she shouted back at clare

'CLARE, YOU BETTER PAY ATTENTION'

whoa.

that's honestly MENTAL.

and potatohead?

another one. wth.

pushing every single itty bitty thing to ann na and i.

both of them.

horrid. horrids.

after school.

FREEDOM.

not really though.

mrs tng briefed us about the competition.

NEXT WEEK??!

wth.

damn not fast la.

mrs tng said that there is only 1 strong school in the group.

oh well.

i guess the only way we would win is to have strong team spirit and team work. yeh. i'm sure it will work out fine.

and ju and i heard some stuff from mrs tng.

real sad.

really really sad.

i mean.

i really didnt know how to react.

ju and i were lyk feeling damn weird.

sigh.

i think i would cry on that day. maybe? i dunno. it's damn sad.

//through thick and thin we stood. how can they part us so fast?//

dead tired today. or rather yesterday, since it's already 12+.
woke up at 10am. was still tired. forced myself out of bed.
went to have branch with dad, mum and char.
dead hungry!!

so after that, they sent me to church for guitar lessons.
learnt how to pluck today. quite fun. haha.

had cell group after that, of sth lyk that. heh.

hymm.
my dad. he's so lame. now he says that he wants to teach me how to pluck! heh. another loonng story. haha.

went for a barbeque at night.

just done with something. and just done with my lian bi. so dumb.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Thursday, January 13, 2005

today was sorta boring.

from next week onwards,
there will be tests every week. wow. how exciting can school get, honestly?

chinese period is music period! =)

potatohead.
darn. dont wanna say anything about that person la. wasting my time. wth.

it's only the 2nd week of school
and i'm feeling sorta stressed already.
wth.

*//i can pull through cos of You//

hymm.
so what's up around? coming home late. spending money. eating double portions. what's the difference?
everything's still the same. hymm. let's change things around. heh. waiting for things to happen is too boring. haha.

sec one tryouts yesterday.
gosh.
was slacking away. doing nothing. heh. supposed to help jenny. but didnt really help. heh. sorry! yay! bro and melody and jiale got in!! x) jaslynn wanted to try tennis. oh well. all the best ya? oh, by the way, claris is my brother. we look alike! [who am i lying to man?!] haha. jan's bro too. haha. she promounces it as BRUDDER. heh. she's sweet. =)

hymm.
jan and clare came over to my home today.
they were looking through my old primary 1,2,3 letters. and jan was practically laughing at the same thing she was laughing at when she came lyk 3 months ago. heh. what the hell! CHALK ON BLOUSE AND MURCHRIN. HAHA,

and marcus beaumont is cute. *melts.
will only like someone that looks like him. HAHA.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

WHAT THE HELL LA.

I PUT ON 7 KG?!

but i'm still underweight. heh. missed by 1 kg. haha.

hymm.
school today.
heh.
clare and i.
busy lyk what.
during chinese lessons especially. HAHA.

both of us 2 each.
coOl eh?

so it's called METAPHOR. sweet?

hymm.
training.
wasn't so bad.
was just feeling tired.
darn.

tryouts for sec 1 tomorrow!!
and jan, ju and i are helping!!
so exciting!!
heh.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Monday, January 10, 2005

///**words cant express///

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILLY!!
my best friend!! happy 14th!! love you to bits! so sorry, abt your present. dont kill me. so sorry!

life.
it's good when you look at it on the bright side.
yeh. i thank God for giving me wonderful bright sides.=)

haha.
school today?
FUN.
slacked the whole day.
clare and i?
busy writing. STUFF.
HAHA.

the band's going GOOD!
HAHA.
damn good.

clare and i are bursting our brains.
jan and ju's bursting theirs too.

training today.
hymm.
ok.
my legs are sorta breaking.

some things are best described.
silent.

you know,
sometimes. people can get all childish over little things.
how LAME.
really.
honestly.
but hey.
just get a good laugh at it and forget about what happened.
dont you think it's better that way?
what. the. hell.

the band has lyk 5 songs already?
that's way coOl.
haha.

