Classique.

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

today.
ACES day cum teachers day.

ya. did the workout stuff. then the usual teacher's day celebration.
went over to jill's wif jan and theo.
yep. fooled ard there. haha.
have much to think abt.
gonna need to study more.
so many things happening around.
but i'm not gonna fall and feel like a failure ok.
i'm not gonna sulk over anything.
if i have to do it, i will.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

i'm straight. yeh.
even if i did like a girl, i would like someone that is like a guy, that is to be 'bung material'?
yeh. so, i guess u are just living in your fantasy,
i'm not living in mine. u are.
this is very weird and funny.
i cant believe u lied. lied. lied. and lied.
the thing i hate most are lies.
and the thing is that u just lied. right under my nose.
lies. lies. all lies. i hate this.
why me? am i that special?
i'm so freaking confused.
can someone help me here?
*lotr is so cool*

Sunday, August 29, 2004

guess what?

our car's licence plate number is the 1st prize for singapore sweep this week.. haha.. 4921..
we dont really care cos we dont buy these stuff. i tink my aunt bought.. haha.. must be really happy. then my dad went to the garage [my dad's family members are all mechanics] then they were all lyk talking abt the licence plate.. haha.. even at church! haha..

anyway, my WHOLE family went to fish and co. ystd. yep. my sis is talking to me! yay! haha.. it was ok, i guess. and she still cares for my dad. but things were not the same as it used to be i believe.

nothing much to say. real tired. and very pissed. i failed. FAILED. how could i? AAAAAAAHHHHHH... and maths was supposed to be my best. wth.. and 15 marks worth of careless mistake? now i know why i failed. ive to work extra hard now. and chinese is lyk.. borderline pass? darn.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Thursday, August 26, 2004

yay! cyberweek tasks are done!

hymm.. so the chinese one was really really lame. abt chinese bands. hmph.

two days ago, decided to see what happened to my ulcer. heh.. i didnt even know it was bleeding. gosh. seemed like i'm immune to this pain. in fact, it wasnt even painful. funny. it's weird that it is cut so deep into my lip cos of the wire, but yet, i dont feel the pain anymore.

my mum told me sth yesterday. ok, so it's the same topic that always seem to stir up my emotions. and everytime i think of it, it seems to cut the inner recesses of my being. hurt. emotional pain? probably.
i didnt know she still cared. u know, she thot i didnt wake up for skook on tuesday cos she didnt know that i had cyberweek. so my mum told me she woke me up.
no wonder everything is starting to piece up lyk a jigsaw.
no wonder someone turned on my light. i thought i was dreaming or something.
so, she was the one. aww. i feel touched.

my dad and she have the same character. though they are angry wif each other, i probably believe that they still care for each other. yep. it's funny how life goes. it's the things they do that you can really tell and understand how they feel. probably.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

oh man. cyberweek is lame.
the only good thing about it is that we can eat while doing the assignment and after we are done, we can spend the rest of the day doing whatever we want to do.
the cyberweek topics are kinda weird.. who wants to marry a prince charming? and a 2 day climb up mount kinabalu. and the chinese thing? about some chinese band? and it MUST be a chinese band. oh well. waiting for them to get online. wanna finish this as soon as we can.
i'm hungry.
gonna eat now.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Monday, August 23, 2004

wth. i just wrote one huge paragraph on what happened today. and blogger just had to screw everything up. shit. dont feel lyk writing anymore.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Sunday, August 22, 2004

hey! guess what? i suddenly remembered what happened on WEDNESDAY!!
here it goes:

ok, so wanted to borrow this van gogh book which i saw in the library. went ot the library wif caro and abi. then the librarian said that i couldnt borrow cos i didnt return a book. i was lyk..

