Classique.

Friday, December 31, 2004

//You mould me.
Made me whole.
And you loved me.
More than I’ve ever known.

Words cant express how I feel.
Lord, you are so good to me.
So good.

I cant help but fall in love
With you.
For all you’ve done.
I thank you.
Thank you.

My life has changed completely.
‘cos you came into my life.
Have your way in me Lord.
do your will. //

*lotr is so cool*

//take all of me//
you broke the night like the sun.
and healed my heart with your great love.
any trouble i couldnt bear.
you lifted me upon your shoulders.

love that's stronger.
love that covers sin.
and takes the weight of the world.

i love you.
all of my hope.
is in you.
Jesus christ.
take my life.
take all of me.

you stand on mountain tops with me.
with you i walk through the valleys.
you gave your only son for me.
your grace is all i rely on.

//More than life//
stand by everything you said.
stand by the promises we made.
let go of everything i've done.
i'll run into your open arms.
and all i know.

is that.
i love you.
more than life.
i love you.
more than life.

fall back on everything i've done.
fall back on everlasting arms.
when all the world is swept away.
you are all the things i need.
you're the air i breathe.

o i love you.
more than life.
i love you.
more than life.

how can it be.
that you were the one.
on the cross.
lifted for all.
our shame?
how can it be.
the scars in your hands.
are for me?
you are the king.
of all.

//words cant express.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Thursday, December 30, 2004

What would you do if... [in no more than 5 words]

-Your crush suddenly asks you out?
er, yeh. heh. what?

-You walk into an elevator and see a couplemaking out?
pretend nothing happened

-Your parents had another baby?
you must be joking... WHAT??!!

-You're trapped in a building about to explode?
pray and sing! x)

-You were granted one wish?
everyone safe and happy

-Aliens invaded earth?
i must be dreaming. again.

-A guy (or girl if you're a guy) suddenly kissedyou?
eh, who are you?

-You won a date with your celeb crush?
dreaming. AGAIN?!

-You were given a blue car?
learn how to drive first

-Your boyfriend (girlfriend if you're a guy)breaks up with you?
be disappointed

-You win a million dollars.
put into the bank [interest]

-Someone gives you flowers?
be cheery and happy

-You receive a love letter in your locker?
read it

-You fail your exam?
work harder

-You get first in class?
be happy

-Your computer crashes?
let it crash la

-You get fired?
get real heated up

-Your best friend betrays you?
why bother? it'll never happen

-You had to choose between your boyfriend(girlfriend if you're a guy) and your bestfriend?
my best friend. my dearies

ripped this from friendster. again.

*lotr is so cool*

the death toll rises.
so far: 82, 000

really sad.
really hope that the tsunami would stop. and that the death toll would stop.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

stressed. and stretched.

training.
played games.
got scolding from coach. usual? yeh. said i'm not 'fierce' enough. need to toughen up. not become some jelly.

went to plaza singpura thereafter.
ate. with jan, ju, clare and shi yun.
then clare and jan had to get their passports photo done. ju and i went over to talk to jenny. jan and clare came back after they were done.

hymm.
so we went home.
and here i am.

dead tired.
just finished doing the chinese thing. did it within 15 minutes cos i already drew it 4 weeks ago. easy peasy.

*Lord, thanks for helping me when i needed you. thanks for always being there.
////you set eternity in my heart

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

been thinking about some things.

abt the sermon.
i was totally dozing off. but i heard a part of it. when she said that, when the 70 of us split up into the whole school population, we are the minority. and we wont dare to do things that we dare to do during the camp.

i think that really applies to me.
i mean. it's damn true.
things are easier said, that done. that's a stupid fact. but still a fact.

//to the ends of the earth//
Love unfailing.
overtaking my heart.
you take me in.
finding peace again.
fear is lost.
in all you are.
i would give the world to tell your story.
cos i know that you called me.
know that you called me.
i lost myself for good within your promise.
and i wont hide it.
wont hide it. **

jesus i believe in you.
and i would go.
to the ends of the earth.
ends of the earth.
for you.
Lord you are the Son of God.
and all the world would see.
You are God.
You are God.

//home//
into your courts i run.
with praises.
flowing from my heart.
everyday i wake i sing your song.
it's the anthem of my heart.
i wanna spend my days in your presence Lord.
and bow before your throne.
in the House of God is where i find my peace.
is where i find my.

home is heaven.
one day Lord i will live.
in your courts.
you'll find me.
in worship at your feet.
hide me now.
in the shadow of your wings.
where i'll be.
where i'll be.

your love is all i need.
so.
desperately i have sought your face.
Lord i know you hear my every cry.
and petition that i make, yeah.

i wanna spend my days in your presence Lord.
and bow before your throne.
in the house of God.
is where i find my peace.
is where i find my.