//**You set eternity in my heart//
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Sunday, January 09, 2005

//all day//
i dont care what they say about me.
it's alright.
i dont care what they think about me.
it's alright.
they'll get it one day.

cos i love you.
i'll follow you.
you are my.
my life.
and i'll read my bible and pray.
and i will follow you all day.

all day.
all day now.
all day.
i'll follow you.
all day.
all day now.
all day.

i dont care
what it costs anymore.
cos you gave it all.
and i'm following you.
i dont care what it takes anymore.
no matter what happens.
i'm going your way.

if anyone.
around can see.
just how good you've been to me.
for all my friends.
who dont have you.
i pray that you'll save them too.

love this song. haha.
//you are my world.

*lotr is so cool*

talking to jan on msn now.

church today.
dont wanna talk abt it?
yeh.
felt like sleeping in class.
rubbish.
bloody hell.
didnt want to listen to her.

anyway,
went to east coast.
had lunch there.
chatted.
caile, mark, nic and i.
wow.
so exciting.
ya right.

hymm.
thinking of a band name now
haha

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Saturday, January 08, 2005

freaking hell.

i'm unhappy currently.
dont wanna really talk abt it.

yesterday,
after school.
had training. after that, went to eat with jan, ju and clare.
it was fun. was thinking of a band name.
and we were actually serious.
scrubs. straw. drink. cup. any 1 sullabus word we could think of.
lichfield.
was fun. laughed a lot.

today has been damn hectic.
gonna go back to pri school later to get cash.

morning,
went to the dentist.
then went to school for the cca fair.
then went for guitar.
everything was back to back.

dead tired now.

i honestly think that you are freaking unfair.
look at yourself.
i can bet that you treat your friends better than you treating me.
wth.
fine.
i agree that dad is damn bias to her.
i admit he gets damn anxious about her.
he's in the wrong.
but hey.
if you want to be calculative,
look back.
dad purposely send you to school.
wth.
and you say that he dont treat you good enough?
listen.
if you are saying that,
i should have been complaining already.
honestly, char.
you are too damn spoilt.
dad's always been our personal driver around.
and he never complains.
he treats you well.
just that you dont see it.
why.
ask yourself why.
cos you are too spoilt.
you get every single thing you ever want.
when things dont go your way,
you get freaking pissed.
scold every one that comes into your path.
please.
things are not always the way you want it to be.
i'm very unhappy.
unhappy.
unhappy with. you.
sure.
say whatever you want.
i'm not taking sides.
i'm stating facts.
dad's good to you.
be thankful for him.
be grateful that you have a dad.
be happy that he sends you to school.
even if you thinks that he does that cos it's on the way.
btw.
home to tampines to town is NOT on the way.
char.
i really hope.
really hope that you understand.
dad loves you.
face it.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Thursday, January 06, 2005

dead. tired.

morning 'training'.
woke up at 5.55am.
to go for training. met ju at 6.30am.
her dad/uncle sent us to school. thanks!

hymm.
so we did drills.

school today?
ok.
wasn't that bad.
surprisingly, didnt really feel tired during chinese. heh. was busy looking at clare scratch out the colour of the school badge and colouring it silver! HAHA. my dear partner with a 2 watt lightbulb. tsk. haha.

and lou, clare and ming hwee just dont wanna believe me la! mrs rajah asked which side metals are on the peroidic table.
so i said LEFT.
AND THEY 'ARGUED WITH ME AND SAID IT WAS RIGHT'
and guess what?
they were wrong.
HAHA.
told them to believe me. but did they? noooooooo..

crapping away the whole day.