'i returned it lyk one month ago?'
and she was lyk
'but my computer shows that you didnt return'
and i was lyk
'but i returned it!'

so she made us find the WHOLE LIBRARY for that FREAKING BOOK. ya, i know that the library is small, but it's filled wif lyk, thousands of books?! what the.. anyway, i was real fed up.
then i just wanted to get out of the library.. so here is one part of the conservation:

'so have you found the book?'
'no'
'are you sure you returned it?'
'yes'
where did you return it?'
'i left it in the bookdrop' *i was getting really pissed here*
'so where is it now?'
'I DUNNO!'

lyk... HELLO?! IF I KNEW WHERE THE BOOK IS, I WOULDNT EVEN BE LOOKING FOR IT.. WHAT KIND OF LAME QUESTION IS THAT? and guess what?
SHE ASKED ME THAT QUESTION 3 TIMES.
whoa. that was really irritating. forget it la. gonna pay for that stupid book tomorrow la. then she will lyk stop bugging me.

ya. and on that day. SHE just had to bug us. wanna slap her man. i sided her so much. and there she is spreading rumours about my friends? stop it. enough. did you know, when you were not around on thursday, lou was angry wif abi partly cos of you? i dont believe that you are someone lyk that. i used to say good stuff abt you, but now, i think i may change my perspective of you. i really dont get it, why must you spread those stuff when you dont even find out the facts?
honestly, i really dont know how to talk to you now. are you good or bad? you seem good in my eyes but bad in the others'. so what am i suppose to do?
maybe i should just pretend that nothing happened.
lyk as if it will help. wth.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Saturday, August 21, 2004

FRIDAY

well, today was better. hehe...
many things happened today. too lazy to list everything out.
anyway, had lit and si han test today. lit was VERY DIFFICULT. ya.

anyway, after school, it was lyk raining, cats and dogs? or should i say elephants and rhinos? okok, i'm just crapping nuts. then jan,ju,shi yun,renee,dionne and i were eating in the canteen. ya, and shi yun and janice just HAD TO START THE ICE FIGHT LA! against ME?! so, i had to lyk, do the same thing too.. but now, i cant chew ice properly! AHHHH!! so i couldnt break the ice on time.. heh.. so i decided to take a bubble tea straw.. heh heh.. okok, enough with the ice fight la!
anyway, out of 17 of us, 12 of them either had detention, prefects meeting or CIP. so for training, we only had 5 people? jan,ju,clare.sarah and me?! ya. and ju was sick. so only 4 of us. PATHETIC! but actually, kinda think of it, it was quite ok cos the group was smaller and we were closer.. jenny helped us sometimes.. cos they had no training. so after that the others came.. so the 5 of us lyk just slacked around.. helped the rest. she was pissing me off. and it wasnt only me. clare was pissed too. and doralynn was lyk
'chill!'
then i was lyk
how can i not chill when the wind is soo cold and making my skin get goosebumps?!

crap.
anyway, candice and jill went to heartland. didnt follow them. haha.. dao candice.. then she dropped her crunchie bar.. hehe.. oh well.
went to wait wif janice.
home.

*lotr is so cool*

Thursday, August 19, 2004

ya, so today and yesterday were lyk just horrible for me la. ya ya.

TODAY *THURSDAY*

hymm. she didnt come to school today. ya right? stomach virus? hymm. should i believe that reason? or is it because, SHE DIDNT DARE TO SHOW HER FACE TO US. whatever it is, i dont care.. or, do i?
anyway, had chinese test today. quite easy. to me. hehe..
during history, went up to the computer lab to do the survey thing. ya. had to go into the academic portal. and the forum! whoa lao. lou,vic,abi,caro,ann na and i were kinda laughing lyk nuts cos of one of the posts we saw.. heh.. *shhh
homec was lyk.. SO FREAKING RUSH?! ya, and mdm Zakiah said we must hand it in by today... so all of us were lyk rushing lyk nuts.. then at the end of the period, she was lyk
'ok hand in tomorrow'
lyk.... oh well.
and i was HORRIBLE during training today. and christabel fainted?! whoa. that was scary man. very scary. she's ok now, so thank God... hehe.. and today, if i counted correctly, i 'scolded' approximately ONE MILLION TIMES. ya. oh well.. couldnt do the rerun properly, couldnt throw my lorbe *how do u spell it?* properly.. AHHHHHHH! i was just horrible today. oh well.

anyway, after training, sat wif jan and waited for mum.. then went home!

YESTERDAY *WEDNESDAY*
oh, i really cant remember much! ahh.. short term memory.. heh.. anyway, i could only remember abt jillian calling me at home..
my my.. heh.. she was very scared eh? hehe.. and she was lyk smacked by pillows! by *.. heh.. oh well.. talked for lyk.. 2 1/2 hours? ya.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Monday, August 16, 2004

havent been writing ya?

ok, just a flashback:
SATURDAY
went to dentist.. did the bottom. then to KNC. then went out wif them. took neos! heh.. took so long to just wonder to watch a movie or not.. anyway, we didnt in the end.
SUNDAY
nothing much really happened. same stuff every Sunday.