Home.
is heaven.
one day Lord i will live.
in your courts you'll find me.
in worship at your feet.
hide me now.
in the shadow of your wings.
where i'll be.
where i'll be.

*lotr is so cool*

ripped this from friendster.. can you imagine how bored i am.. heh

What brand is your...
1. Wallet/ Purse :: hymm. not sure man!
2. bag(s) :: ripcurl
3. Slipper/Shoes :: fila and teva/converse

4. Sport Shoe :: adidas

5. School Uniform :: pl

6. Cap :: nil

8. Handphone :: nokia

9. Bracelet(s) :: dont wear them. only necklaces.

10. Pen :: g-tec

11. A4 Paper :: double A

12. Clock :: [my phone]

13. Shampoo :: organics

14. Shower Gel/ Soap :: impulse

15. Toothbrush :: oral-b

16. Bedsheet :: not sure

17. Television :: panasonic

18. CD player/ Radio :: Mp3 counted? cd: sony Mp3: e-praizer

19. Fan/ Air -cond :: not sure

20. Eye Shadow :: nil

21. Lip Gloss :: nil

22. Foundation :: nil

23. Perfume/ cologne :: nil

24. Nail Polish :: nil

25. Toothpaste :: colgate

26. Body Moisturiser :: nil

27. Glasses/ Contact Lens :: borsh and lomb [wrong spelling] and acuvue

28. Pensil Case :: billabong

29. Watch :: baby-g

30. Tracksuit :: hymm..

31. Travel Bag :: nike

32. Jeans :: bum equipment and giordano

33. Pyjamas :: anti drug shirt??!!

34. Undies/ boxers :: pierre cardin. x)

35. Ciggratte :: nil

36.Mosq spray :: shieldtox

37.Room Freshener :: nil

38.hair gel/wax :: nil

*lotr is so cool*

too many secrets.

haha.
guess what?
i cant keep them anymore. too many of them. my sis treats me lyk her diary. tells me A LOT of her secrets. and i'm not suppose to tell my parents.
no doubt. i act STUPID. in front of them. cos they always find something fishy. and i have to act DUMB and pretend i dunno anything when i knew, everything.
it's that horrid feeling. you know. forcing yourself to shut up.
hey char, guess what? i made it. i promised you 4 years ago that i wouldnt tell them. and i did it. for you. i know you have probably been slaughtered by them. =)
you better keep my secrets too ah..

just like now.
there are so many secrets.
in school. especially in church. too many of them? i believe.

haha. clare, i'm so glad you like that croco thingy i gave you! it's so cute right?! haha. dont worry. it's not like we are gonna tease you.. FOREVER. heh.
nah, jkjk. take care ya?

zaiii.. you FINALLY found a job eh?
haha. better help me find pics of my eye candy ah!
you promise!!

anyway, i went to cut my hair today.
with janice.
jan looks lyk some cute tomato. heh. cos she cut her fringe. very short. haha.
met ju at heartland. heh.
and this guy just want to stalk us la.
so ju and i ran back to find jan and jillian [jan's sis]
heh. so freaky.

he's looks damn freaky. some ah peh. heh.. damn freaky.
got home. SAFELY. heh.

new year resolutions.
to learn how to play the electric guitar.
achieve good grades.
be the best daughter i can be to my parents.
be the best sis i can be to char.
be the best friend i can be to my dear friends.

well, looking back on the resolutions i wrote in january 2004,
i am happy. i achieved my goals.
and i did it and could do it,
cos of, God.
thanks.
without him, i would be nothing.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

DEAD tired.

full day training on monday.
actually we kinda trained for 5 hours only.
heh. but still tiring. cos of all those loonng breaks.

went for camp thereafter with the netballers.
haha. camp was lyk singsparation every second.
all of us couldnt sleep. dunno why. haha. and i thought everyone was sleeping and i was the only one who wasnt sleeping. then when we woke up, actually, all of us couldnt sleep and all of us thought that the others were sleeping.. heh. sounds complicated. haha
and the sermons were sort of boring. gosh. i wa gonna sleep when mrs tng tapped me on my back and asked the rest of them to sit up straight. heh. so in the end, forced myself to keep awake.