PE. dumb.
played basketball.
know NUTS about it.
and ann na came right in front of my face and lyk 'booed' me?! and i freaked out. heh.

after school,
met up with the netballers.
those sports shoes in the cage were lyk wet and sogged up.
yuck.
jan, clare and i left them under the sun.

played netball cum basketball there after.
preggy dad and lizard had a juniors vs seniors game. heh.
we sort of lost. heh.

okok,
went to eat at heartland with jan and clare.
bk.
fastfood 3 days straight.
WHOA. i feel FAT.
nvm. heh.

crapped lyk hell.
laughed and laughed at practically EVERYTHING.

then went to heartland to take neos.
met doralynn, rachel and qinyi.
took neos together.
and they just had to put a hammer on my 'what the hell' head la!!

haha.
it looks stupid. really. haha.

went home with clare thereafter.
was making a poem cum song for LOUISA.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ok band ppl. [HAHA] [that includes jan, ju, clare and me] HAHA. here's our FIRST HIT!
HAHAHAHAHA

ok,
so here it goes.

TRY to sing it in the 'i dream' [chorus] tune! HAHA

specially for louisa!

THE LOUISA [ x) ]
words by clare lim and charmaine jane koh

oh lou, oh lou.
sometimes you are so toot.
it's no wonder.
why you hurt abi's foot.

we know you have an identity crisis.
we dont take you for real.
sometimes you think you are a rabbit.
other times you think you are a squirrel.

lousia, oh louisa.
we are still your good friend.
no matter what we will.
stay with you to the very end.

louisa, if you are reading this, you better cry ah. HAHA. wth. with love, clare and charms. and jan's and ju's regards. heh.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

HAHA.
today is sort of a 'fun' day. heh.

woke up at lyk 6am?!
took a school bus to school with vic, candice and maryanne!
haha.
i haven't taken school bus since eon years!
so exciting!
HAHA

hymm.
got to know some teachers. yeh. some of them are nice. heh.
and i really REALLY wish wang lao shi would teach us chinese again. heh. the 2b1 chinese students should know why. haha.

hymm.
PE.
ms tini was lyk

'girls, we are going to do conditioning today'

clare and i were lyk

'what??!!'

heh. conditioning. horrible.
but her type of conditioning was different. heh. we played treasure hunt in the end. haha.

and my new partner, clare lim wanqi, just LOVES bursting my BRIGHT AND WORKING-WELL LIGHTBULB. she's just loves doing that. =X

training at 2.00pm.

during one of the drills yanyi crushed my toes!!
ok, let me phrase it in another way.
my toes were crushed by yanyi!!
[janice and clare, now you wont misinterpret. HAHA.]

yeh. so now my fourth and last toes have two fat strips. heh. blue black. heh.

ok, so it wasn't really yanyi's fault la. i just feel lyk blaming someone. heh.

after training,
went to eat at heartland.
before that, waited for the bus.
jan, ju, clare and i.

and janice showed me this flame or lead photo.
and i told her that one of them looked lyk taufik.
and guess what?
she suddenly fell.
AND SPRIAINED HER ANKLE
whoa. and the 'best' part was that,
she just took off her ankle guard lyk 15 minutes ago or sth?!!
but she was ok after 15 minutes.
haha.
could walk again.
i think she sprained the same leg lyk 8 times already?
now it heals within 15 minutes!
haha.
but that was coOl. it healed so damn fast. whoa. even the teacher that was there was surprised she could walk. heh.

ate at bk.
and they were playing some imitation cd or sth.
laughing lyk nuts.
jan was doing the
'eh, hi..' and fainting thing. haha. and the
'barbie girl' 'thing!
clare and i laughed so much!

and my music teacher called. asked me why i didnt come for music today.
and i actually thought that music was TOMORROW?!!
I WAS SO DAMN FREAKING EXCITED.
AND IT'S ACTUALLY TODAY.
whoa. how dumb can i get. yesyes clare, please fuse my bulb AGAIN.
my teacher was sort of confused. heh. cos i made him confused. physcoed him that my lessons were actually on wed. but he's too smart.
no but really, i really honestly thought music was on wednesday. heh. =X so sorry!

anyway, talking abt music,
while we were talking at bk,
jan suddenly said

'hey! lets form a band!!'
HAHA.
so we were lyk
'WHOA!! COol!'
heh.
so i said

'OK! i can play the keyboard, and i'm learning the acoustic guitar now anyway'

then ju was lyk

'and i can play the drums!' [she's learning drums now]

and jan was lyk

' and i can play bass! and i'm gonna learn the electric guitar!'