Today
ok, so today was kinda fine.
ulcers are swelling lyk no one's business. it's real pain. i cant smile! :) but, no one's gonna stop me from smiling online! :) heh my mum feels pain for me and i feel bad. it's lyk some cycle..
anyway, today, some happy stuff happened so i guess i wasnt pretty happy apart from the fact that everytime i smile i feel pain..
1st: sis seems pretty ok now.. that's probably the happiest thing ever! :))
2nd: mrs ow's please w/ my art.. YAY! I'M FINALLY FINISHED WITH IT! totally excited.
3rd: physics paper! happy with my results.. heh

chinese was boorrring today.. lyk as if it isnt boring enough. and lit was lyk the best cos our teacher had to go to the homec room and we had the period all to ourselves! nice..

after school, lunched with jill, jan, su ann, dionne, renee... funny people. heh.. havent really been talking to jill too.. anyway, wasnt really paying attention in training. felt bad. oh well. and guess what? qinyi got caught for her hair.. lyk, it is so expected. bet she has to wear a wig now.. *sniggers.. i wonder how it'll be lyk.. heh
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Friday, August 13, 2004

DARN THE MU DAN PAINT LA!

what the hell man!
today was nice! not much of studying. ms ang didnt come. so first 3 periods of the day was lyk english test and maths test.. then 4th period was free period. PC. then recess.
vic's going MAD. PMS la! wth. everyday?!
clare and i were talking abt someone so we labelled this person as 'er hmm'.. then vic and lou were trying to guess who it was.. and vis was lyk,
'if they say it's "er hmm" then the person's name must start with E'
whoa. how lame can things get.. hehe..
i told her that this person is 21 years old.. seemed lyk she didnt believe me.. oh, sad case.

after school had to do CIP. whoa. art room. and jill came late. so by th etime she came we were already cleaning up the shelves. dusty lyk what lyk that. and rachel just have to be so lucky la. just sit there and type out some labels... and was going dizzy cos of all the colours.. heh
so after we were done w/ the shelves, we decided to go over to help jill and annabella. and they are lyk the professional screw uncappers now! haha.. jill was screaming cos of the mould in the paint! haha.. oh well.. and that's when the MU DAN PAINT came into the picture.
NEVER USE MU DAN PAINT! YOU WILL REGRET IT!
okok, so bad idea to test that paint. and guess what? when mrs ong came in, she told us to throw away all those paint... WHOA LAO... and we took lyk 30 minutes to rub off SOME of the paint. oh well... but actually, had quite a good time.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Thursday, August 12, 2004

SOLITAIRE GUY IS NICE! and lamebrain banana man is not funny at all.

today is nice!!

first period was PE.. played rugby! fun! hehe.. my shoe was making loads of noise while i was running. anyway, we won! haha.. *er hm.. as usual.. heh* but it was real fun man.

ms chew didnt come today so we had 2 periods to do our notes.. but most of the time we were talking.. but it was fun.. had a great time talking. talked mostly abt singapore idol? yep. SOLITAIRE GUY'S NICE! and the 'COOL!' guy is lyk soo toot! and the lady that say the 'i love you babeh' song is soo good man.. and the 16 year old too!

history was after recess! and now, i LOVVEEE HISTORY!! went to emmuanel hall to look at some stations with artefacts and stuff.. for 2 periods lor! did some group work thingy..

then last 3 periods were homec.. and i think this is the best homec period man! 3 periods to design a pencil case?! it was lyk art lesson.. we took 1 hour just to design it.. then the last period, lou, vic, caro, abi, ann na and i were doing some jukebox thing.. haha.. had so much fun.. ann na was lyk our radio. so we played a game.. one of us had to close our eyes and guess hu is singing *2 ppl singing at a time*.. crap! SOLITAIRE !!! fun fun..

after school, had to sign up fpr the CIP thing. then, jill, jan, dionne, lou, su ann and i went to eat wanton noodles.. had a nice chat.. and my toes had crams for lyk, 5 minutes?! pain lyk hell man.. i think its worst than putting braces man.. heh.. good thing we were already sitting down.
jill and suann left earlier.. then the rest of us left later. they were so sweet! went to the traffic light wif me! thank you!! luv you guys loads!