oh well.
dead tired now.

hymm.
you know, i really wish and want to go into the music line. where you can just play music and enjoy doing it. but, honestly, in reality in SINGAPORE, music line cant make it.
oh well.
some times dreams dont always come true right.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Sunday, December 26, 2004

wth.

haha. christmas. was fun.
was like as if this year was 1996, just that everyone grew bigger.
haha.
i mean, my sis and matthew came back to church. haha. that's good.
ian's also back from the USA. haha. he never change.
then there's also caleb's and calvin's girlfriends who came. and dennis too.
haha.

it was good.
with some hiccups.
sucky.

i love my new billabong pencil case!!!!
and thanks for that harry potter calendar jillian!!!! thanks so much! i love it lyk hell!!
the mp3 too dad!
and the harry potter books too char!
and the wizard's chess mum!!

haha.. harry potter year?! haha. probably..

did i say that hillsongs united rocks?
yeh it does!!!

oh, i have an eye candy!!!
gosh! he's so damn freaking cute!!
what the hell!!
i cant take it!!
he's so damn cute!!!
cuter than RIKU or LEGOLAS!
gosh, can you imagine how cute he is?

*you know, i hate people who act cool. and you are one of them.
*hell. can you just be yourself?

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Friday, December 24, 2004

i'm sorry. i mean. it's just not right? i dunno what to say.
why do they always do this to me?

i'm sorry.
my close friends. why?
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

*please. dont feel sorry for yourself. things would only get worst. stop feeling insecure. cos if you realize, we have been standing right in front of you. stop worrying. we'll always help you.

well, many many many things have been happening. haha. too many things to talk abt?

my bill? yeh. my dad shot up the sky or sth. he was reprimanding me the whole care ride. but he got over it.
so now, if you realize i haven't been replying my smses or picking up my calls, it's cos my dad and i made a deal that my bill MUST go below $19.30 cos that was HIS bill. haha. he thinks i cant do it. so i'm just gonna prove to him that i can.
but hey, i do feel bad too. cos he's the one that's paying for my bill. and yeh. money is damn freaking hard to earn. when i look at my mum work her heart out, my dad running around singapore to take measurements, my sis [she stopped working already] who would stand out there at parkway thai [she's a host cum waitress] for lyk 10 hours. gosh. i really feel real bad.

on monday,
went out with jill and jan. watched oceans 12. NICE! haha. but it's kinda complicated. and you can hear jillian shrieking in the cinema whenever there's a close up of BRAD PITT. haha.
did the usual stuff. and jan is being that kind soul again. giving donations to anyone she sees. haha. took neos. walked and shopped around. and i dropped 2 drinks?! yeh. butter fingers.. haha. nah, the first one was because i was holding the drink too tight, its cover popped out of the drink and it spilled.. heh. jillian doesnt believe me. and the second one was because i just let go of it. heh. but it was kinda empty anyway.
home.

tuesday, i followed dad to do his measurements. at a catering food factory! so coOl!! haha. saw them cook the food and stuff. and pack the food. gosh. i'm feeling hungry already! then when my dad was done with another factory, we went over to IMM to take a little walk. bought stuff there.

my dad is back to cooking!! so exciting! i love eating his food! quite tired of outside food already.

wrapped presents again yesterday. this is what my dad said

'see, you remember all your friends. and forgot me!!'

so i was lyk

'oh dad, stop being such a grouch. what makes you so sure i didnt get you anything?!'

my mum bought this leather shoe she really liked. and she said that since we didnt know what to buy for her for christmas, just pay for the shoe. 100 bucks EXACTLY. so my dear sis came along, and said that she will pay for the shoe. in full! and i'm lyk. WHOA. nah, i think the 3 of us [dad, char and me] would just split it la.

today, i'm gonna go out with jill, jan and dionne.
gonna watch national treasure. so exciting! haha.
gonna get my dad's and sis's and chipz's present.maybe i should find sth small for mum? oh well. even more exciting!!
love buying gifts for them [though it's damn hard to find sth they like] cos they are always buying stuff for me. and not to forget my best friends too. x)
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Friday, December 17, 2004

WHAT THE HELL LORE!!
HAHA

ok, this is serious.
my dad IS GOING to shred me alive. into tiny little ity bity pieces. gosh. once he READS the bill.

so i have to cut down on my smses. and calls.
heh.
so, i'm sorry if i dont reply certain smses.
from now on, i'm not gonna pick my phone up.
then again, what the use of a phone?!
maybe for january. hopefully.