haha.
then clare.

she can just lyk, SING! haha. SING ABOUT HER BELOVED! then we will willingly play for her! haha. clare, if you 're reading this, i know you will have this dao face on now. yesyes. haha.

yeh. went home with clare after that.
and did i mention that she almost fell when she left bk?!
and she's denying it!!
haha.

jan and ju went opposite to go home.

my sis is having a very bad mood. i really dunno why.
wth. vending her anger on me? heh.
nah. guess what? i dont really care.
oh well. pretending not to care. heh.

what the hell am i suppose to do?
i honestly believe that you are doing this for a freaking reason.
please. i dont want you or me to get upset, disappointed or angry or anything that can break our friendship. please help me. help me by staying away.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Monday, January 03, 2005

first day of the first month of the first term of the first week of school.
wow.
really. no comments.

anyway, feeling damn tired.
just tired. really don't know why.

ok, abt the class seating arrangement? it's GOOD. HAHA. clare, lou, abi, vic, ming hwee, ann na and i are all around the same area. haha. so cool.
and the classrooms are so damn cooling. haha. very nice. but small though. COZY. haha.

was having some headache after school.

just couldn't think.

i really dunno why.

cos i'm thinking too much.

jan agrees. i guess the best way is to live day, by day.

then i felt hungry. heh.

no more mid year exams?
that's bad. to me. and jillian. cos that way, finals would be more tense and our daily works are all counted. so dumb. oh well.
some new rules too.

first day of school and we have homework already. on tsunami. wow. so many things to write about. too many. till you dunno what to write about. heh.

they are not going to let us off man.
but hey, guess what? it's not gonna let us down man.
still have to carry on?
as long as we have friends around, i believe things wont be that bad la.

thanks for that little dog jenny! so cute! love it! thanks! love u!
all the best for your test tomorrow. we are all behind you!

ms tan said that we can choose to take music for o levels next year. next year as in choose if i want to do it. not taking my o's next year. heh. abi and i are thinking of doing that. no harm ya? i mean, no use wasting the music theory away right? sounds coOl though. i wonder how the exam would be. hymm. if it's on theory, i think it would be coOl. heh.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Saturday, January 01, 2005

whoa.
it's 2005 already.
haha. time really really flies.

this year. this year's gonna be different. for me. i'm gonna make things different for myself. i have suddenly realize that, i have a meaning in this freaking life. all those ups and downs. yeh.

i'm changed. totally. completely. suddenly.
i was totally lost. really. until 3 weeks ago. when i came back. yeh.
haha. i'm not gonna look back. never.

anyway,
i'm gonna make sure i achieve my goals/resolutions.
i made a 'promise' with my mum.
i told her that i wanted to excel in music.
so i wont break it. will work towards this goal. yeh. difficult. but achieveable.

studies?
yeh. just continue getting the same grades i'm getting. haha. i'm happy with them.

time.
yeh. time management. need it badly. haha.

guitar.
i'm gonna learn it. real well. this year, i'm gonna make sure i will learn the electric guitar. or bass. either. maybe the bass first, cos it's easier.
heh. my dad. he's so contradicting himself. haha. loonng story.
but anyway, i will want to learn this skill. and be like my dad. haha.

netball.
well, i will try my very best to be a good captain. to my team mates reading this, heh. i'm really sorry ya. when i cant get things straightened out. thanks for always giving me the encouragement and all. means heaps. =)
i will learn to be more aggressive. heh. like doralynn! haha.

me.
haha. okok, i will be less nonchalant ok? haha. TRY to. haha. but hey, it's me! haha. hymm. i will try to be NOT a bimbo. heh. oh well. =)

Courage.
yeh. something which i honestly feel i lack of.
one of the most important character traits.
i hope that i would learn to stand up for myself when i need it. and for my friends when they need help. haha. but really. really hope i would learn to be courageous. not only physically. mentally, emotionally. yeh?

//you are my world

*lotr is so cool*

charms