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

holiday was great. went to cherating. took longer than we expected cos there was a 2 hour jam.. but i was sleeping in the car anyway.. for probably abt 5-6 hours? ya.. just like so pig..
so by the time we got there, the guy told us that there were no more deluxe room so he upgraded us to the one room suite.. and it's lyk.. FREAKING BIG. so we could stay in that suite for the price of a deluxe.. nicce... haha
it was fun.. seemed lyk as if an endless fan keeps blowing at your face.. haha.. cos the wind's real strong there.
but, it was so obvious that someone wasnt there.

everytime, everytime i think of the same thing, i seem to just feel horrible.
it seems to cut the inner recesses of my being.
and, it really seems worst than physical pain.
i hate emotional pain.

today was kinda ok.. had to choose the prefects.
anyway, had science test today. chem was difficult! so after the test, had around 15-20 minutes to do 2 experiments..
then during ms ang's period, she did her spot check on skirt, hair and everything else. then she was telling one of my classmate,
'please dont wear such bright coloured sports bra'
lyk.. erm.. what does that got to do with school uniform?! anyway, i PURPOSELY *observe the word PUROPOSELY* wore my hairband.. then when it came to my turn and she checked me, she was lyk,
'please wear a hairband.'
and i WAS wearing a hairband.. everyone saw it except her.. funny.

Chekgu *how to spell?!* is lyk the nicest teacher man! she always give us tidbits and let's us watch videos and let us do groupwork!
an the best part, she seems to like LORD OF THE RINGS too!!!! she always seem to bring up the LOTR topic.. haha. and she says her eldest son looks lyk harry potter.. haha..

so had to stay back for EIA.. and victoria seem to be having her PMS again.. she was kinda weird during EIA.. oh well..

after that, went to bus stop area with jill, yen, dez, lou,dionne, jan, eleanor, joanne, j.woo, theo, doralynn... cant rmb anymore.. then went home!

just finished art!! i 'm lyk soo happy!
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Friday, August 06, 2004

today is national day celebration.

yesyes. u noe, sit at the grandstand, sweat lyk nuts.. even though nuts cant sweat. and then went over to the emmuneal hall to watch the rest of the celebration..

so after that, went out wif jill, jan and dionne.. went to meet pei ying.
so went to kovan mrt station to wait for pei ying..
had some weirds things that happened in the bus. then at the mrt station, dionne, jill and i were lyk thinking to go through the mrt thing cos jan and theo already passed it.. then some guys that walked pass us were lyk looking at us.. then one of them was lyk
'just climb in'
then another one said
'just crawl in'
\and another said
'just jump in'

and we were lyk kinda shocked..
and they were laughing.

okok.. anyway, went to PS.. ate there. pei ying is still her normal self. still laughing lyk what lyk that. but she grown exceptionally skinny.. dunno why.
and guess what? met yumei, penny and mo yi there too!!
so, the 5 of us were lyk discussing what to do.. jill, pei ying and i were thinking of watching mean girls.. jan and dionne were lyk thinking of just taking neos and go home. so the 3 of us were lyk trying very hard not to lose but in the end, we did. sighh.. haha.
then later on, went to heartland. dunno for what reason. wanted to take neos. but it was very VERY crowded. so we went home after that.

just finished my homework. left art. going on holiday tomorrow. so wouldnt be blogging till tues.. haha. ok, so got to go now.

*lotr is so cool*
charms

Thursday, August 05, 2004

TODAY

hey. look. i either like you or hate you. i'm either nice to you or mean to you. honestly, how simple can things get? and trust me, i can be very mean if i want to. dig.

ahhh.
today was pretty nice. for PE, had to take out some paper from the colours award booklet. then for maths, did group work so time past very fast. chinese.. got back test paper!!! i thot i would fail. and i was so happy when i got my paper back cos it was the first time i got over 70 for chinese in secondary school *smiles*

then wang lao shi ate up some of our recess time.. then lou and i went to the bookshop to get our books. the aunty there is lyk talking and talking and talking... and she lyk dun want to let us pay lor. and we were already late for recess.. whoa.

after school, had photo taking. took 20 minutes for 4 pictures. whoa. that's lyk so fast man. then after that went up to the com lab to do the website thing. and vic was lyk having PMS or sth.. she was lyk first laughing then serious then laughing.. oh well. what's new?

so first part of training was SCARY. coach scolded jan, ju, rachel, shabana and me cos we put ourselves last on the voting list.
'so are you trying to say i'm a liar?'
'i want your honest comments'
ok, we were freaking scared.
anyway, it was kinda ok, just that it was really hot.
and at the end, did agility. and things were just not right.
clare was saying that it was very obvious that i was pissed with her.
was it obvious?
whatever. i dont care.

going for a holiday on saturday.. and guess what? t will just be 3 people.
my sis is just too stubborn.
why cant you give in since we did the same for you?