HAHA
the trip to mac was DAMN FUNNY! haha.. of course la. where ever dionne is, she always brings extra laughter la! haha.

let's start from the morning.
met up with ju at 10.45am. bougth breakfast for ourselves. took a bus. and guess what? we took the wrong way. whoa. but we managed to get to school on time and eat too. and i spilled milo on my shirt and berms on the bus! how horrible could things get?!
good thing i wore fbts inside too. haha. so i washed my berms up and my shirt too. it's ok now. haha. no harm =)
did the sewing. half of us were sewing half of them were bending wires.
my hands are still holey!

hymm. finished up.
played monkey with jan, clare, dionne, su and lizard for a while.
went to find jillian.
but mr kim was kinda pissed with us?! haha. oh well..

stayed around in school for a while.
then jan, dionne, clare and i left for bishan mac.

the mac at bishan is weird!
the workers there are extremely friendly and weird!!!
this guy [one of the mac staff] sent clare's burger to us, and clare asked for mayo sauce, and he was lyk

' how many do you want?! 3, 50, 6, 9?!'
and we were lyk
'eh??!!!'

so clare told him 6 packets. haha. and he came back to us and was counting the packs

'1, 2,3,4 1/2, 5 1/2, 6'

they are damn generous with their sauce?!

and when i bought my burger, the cashier guy was lyk

'ketchup?'
'yeh'
[takes out the container of ketchup sauce and pours out a lot]
'is this enough?'
'yeh'
'YOU SURE?!'
'yeh!'

and the 4 of us were talking crap!!!!
for the whole one hour?!
DAMN FUNNY!!!

and we were talking abt monday, and jan said that dionne could meet her and jan said

'you can meet me in the hotel'

and dionne was thinking DAMN dirty??!!

HAHAHAAHA

so they were talking about our favourites! dionne was lyk 'ivan!!!' janice was lyk 'keita!!!' i was lyk 'LEGOLAS!!' and clare was lyk '*****!!!!!' haha.. damn funny.

and they were lyk

MEET THE FOCKERS.. FOCKERS..
i want to watch it!!

anyway,
we were also talking abt the most stated phrase for each person, and mine was
'awww, so sweet!' haha..

and dionne's bro's friend says 'LOR' as 'LORE'! anddionne does it VERY WELL! haha!! laughed my head off man!!

it was damn fun!

and dionne's damn jealous cos the guy didnt say bye to her..
so she shouted back
'hey! why you never say bye to me??!!!'

and guess who i saw?!
i saw javiour. or i think i saw.
the last time i saw him was 2 years ago.
but his face features didnt change a bit.
but he's grown so damn freaking tall. taller than me now?!
but i dont think he recognize me.. oh well.. haha..

took 53 home with jan and clare

oh, if anyone has time, they can visit JULIA at paragon TODAY, 7.30PM! she will be performing
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Thursday, December 16, 2004

holey hands.

went to ju's house today.
sew and sew and sew.
for the cca gift thing. haha. ju's grandfather is so cute! haha. he talks to himself and he doesn't have teeth! haha.

went to heartland with her at 4pm.
and there's this guy who's mental. heh.
ju and i were walking around, and he came up to us and said this in chinese,

'hi would you like to make friends with me?'

HAHA. like as if we cared. haha. i gave him the 'excuse me?' and 'get a life' face then we just continued walking. haha. well u know, bimbos are always like that right? haha.

ju bought some stuff. for christmas.

sigh. have to start sewing again.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

ystd night, i wrapped presents for my mum. our church friends. yay!
i love wrapping! i wrapped exactly 21 presents. haha. all those different shapes and sizes. phew. good challenge. HAHA

slept at 12+
i'm not those night people.
get very grouchy in the morning, if i dont get enough sleep. haha.
woke up at 7am. whole family left together. first, sent my mum to work, then char to school. dad wanted my time today. so followed him around. finished all my homework anyway. except for that chinese book thing.

anyway, you know, my dad's job. he has to run around. to many many many many places. yeh. he's a draftsman by the way. DRAWS floorplans for factories, and stuff. haha. it's quite interesting though. haha.

since i'm talking abt my dad, let me talk abt my mum!
haha.

my mum's damn freaking hard working. stressed. she's a AVP of the banking operations section in HSBC. yeh. she's been working there for lyk 25 years. that's coOl. sometimes, i really wanna help her. but u know, office work's very complicated. and her email.. WHOA. i saw them that day. 286 in a day. and she has to answer ALL of them. gosh. as in reply ALL of them. i really marvel at how she cope.
she's really someone coOl.

anyway, i was sleeping in the car. haha. as usual.
dad sent me home.
he will pick me up later. cos i'm going to distribute flyers!! x)
and we will be going christmas shopping too.

and i'm thinking of getting my dad the swiss army knife.
cos he lost his.
he's damn sad abt it. cos it's very sentimental.
so i HAVE DECIDED.
but guess what? i have been scouting around for it, but i cant seem to find any camping shop with swiss army knifes.