YESTERDAY
jill, jan and i went over to primary school to find mrs tan. yep. cos of the sports award thing. then they were doing the 'abi it' action. hehe.. that was funny.
here was part of what mrs tan said to jill:

'did you show him black face?
not like charmaine, always smile smile smile
and looks so blur
she looks like she's listening
but actually her mind's miles away'

that is what mrs tan thinks of me.. I'M BLUR! and i look lyk my mind's miles away from where we are and i'm always smiling! heh..

had to stay back for some poetry thing. kinda funny though.

situation so far: sis is still angry with all of us. i can't believe this. my dad said sorry to her. and guess what? she didnt accept it. and i also said sorry. and she didnt accept it. so who's fault is it now?
i want my sister back. i wish she was herself again.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

TODAY
nothing really special happened today. hehe...
great. we'll be playing chaptek or rubgy for aces day. great. ya right. Ann na is our captain, Louisa is our manager and i am the COACH.. HEH. wonder what i will do man. probably just slack around.. haha.

YESTERDAY
yesterday was kinda draggy. probably cos of physics lesson.

oh, and now, i'm lyk commonly known as braces girl. heh. but, it's not unusual to wear braces right? hehe. many funny reactions yesterday.. and jillian has decided not to wear braces now.. cos she thinks it's pain. which is so true. and the netball people *sec 1* think that i look cute?!
ok, let me just laugh.
HARHAR with a(n) R.
me. cute?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAR.
and they say my braces look nice.. heh?!
hymm.. funny.
we oso had to give the voting thing to coach.. creepy
anyway, waited for jillian.. then after that she told us to go first. so jan and i were going to go. then jenny called us back and we cleaned our side of the foyer which had lyk strips of paper.. then oso had to put the poles back?! oh well.

jill called me when i got home.
and Mr kim is being very mean to jillian lor. idiot. i dont care man. tomorrow i'm going back to the primary skool with jill and make sure she gets the sports award. Mr kim sucks lor. wish someone could give him a taste of his medicine. horrid. he just loves to pick on people lor.
jill, dont give up. prove to him that you can do it and that he's wrong.
*lotr is so cool*
charms

Sunday, August 01, 2004

ahhh.

have been rushing art. yep. and guess what? our class had 2 art lessons less. that means we have 2 weeks worth of time wasted compared to other classes. oh well.

and plucked out 2 more teeth on sat. darn it. had lyk, 8 jabs?!
cos the dentist was lyk in a hurry to get his other patient's teeth done so he jabbed me 4 times first, then he told me to wit outside. then lyk 1/2 hour later, went in again. and of course it wasnt as numb as before right? but anyway, mum reminded him to do the top blankets or brackets or whatever you call it. so he said had to do the blanket or bracket or whatever you call it first before pulling out teeth. so, did it. and the top is, blank! i tink i need to change it next week to the ones that other people have..
anyway, after the top thingy, time to pluck teeth. and the numb thing lyk wasnt working so dentist jabbed me 4 times again. then i thot it was not gonna be pain cos my gums were kinda numb. then there was this ultra sharp pierce and i was lyk 'OWWW'.. then the nurse was lyk 'it's ok it's ok..'
so anyway, got them out.
mouth is aching.
then after that, went for my church friend's farewell party. loads of food. darnit. couldnt eat much. Boohoo.. Ian's gonna go to america on 13th august. yep. sad. how strange time flies faster than the speed of light. knew him when he was Primary 6.. and now he's lyk 21?! wow. time flies man.
Shaun says my dentist is ill treating me! oh well..
gonna miss Ian. he's super smart man. Shaun too. runs in the family i guess.

well, better carry on with my art. Mrs Ow is so gonna scold our class tomoro man.
*lotr is so cool*
charms