ANYONE WHO KNOWS WHERE TO GET SWISS ARMY KNIFES, PLEASE LET ME KNOW

ok, so far, the only person i dunno what to give is my sister. cos she practically has EVERYTHING. everything she wants that is. haha.
hymm. will think abt that.

i guess i got most of my friends' presents! *glee

and the LOYOS, i very very sorry. we were supposed to go out this holiday, but we didnt in the end =(
so sorry. i know it's my fault. =(
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

my last keyboard lesson for the year.

those people who took the latest exam [2 weeks ago] at honeycomb music centre are the most fortunate people ever man.

unc ronald told me that the examiner was soo lenient that almost everyone got an HOUNOURS. like.... WHY DIDNT I TAKE THAT EXAM????!!!! ah.. but i wasnt prepared anyway.

unc ronald said that i have to register for the next exam once school reopens.
have to get an honours this time.

it's fun. yeh. playing. just that i have neglected it to much.

cant let unc ronald down, this time.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

no gays. no yaoi.

i finished my essay!!! *jumps
i took 2 hours to think of a storyline.
honestly, the commonwealth thing is really out of point. i dont expect to do well for this one. it's one of my worst. oh well.

just came back from lunch. ate with dad. he had to go to jurong. brought me home first.

YSTD
gosh.
my dad just wants to make me feel guilty la!
when i was going to leave the house yesterday, he was lyk

'oh, gonna go out and leave me here, ALONE?'

'i think i'm coming home early today. dont worry dad! call me if you need me'

'oh ok.. then enjoy yourself'

darn. i feel guilty. always going out.
sometimes, i just miss my family. haha. i dunno why. just feel lyk spending more time with them.

anyway,
i thought i would be late AGAIN yesterday. but in the end, jan was on the 53 i took. haha. we are lyk always taking the same bus! somehow we always meet ton the bus. haha.

so it was lyk some walking trip yesterday. stopped at plaza singapura. ate pasta. walked around. ok, the main point was to look for THIS PERSON'S present. whoa. it's the most difficult present to ever hunt for. darn. haha. but got it in the end.

and i was sneezing the whole day. whoa. it's damn irritating.
and jan said that maybe my dad misses me. haha.

ok, so we walked from plaza singapura all the way to far east and back to plaza sing. in between we walked at the various shopping centres. whoa. just to look for THE present. in the end, i bought THE present at PLAZA SINGAPURA?! whoa. one whole biiigggg round. haha..

had nice chats with jan.
haha.
no more yaoi ah.
went to kino. at taka. saw that yaoi thing. ewww.. haha.
saw yen there.
i think jan and i lost 2 kg worth of fats yesterday. haha.

i'm really lazy to type now. yeh. so i will end here for now.
i kinda miss training. haha.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Monday, December 13, 2004

JANICE YUE KHA MUN!!!!

JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!
JANICE IS GETTING CORRUPTED!!!

SOMEONE STOP HER!!!!

NO MORE GAYS JANICE!!

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Sunday, December 12, 2004

darn.

the year is ending. again.
last year. we were all sad and disappointed. going different ways. different schools. hiaz.

my parents telling me not to go to PL. and for some reason, i still chose PL. probably cos they were all going there. i dunno. but whatever it was i wanted to go to PL.

so there i went.

this year was the first year i was in a different class from jillian. for 6 years i have been in the same class as her. so i felt something missing, you know. on the first day of school.

i used to dislike 1b1. not used to it. haha. but at least 10 6 lovers were in 1b1. haha. so it wasnt so bad.
used to wish that i would be in the same class as janice or jillian. wished yumei,zoe, sin yee would come back.
haha.

i guess the first year in secondary school was fun. haha. though we are always the least privileged ones. haha.

got to know many new friends. yeh. but somehow, i'm still sticking to my bestest pals. haha. still love them so much.

cca: netball. still the same? never change. haha.
i remember that day on the selection, i didnt get in. haha. they were damn freaking shocked. but what could i do? and janice lied to one of the sec 3 seniors and said that she couldn't commit to be in netball. why did u do it. cos of me. i really didnt know what to say.
and jillian. she told mrs lau abt my situation. gosh. and this world is small man. mrs lau used to teach mrs tng?! haha.

so mrs lau told mrs tng abt me.
and that's how i got into netball?
haha. so pull strings. haha.

so, it's because of my 2 best friends got me into netball. haha.
now i understand the phrase 'best friends go through thick and thin with you'

the seniors in netball are damn nice. gosh. they sure are funny. haha.

so soon, got used to 1b1.
turned out to be a nice class.

got a new clique in class.
the LOYOS!
haha. crap la. they are all crap.

year end training. got us closer to the seniors?
haha. they are filled with crap man.

got a new family in the netball team. haha.

the silvers.
they are sweet people. haha

i believe i skipped loads of incidents. a lot. some things to be forgotten. some things yet to remember.

so,
here i am. the years ending. again.
gonna be sec 2 next year.
then 3.
then 4.

sad. time flies.

so i guess. the best thing i could ever so is to treasure everything single thing i have. treasure time. something we cant get back to.

jillian, i'm damn sorry for spending soo little time with you this year.
yeh. damn sorry.
hope we can meet up again.
miss u!

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Saturday, December 11, 2004

I have a wishlist now!!

http://simplynonchalant21.blogspot.com

go read it!!

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Friday, December 10, 2004

ok, i'm talking to jillian now. and she is highly traumatized.

she dislikes a guy called GAY**. because its root word is 'GAY'.
this is a poem she made:

i know a guy called gayne
he's not a jane
or dane
but a lion with a mane
and is a little insane
although his name
rhymes with 'charmaine'
he makes me wanna faint
his name causes great pain
everytime it rains

HAHA
that's jillian la..

but have a fun time at your camp ya?
will miss u! have fun with your braces too!! haha

she claims that she's wearing braces cos of me! we are suppose to be identical you see. haha
*lotr is so cool*
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no comments.

YESTERDAY
was suppose to meet up with ju and dionne to chat. dionne was damn late. haha. but it's ok. haha. cos i had tym to eat. so chatted with ju.

when dionne came and all of us were finished, our PREGGY DADDY called ju and lyk wanted to meet. so we left to town. in FBTS AND SLIPPERS. whoa.

yeh. met preggy daddy at dhoby ghaut red line. and she was late. [as usual] haha. and she couldnt find us? when we were actually sitting on one of the chairs which was lyk next to the red line train which she came from. haha. our daddy is so blur.

anyway, dionne became our 'step-sister'. dionne toast. HAHA. jenny's other family. [said to be lizard's side] haha.

went to meet jenny at far east.
daddy treated us to ya kun toasts.
thanks daddy x)

ate and chatted. laughed and laughed. crap la. haha.

walked around far east.
took neos. haha. we drew jan/hairy in cos she didnt come with us. had her church outing.

met daddy's gay bro. gosh. now i know why he' called gay. his voice is damn weird man. he left thereafter.

after that, i forgot where we went. heh.
but all i know was that we went to some shops to look for MOMMA's stuff. haha.

then daddy's gay bro joined us again.
ju and i couldnt help laughing at him whenever we look at him. haha.

ate at mac.
quarter pounder is the same as a cheese burger. gosh. and daddy said it was BIG. heh. oh well. haha.
chatted. talked. laughed.

dionne left to meet renee.

around 5, we left the place. ju and i left with momma first, then went to the bus stop. daddy and the gay bro was there.
took 132.
then 112.
then 113.

i reached back just on time when they were gonna leave for dinner.

went to GOURMET PLUS. for dinner with some of my church people.
appetizers were lyk oysters and mussles?!
i ate neither. cos it's kinda BIG. freaky.

then i had pasta. haha. as usual?
it was great man. damn nice.

then dessert was the richest i have ever eaten. that chocolate tart is SOOOO chocolatey! it's damn heaty!!! but it was good man. haha. and the other kind of dessert too.

was talking to bryan. haha. honestly, i think he's damn smart for a pri 5. it's lyk as if i'm talking to a secondary school kid. haha. so i was talking to him abt smash bros, kingdom hearts, LEGENDARY FROG! haha. sonic too. it was fun talking to him. haha.

sent them all home.

then went home.

ok, this is a little quiz which i ripped from lou. and she got it from friendster. heh

01. Name: charmaine.charms.moe.
02. Hobbies: hymm. not sure abt that
03. gender: female
04. primary school: PL primary
05. hair colour: jet black
06. horoscope: aquarius
07. Sec school: PL sec
08. address: : serangoon something. heh
09. email add: frenster:charmainejane@hotmail.com
10. hair: consider it short
11. eye colour: brown
12. Skin colour: tan
13. right or left handed: LEFTY!
14. marital status: single
15. siblings: 1 sister
16. when u wake up : 8.30am
17. when's ur bedtime: 11+pm ......
===========*Have u* --=======
21.tried smoking: no
22. drink alcohol: hymm. i think i did. haha
23. been hurted emotionally: in what way?
24. kept a secret from anyone: yeh
25. been on stage: yeh
==============*favourites*===============
26. colour : orange and black
27. food :pasta
28. drinks: ice lemon tea
29. number: 21!!
30.character: LEGOLAS!! haha
31.sports: hymm. netball?
32. song : loads.
33. movie :LOTR x) harry potter x) loads more
34. subject: history
35. wearing: black stuff
36 hairstyle: hymm.
37.lookin at: hymm. haven't thought of that? maybe RIKU!
38. thinking of: going out with the friends. haha
39. listening to: music.. heh.
=======*do u believe in*=========4
40. love: yeh
41. faith: yeh
42. urself : guess so
43. ghost: no
44. angels: yeh
============*in the last 24hrs* ==========
45. worn jeans: no
46. cleaned ur room: yeh
47. cried: no
48. meet someone new: yeh.. [ daddy's gay bro!] HAHA
49. last person you talked to: ju [on the phone]
==============*love life*= = = = = = = = = = =
50. do u have a crush on ur teacher: no
51. have a secret admirer : if it's a secret, how am i suppose to know?
52. do u wanna get married: yeh
53. do u plan on having babies: guess so
54. how old u wanna be when u get married: 23?
55. how many kids do u want: 2
56. would u have kids before marriage: no
57. do u have a crush: not now
58. what do u want most in a relationship: hymm. haha. will think abt it
59. white or black: black
60. kiss or hug: hug
61. summer or winter: summer
62. sunny or rainy: sunny
63. chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
64. music or tv: music
65. day or nite: Night
66. boys or galz: wth
67. sleeping or eating: EATING!!
68. love or lust: Love
69. siLver or gold: gold.. WHITE gold.
70. computer or handphone: tough one. both.

oh, did i state that my dad is angry with me now?
well, yes he is.
and i practically dunno what to do.
*lotr is so cool*
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004

it was a funfunfun day! haha

pratically slacked the whole training. probably cos coach didnt come. my passes were horrifying. heh. did drills. some new ones too.. [for me]
played full court games.
and there is this side of the court which is called the screaming spot. HAHA. yeh. i screamed there too. HAHA. preggy too.

mrs tng scolded us. expected it anyway.

oh, and i'm NOT going to be an umpire ANYMORE. heh. tough job.

after training, jan, ju, su and i were going to have lunch and meet up with jenny. so we went to change.

heh. and sth happened in the toilet! *sniggers haha.

we hid preggy's ez-link too. haha. she told mrs tng abt it =X. haha!
ok, so we went to heartland area first cos PREGGY wanted to go there. so the 3 of us practically ROTTED at the playground area. jan and ju made a coffin for themselves too. haha. the slide! HAHA. left after 20 minutes.

headed to j8. jenny was moaning and groaning cos she waited for damn long. oops. sorry! ate at long johns. crapped A LOT there. laughed loads. had fun. haha. and poor jenny has those rubber bands in her mouth now. haha.

took neos. wanted to find a ring. haha. had a very fun tym.
all of us took 53 home. except preggy who left early.

so, now we have the silver family.
the preggy daddy and labour momma.
with their triplets hairy, curley and moe.
haha.
*lotr is so cool*
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Tuesday, December 07, 2004

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i laughed till my tummy hurt. heh.

TRAINING

well, it was raining. yeh. and we kinda played a 'game'. we won RV! but they were good too. haha. just that we were better. haha.

anyway, we ended early. cos it was raining very heavily.
headed to mac with jan, ju, rach, doralynn and some other seniors. haha. mrs tng sat with us. jan, ju and i were chatting with her.

and mrs tng was HIGHLY SHOCKED when she heard me say this particular word and she was very impressed in a way? i was kinda shocked i said it too. haha. and we were trying to make yanyi and jenny to bribe us to tell them abt what mrs tng said. haha.

after that, me and the others went over to town. heeren.
took neos. rach and doralynn didnt wanna take. i wonder why.

later on jan and i stayed till 4.45pm i tink. yeh.
went ot church thereafter.

CHURCH STAYOVER
oh boy. gosh. i laughed till my tummy ached. haha.

here are the very famous phrases then

'i love you, mr frodo'
'not now sam!'

'i have an idea to DIE FOR'
'let's do the chicken dance!'

HAHA. they are all from legendaryfrog. haha. all of us watched them. damn lame.

played games.

and mark and caile re lyk gay couples or sth?! haha. they were crapping at night. and aunty doris was there?! gosh! haha. lame la. haha.

talked all night through. but we didnt last that long compared to last tym. i slept at 5am.

before that, had gastric. darn. it hurts lyk nuts. terrible. felt lyk eating but didnt have the appitite? that's horrible man. squirmed around the floor for a while. felt better after eating some pills. haha.

hymm. so played thaiti the whole night through. gosh. i'm beggar 4 tyms in a row?! NO WAY! haha. but no one can ever beat THE PRESTIGIOUS BEGGAR [pronounced as BUGGER] haha.

played table tennis with an ex- school team table tennis player?! but our score was 15-21. yes, i lost. heh. hey, but it's good enough. haha.

they went to play the LAMEBRAIN COUNTER STRIKE after the stayover was over. didnt wanna join them. it's so lame lor. shooting everyone you see.

parents fetched me. ran some errands. dad had a meeting first. then bought stuff for the cca fair gift. went to concourse. need to call ju!

*lotr is so cool*
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Sunday, December 05, 2004

RIKU IS SOO DAMN CUTE!!!!

but i guesas no one can ever beat LEGOLAS.

sigh.

or maybe?
*lotr is so cool*
charms

bored?
go to www.legendaryfrog.com
heh.

goodness. that web is filled with crap man. here's one part of 'THE ONE RING TO RULE THEM ALL 3'

legolas: my love for you is like my quiver of arrows.. never ending.

crap! haha. but it's damn freaking lame man. especially the 'return of ganodorf' whoa. that one;s lame.

gonna have another stay over tomorrow?! and i only knew it today. whoa. they make decisions damn fast la. gosh. nic's not in town. darn. i think i'm lyk gonna stare at that screen again. that darn gamecube.

heh. should i wear a skirt on christmas day? heh. i bet a million bucks they will all be DAMN FREAKING shock. heh.
*lotr is so cool*
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Saturday, December 04, 2004

the smart one. the bimbotic one. yesyes. that's me. =X

first: the attendance book
next:the bib
then:the form

ju, we are so freaking dead. let mrs tng down? probably. argh.

we didnt really thrash bendemeer..
BUT WE WON THEM. by quite a bit.
29-11!
you guys did well man!

the seniors were coOl man. 30-5?! nice one!
you guys are damn power man x)

oh, did i mention that i am the player with the highest amount of mispass and miscatch?
yes, i'm the one with the highest rate of mispass and miscatch.

had scoldings from mrs tng.
not being RESPONSIBLE.
quite expected though. it was PLAIN coincidence that all the leaders, EXCEPT jenny, didnt bring the form. darnit.

anyway, the holding school is horrible. just when i thot that our 'old' school's toilet was dirty. i tink i will never EVER go to the holding school's toilet man. totally disgusting. yuck.

and the canteen there is lyk 1/4 the size of our 'old' school's. really. literally.

the water cooler is pathetic. one of it comes out with dirty water. oh well.

i guess the best part is that we have 2 netball courts.

went to eat lunch.
while we were eating lunch, clare saw mrs lee and mrs lee saw our group! whoa lao. should have seen clare's face man!! she was damn shocked. haha. but when all of us turned around, we were too! heh.

after that, we cleared the pe store for 3 hours. yes. damn tiring.
hopefully the PL people would take those pe stuff out properly. if not all our hard work would go down to that huge field.

after that, stood outside the school for 10 minutes. trying to figure out where to go. went home in the end. heh. went to heartland wif ju first. jenny is full of crap by the way! haha
ate wif ju. beancurd. haha. we loved it!

home.
*lotr is so cool*
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Thursday, December 02, 2004

Hey! i added a statement on my blog skin!

because without God, i'm totally NOTHING.

*lotr is so cool*
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